KIM JONG HYUN IS PERFECT

just wanna put this out there.
cos he is just perfect. 
some of the words that came out of my mouth when i watch him perform is just unbelievable.
i said if he was a fallen angel, i'd follow him to hell.
like what.
i don't even know
he's just oh my good lord
he got me singing hallelujah
singing hallelujah

like that's how good he is. my baby boo. my dinopup. the love of my life
i love him so so so so so much 
i thank all gods of the universe for his existence.
thank you for being here in the same timeline and universe with me. 
thank you kim jjong for blessing us with your talents and voice and everything
wow i love you so much as a person it's just- 
wow.
everything about you is beautiful
keep on rocking!

kajf;oailnrbuiwefjanaowrilj;njfhuiaos;lfj
i don't have any reaction gifs in this laptop
boo hoo 
but thank you for being so perfect oh my god
jFc 

okay i need to start reading shit for my classes. bye 
BYEEEE
BYEEEEEEE
ugh. 
yeah jonghyun is the best thing in the world right now. this moment.
lolololol maybe not the only best thing but he's up there
part of my heart or brain will always be his hehe


ok bye

50 random Q cos that's how we do it

ok hey. 
i can't sleep cos i overslept during my supposedly 30 min nap. i slept for 2 hours. #dead
soooo here i am with more random questions cos that's what i always do when I'm bored and i want to kill time but i don't want to read my textbook 
so yeah 

50 random Questions meme blank:Rules;

Answer all those honestly.
you can skip 3 questions if you want.
tag 5 people to answer those.
tagged by:

1. What is your best friend’s name? 

= 1st skip. i can't choose.
2. What’s your favorite game at the moment?

= i am a lame-o, i don't play games that much. last game i played was 2048. sorry.
3. What are you listening to right now? 

= Jonghyun's Deja-Boo. this song is just perfect. jjong is perfect. i love him so much I'm gonna smother him with my loveeeeee
4. What’s your favorite number? 

= 10
5. What was the last thing you ate? 

= i ate watermelon. i love watermelon. my nickname in taiwan was watermelon. that's how much i love them.
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?

= white. lol no. hm maybe blue. idk why.
7. How is the weather right now? 

= cool. winter in san diego does not feel like winter at all. i feel like I'm cheated out of winter but whatevs, i don't like the cold anyways hehe
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

= wow. hm. sharon lol
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

= everything lol. okay their looks obviously.
10. If you could have super power, what would it be and why?

= breathe underwater. i want to explore the ocean but then again i'd be too scared. ugh. why am i so scared of everythingggg
11. Favorite TV show?

= i don't watch a lot of tv anymore... but i like shows like KBS' gag concert lol i need my dose of comedy in life
12. Siblings?

= 3 younger. omg all i can remember is my convo with MP about our younger siblings. it was like a 10 second convo but ugh i can't handle it when ppl share personal life info with me, i bond too quickly over those type of info lol
13. Height?

= 172 cm last time i checked lol.
14. Hair color?

= black with orange ombre-highlight stuff that faded. ugh i need to re-dye my hair
15. Eye Color?

= brown
16. Do you wear contacts?

= yesss my poor eyes gets tired sometimes.
17. Something coming up that you’re looking forward to?

= my birthday! lol actually no. I'm just looking forward to more breaks lol
18. Favorite Month? 

= hmm probably december? breaks and food and last month of the year
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?

= uhm yeah.. or for reason too trivial to even serve as a legit reason. i had a lot of those.... lol
20. What was the last movie you watched?

= the imitation game. in the movie theatre. i watched a bunch with my cousin at home but i can't remember.. i can't remember shit. my memory is *sigh*
21. How many countries have you been to?

= 5? 6?
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

= yessss. but more than being shy, i think i'm just afraid of being rejected and then it'll be awkward and i'll lose that person. ugh so many things to consider.
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?

= nope. i can't even stand properly with my feet. come on.
24. Hugs or Kisses?

= hugs bc i've never been kissed before hehehehehehe. idk why I'm laughing it's not funny
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?

= ice cream? or just general stuff? i like chocolate but not as much when it's chocolate ice cream. idk why. chocolate ice cream suddenly became unappetising. but i do like ice cream with chocolate chunks yay.
26. What is something you like about yourself that isn’t a physical feature?

= i like that i can learn stuff really well lol idk if that's even something to be proud of lol
27. Choose one: Youtube, Reddit or Facebook?

= youtube all the way
28. One thing you look for in a friend/partner? 

= just someone who's honest with me? idk.
29. What color is your toothbrush? 

= pink? purple? i don't remember...
30. Piercings? 

= just the normal ear piercing on both side. I'm allergic to a lot of metal.. sad, i know. i want to get more but i don't even wear earrings regularly
31. Favorite movies?

= can't do favourite things ugh. choices makes me nervous lol

32. Favorite food of all-time?

= sushi! japanese food in general, i can eat it forever and ever and ever yum
33. What are you doing right now?

= typing on my blog and being hungry. what.
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

= butter~~~~
35. If you could buy any type of food right now, what would you buy? 

= sashimi lol chirashi sounds so good right now
36. If you were to change your name to anything (first and/or last) what would it be?

= i actually reaaaaally like my name for some odd reason. i used to like jacqueline. but naahh. i like jane. popular in the 1800s lol
37. Dogs or cats?

= both i loveee animals i love snakes too :D
38. Favorite flower?

= peonies are so pretty
39. Been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to do?

= hm probably. but i've put it in the deepest part of my memory so i don't remember it. but i mean i also don't remember what i do on a daily basis so.
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?

= used to? now.. i don't even know. distance is a bitch. and i may or may not have done something that crossed the line? i don't even know anymore.
41. Have you ever loved someone?

= maybe? idk. was it love or just me wanting to own people.
42. Have you ever been admitted to hospital?

= nope. thankfully I'm as healthy as a bull - that's what my mom would say
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?

= yeah. hehe. friends from baby~
44. Have you ever fired a gun?

= nope but maybe someday i'd love to learn how to fire a gun properly hehe
45. Do you like to travel by plane?

= i actually do like flying on planes. even though sometimes i get nervous and think that this is my day to die. but in general i like flying to places. the anticipation of getting to a new place. so exciting haha
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?

= right handed~
47. How many pillows do you sleep with?

= i only have 1 now. but i'd love to have more lol
48. Are you missing someone?

= right now? at this moment? maybe not. i'll maybe miss someone tonight but right now I'm just here with my own self.
49. Do you have a tattoo?

= nope. but i'd like to have one. although i don't really know what i want it to be..
50. Sunrise or sunset?

= sunset. the different colours in the sky during sunset is soooo gorgeous. 

I'm running away from my responsibilities again 

whats new. 

but if i get a cold tomorrow I'm gonna blame my TA... we were both sniffling like cray in his office... 

adios