my PASSION...other than FASHION,that is...

pics i promised....

my version of ELINOR from SENSE AND SENSIBILITY by JANE AUSTEN

then,this is MARIANNE,Elinor's younger sister.again my own version.

and this is my personal fave.THE WHITE RABBIT from ALICE IN WONDERLAND.
of course everybody knows that THE WHITE RABBIT is a rabbit and it's a male rabbit.
but who cares.i just want to make a girl version of the white rabbit.
love it.love it.love it.

anw,i drew the CHESHIRE CAT too.but i still want to make some adjustments...there's still something missing from it...it lacks the feel of CHESHIRE CAT..but still going to show u guys the first version.i'll post another after i make the adjustments..then u guys can be the jugde to see which one is better...

so again it's CHESHIRE as a girl.going to make it better*i hope*
i think it needs STRIPES.what do u guys think.??leave comments,write on the chatbox.do whatever,just tell me what u think is better...
THANKIES..
<3

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hi,i'm back.
guess no one missed me.hha.
today is the 1st day of my one week holiday,which i,a 11 grade student,get from my seniors who are going through UN.really thankfull to them.gamsahamnida.!
and of course,AJJA AJJA FIGHTING.!!!good luck for all of u seniors + my dearest chingu NADYA.!

today is really absolutely boring...no one asked me out..*i expected it.i told my friends today is my -alone time- day.*but still i am so damn bored.
i woke up at 10,but then forced myself to sleep for another hour.*reason is that i don't want to spend hours doing nothing,so to make time flows faster,i chose to sleep.*
then on 11,i took my phone and started to go online.checked my fb.then went downstairs to sit on the couch.and because of my laziness i ended up watching tv before even taking a bath.*and it's 11 already for godsake.*
then after watching THE UNBORN on HBO*which ended on 2 pm*i took a bath and ate.
then i started to go online since 3 pm till now...downloaded HEAPS of videos.revenge to the useless internet which was down for one week.one week without internet.SUCKED.

anyway.i downloaded IDOL ARMY again,as usual.i downloaded episode 10 and laughed all the way through the episode.
omo,i found out that JOON and DOONGIE sucks in MATH.hahaha.JOON kept saying that 4x7=27.and DOONGIE has never memorized multiplications before,so he couldnt answer a single question.but thanks to the kind hearted production team,DOONGIE was given time to memorize 2 multiplication table.so the PT only asked him questions about the multiplication of 2.and finally when DOONGIE got it correct,JOON and MIR messed up.G.O was liek,'what are those people doing?!'.SEUNGHO didnt join them because his rib was hurting bad.

anyways,i havent uploaded the pics i promised u guys...
mianhae.!!will post later tonight if i have a chance to go online again.
now i need to go to have my mandarin tutor.aaah~i hate it...

and.my cousin will be coming tomorrow...
bro,let's go out to play.!!!!
:DDD

2nd post in March.finally...

aaah.second post this month...
finally.after a week with out internet,i'm back posting again.!!
yippiee.am so happy.
finally i can watch my fave shows online.!!!miss my SHINee and MBLAQ oppas a lot.!

anyway..have just cuztomized my blog.finally,i overcame my laziness to browse and edit my blog.and overcame part of my technology-idiotness.hha.

and just to remind u guys.i'm 17 already.omo.i feel older and older by the minute..
although my birthday party was a mess,i still have someone to complain to.hha.thanks for that guy who was willing to listen*or read* my complaints.lotsa love for him.hha
now that i'm 17,i have found a new target in my life.that is to be happy 24/7.which is easier said than done...it started from the biology assignment on Monday from my teacher,P.Jalil.he told us to write our aspirations in the future and to draw it.as i was feeling crappy that day because of my messed up party,so i just filled the aspiration part crappily.first i was going to empty it.but then i thought:okay,because i'm crappy today so i wish i can be happy everyday in the rest of my life.so i filled that part with:being happy 24/7.and drew a lot of smilies to fill the space for the picture.
and since i think it was a great wish and aspiration,i made it as my target for this year*or at least month*hha.**LAZINESS ATTACK**

then...bad news for me...
my dearest dongsaeng,IEW,is going to leave me...omo.what shall i do without her.????can't possibly go to malls alone in the weekend.and no one to talk about the latest trends,no one to fill me in with the latest gossips,no one to kiss me in the morning and afternoon.??????aaaaaaah.*drowns in misery* ;A;
but the good news is she's just moving to Singapore.hha.can visit her anytime*if i have the money*but will still miss her a lot.no one can fill the space she left.such a big space for such a thin girl.hahahah.

and also,my dearest chingu,NADYA,is going to go through UN.wish her all the luck that she needs*though i'm sure she doesn't need luck to pass it*hha.
i miss her a lot.wonder when we'll meet again...

have been drawing some characters this week,shall post them next time i post an entry.
wait for it.!!!

SAENGIL CHUKHA HABNIDA MIR!!! *belated*

yesterday is MBLAQ's MIR's birthday.
shall sing the birthday song for our MIR first.
saengil chukha habnida.
saengil chukha habnida.
saranghaneun MIR-geu
saengil chukha habnida.

as for the wishes.i wish MIR all the best and the best only.
including..getting better with the rapping,getting funnier with the gags,laugh a lot louder in IDOL ARMY,and just have fun in whatever u do.
saranghae.BANG CHUL YONG.!!!

anyway.it started raining last night.
at last the rain that i have been waiting for a few weeks.
i still remember that on my last birthday,it was raining.i was a bit worried that my birthday this year would be dry.but i guess i need to worry no more.hha

and for this year.i plan to have a BBQ party at home.
i guess it would be nice,having close friends over and BBQ at home.
and i plan to blow candles on 12 midnight as my birthday is on Sunday and i'm inviting my friends over on Sat night.

but,still am depressed about my 17 year life with nothing in me.ahh.should try harder.
still don't know what major to take in the university...
choices are: fashion design,interior design and food science.
my head and heart is fighting like they always do about these 3 choices.
first,heart chooses fashion.without a doubt head says that i might want to consider again.it's not like the easiest thing to do in the world and not much job vacancies are for fashion designers.unless u are like exceptionally outstanding or u start a clothing line yourself.but my heart really want me to take that major.
then,head suggests interior design instead.more job vacancies and more prospects for the future.but heart don't really like interior design.
then head suggests food science.which is hard to accept because my chemistry is not the best out of the bunch.it's only passable,which is not good news.

again in a dilemma...what should i do??
ahh.i just need some more sleep..-_________-

 

3-day weekend.!

hi loved ones.
back again..after so long.hha.
have been so lazy to post.mian.!

have been enjoying 2 days from the 3-day weekend.another holiday after CNY.
spending it quite randomly i must say...no plans.just sudden invites to go out.

anyway.on friday,went out with jcy,joen,joen's bf(jeff) and another friend (a-yong)*wonder if i remember the name right.can't seem to remember names properly. *A*
we went to NH to watch what was supposed to be a chinese film*forgot the name.*but changed last minute into WOLFMAN.which was quite cool.i love it.! the 19th century.the dark atmosphere.except i hate how the werewolf looks.it was ugly.but then again what do i expect from a werewolf.hha.not all wolfs are like jacob black u know.hha
then we hopped to BCS after that.jcy went to an event or something like that.
which left me with joen and the others.and soon after that we all went home.

and today...
i was supposed to attend a birthday party.which in the end i didn't turn up.mian ayuu.
i was already up at 10 am and watched tv and ate.then i asked jcy out to buy ayu's b'day present.so we went to BCS at 3 pm.we browsed a few shops and finally found what we wanted to buy.but dwiki was complaining that it was too expensive.so we thought of browsing for other things first.
then after about 1 hour of browsing,we still ended up buying that bag we saw first.
besides that jcy and i also bought 2 matching minnie mouse headbands.i really love it since i saw MBLAQ oppas using it to play 'let's catch the mice' game.hha.i loved how MIR looked while wearing it.
anyway.was wacthing and downloading MBLAQ idol army.it was so funny.!!!
omo.my views towards those oppas changed almost immediately.they were so funny.where did the chic oppas go.? i only see 5 babo-dol oppas.even the MCs said that they look like NB-neighbourhood babos.hha
back to the prev story.so i ended up sitting with jcy,trying to figure out the way to get to ayu's party.but luck wasn't with us.everyone ended up not knowing how to go.dwiki,me,jcy and sheila was stuck in our places not having anyone to pick us up.
i feel so apologetic towards ayu. -__________-
mianhae.cheonbeon mian.

now.i am sitting in front of my bed...
again wondering what should i do with this life of mine.fiuuuh....
what have i been doing all these years.feels like nothing.............
omo.i feel like an empty shell.*depressed.*
and it will be my birthday soon.must work extra hard.!
FIGHTING!!!oppa-deul.!i will show u all what i am made of.hha.*so drama*

anyway.am browsing in fb rite now and saw an account which was hacked.wow.so drama.
a lot of unnessecary words are used..u know.those i hate.hha.it was kinda like a fight between 2 girls.but now the more i read the more i get confused.haah.to hell with it.none of my business.shall watch MBLAQ idol army instead.!

AAAH.AM I BECOMING A BABO.??!

yesterday.my baboness killed me again
haiz.how could i be so babo.?!!!
i don't really know what to say anymore.CHEONDUNG.take me to Korea.

CHEONDUNG:just take my hand and let's go.
hha.in my dreams.

ok.the story is.....related to the earlier post i posted a few days ago..
kinda regret posting it.but i can't remove it anymore.it's too late.hha
but then again.to hell with it.i don't care anymore.as long as i have CHEONDUNG with me.*thing is,he is not with me. D:
panicpanicpanic.then i realised one thing.i didn't blush.
possibilities are:
1. he's just a passer-by who only crossed the street in my life.
2. i forgot how to blush.which is literally impossible,i guess.hha
3. he stopped in the middle of the street to get crushed by me but blushing is not the latest trend.hha

anyway.i think i haven't told anyone i'm a type-A.
type-A's general traits:
According to research, the following characteristics are the hallmark characteristics of Type A Behavior (TAB):
* Time Urgency and Impatience, as demonstrated by people who, among other things, get frustrated while waiting in line, interrupt others often, walk or talk at a rapid pace, and are always painfully aware of the time and how little of it they have to spare.
* Free-Floating Hostility or Aggressiveness, which shows up as impatience, rudeness, being easily upset over small things, or ‘having a short fuse’, for example.


Additionally, Type A behavior often includes:
* Competitiveness
* Strong Achievement-Orientation
* Certain Physical Characteristics That Result From Stress and Type A Behavior Over Years


Physical Characteristics:
The following physical characteristics often accompany TAB:
* Facial Tension (Tight Lips, Clenched Jaw, Etc.)
* Tongue Clicking or Teeth Grinding
* Dark Circles Under Eyes
* Facial Sweating (On Forehead or Upper Lip)
credits:What Does It Mean To Have A "Type A" Personality?

By Elizabeth Scott, M.S., About.com Guide
Updated: November 07, 2007
About.com Health's Disease and Condition content is reviewed by the Medical Review Board

those traits above are mostly TRUE.
i am the kind which is very very aware of time.and i have a short fuse.most of my friends know it.hha
also...a test result.i'm type-A.
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - incorporating the best of both worlds

then.today a lightning strucked me.AGAIN
another friend of mine liek read another post before the post before.the one which i don't even know how to read anymore.i was liek.omo.what sh'd i do.but then again.i just didn't care anymore.
i just decided to let it flow.like water.my fave element.hha.

talking about my personality.i think i'm the present-future kind of person.not the past kind of person.
why do i say so.?mm.maybe because i don't really know how to value everything that happened in the past.i kinda just forget.i feel that it's a very bad thing.a person who doesn't value past relations.so when most of my friends get together with ex-classmates,i just tend to not follow.either i mean or not mean it.
such a nappun yeoja.bad girl.
and i am the kind who lives in the moment kind of girl.and always think about my future.
dwelling in the past,is so not my style.
anyway.i read a fashion quote i love a lot.
it says: IN FASHION, YOU CAN JUDGE BY THE COVER.


anyway.watched PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF yesterday.
it was so cool.guys were so hot.besides that,love the greek god and goddess.!!
told my onnie to watch it.because she loves greek.hha

anyway.uri SIWON oppa is going to play in a drama.yeaaayyy.
excitedexcitedexcited.
he looks so hot.hha.love him a lot.by the way cheondung,i still love u too.hha
and i sh'd thanks my fave onnie for telling me about it.hha

i am not a babo.HEECHUL,don't ever call me a babo anymore.i feel babo-er by the minute.
and i shall sing SNSD's GEE aloud.naneun naneun babongabwayo.!!!
which i sang since last friday.
na jeongmal michin. CHEONDUNG oppa,help me.!jebal dowajuseyo.

 

 MBLAQ oppa deul as MBLAQ RANGERS:let us save you.!!!hiaaaaaattt.!
p.s:CHEONDUNG oppa.i'm here.why are you facing the other way.????
anyway.still love you guys.hha. <3

CHINESE NEW YEAR.VALENTINE

hey.back again.at last.hha
it's chinese new year's eve.
omo.another year has passed so quickly.
and also it's valentine's day's eve.
double happiness,i guess.
but i think this year,both occasion lack of the feel.liek...i don't feel the festivity of CNY nor the love of valentine.
anyway.as i'm writing this post,my family is playing fireworks outside.
i always loved fireworks until last year that is.some one actually got burnt by a firework which went out of course in front of my own eyes.and beside that,i had a very weird dream about fireworks a few weeks ago,which adds to my fear to fireworks.

then about valentine.i guess i have a confession to make.
i think i fell in love.hhaha.
which is really unexpected.from a girl like me who never really cared about the affair of the heart.
i think i fell in love with a friend of mine.which makes it worse.i don't know how to show him my feelings.it's really awkward.i'm blushing already.hha
i think i'm crazy.........when he doesn't text me i feel like something's missing.
it's the first time i feel needed by another person who tells me everything he feels.
i really like that feeling.the feel of being needed.the feeling of being important.hha
*ok.i'm starting to get weirder.i guess i sh'd stop now.

anyway.am very annoyed rite now.
i lost my red stocking.which i need to wear tomorrow.!!!
i guess i need to have a back up set of clothes.
panicpanicpanicpanic

anyway......
i really want to have a dream date with members of K-Boybands.hha
if i had to pick one from SJ,which is really hard,i guess i'd pick SIWON.or TEUKIE.or KYUHYUN.but i don't think i want to pick EUNHYUK.he's such a miser.hahahhaha.*kidding
from SHINee,i will pick KEY.hha.without a doubt i guess.
then.from MBLAQ,CHEONDOONG.hhah.i love him a lot.hha
from FT ISLAND,HONGKI.SS501's HYUNJOONG or YOUNGSAENG.
then..i dunno anymore.hha.

and..dwiki's birthday is around the corner.
am thinking what gift should i give him.
was asking for suggestions when rizki told me that dwiki is kinda obsessed with pianos and keyboards right now,and he wants a keytar.
i was liek.ok,where in the world should i find the money for the keytar???
am i supposed to starve liek a year.?hha
anyway.i would rather buy shoes for myself.hahahah.

so i guess that's all for today.bye.and see u next time.loved ones.hha