Saturday, February 27, 2010

3-day weekend.!

hi loved ones.
back again..after so long.hha.
have been so lazy to post.mian.!

have been enjoying 2 days from the 3-day weekend.another holiday after CNY.
spending it quite randomly i must say...no plans.just sudden invites to go out.

anyway.on friday,went out with jcy,joen,joen's bf(jeff) and another friend (a-yong)*wonder if i remember the name right.can't seem to remember names properly. *A*
we went to NH to watch what was supposed to be a chinese film*forgot the name.*but changed last minute into WOLFMAN.which was quite cool.i love it.! the 19th century.the dark atmosphere.except i hate how the werewolf looks.it was ugly.but then again what do i expect from a werewolf.hha.not all wolfs are like jacob black u know.hha
then we hopped to BCS after that.jcy went to an event or something like that.
which left me with joen and the others.and soon after that we all went home.

and today...
i was supposed to attend a birthday party.which in the end i didn't turn up.mian ayuu.
i was already up at 10 am and watched tv and ate.then i asked jcy out to buy ayu's b'day present.so we went to BCS at 3 pm.we browsed a few shops and finally found what we wanted to buy.but dwiki was complaining that it was too expensive.so we thought of browsing for other things first.
then after about 1 hour of browsing,we still ended up buying that bag we saw first.
besides that jcy and i also bought 2 matching minnie mouse headbands.i really love it since i saw MBLAQ oppas using it to play 'let's catch the mice' game.hha.i loved how MIR looked while wearing it.
anyway.was wacthing and downloading MBLAQ idol army.it was so funny.!!!
omo.my views towards those oppas changed almost immediately.they were so funny.where did the chic oppas go.? i only see 5 babo-dol oppas.even the MCs said that they look like NB-neighbourhood babos.hha
back to the prev story.so i ended up sitting with jcy,trying to figure out the way to get to ayu's party.but luck wasn't with us.everyone ended up not knowing how to go.dwiki,me,jcy and sheila was stuck in our places not having anyone to pick us up.
i feel so apologetic towards ayu. -__________-
mianhae.cheonbeon mian.

now.i am sitting in front of my bed...
again wondering what should i do with this life of mine.fiuuuh....
what have i been doing all these years.feels like nothing.............
omo.i feel like an empty shell.*depressed.*
and it will be my birthday soon.must work extra hard.!
FIGHTING!!!oppa-deul.!i will show u all what i am made of.hha.*so drama*

anyway.am browsing in fb rite now and saw an account which was hacked.wow.so drama.
a lot of unnessecary words are used..u know.those i hate.hha.it was kinda like a fight between 2 girls.but now the more i read the more i get confused.haah.to hell with it.none of my business.shall watch MBLAQ idol army instead.!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

AAAH.AM I BECOMING A BABO.??!

yesterday.my baboness killed me again
haiz.how could i be so babo.?!!!
i don't really know what to say anymore.CHEONDUNG.take me to Korea.
CHEONDUNG:just take my hand and let's go.
hha.in my dreams.

ok.the story is.....related to the earlier post i posted a few days ago..
kinda regret posting it.but i can't remove it anymore.it's too late.hha
but then again.to hell with it.i don't care anymore.as long as i have CHEONDUNG with me.*thing is,he is not with me. D:
panicpanicpanic.then i realised one thing.i didn't blush.
possibilities are:
1. he's just a passer-by who only crossed the street in my life.
2. i forgot how to blush.which is literally impossible,i guess.hha
3. he stopped in the middle of the street to get crushed by me but blushing is not the latest trend.hha

anyway.i think i haven't told anyone i'm a type-A.
type-A's general traits:
According to research, the following characteristics are the hallmark characteristics of Type A Behavior (TAB):
* Time Urgency and Impatience, as demonstrated by people who, among other things, get frustrated while waiting in line, interrupt others often, walk or talk at a rapid pace, and are always painfully aware of the time and how little of it they have to spare.
* Free-Floating Hostility or Aggressiveness, which shows up as impatience, rudeness, being easily upset over small things, or ‘having a short fuse’, for example.


Additionally, Type A behavior often includes:
* Competitiveness
* Strong Achievement-Orientation
* Certain Physical Characteristics That Result From Stress and Type A Behavior Over Years


Physical Characteristics:
The following physical characteristics often accompany TAB:
* Facial Tension (Tight Lips, Clenched Jaw, Etc.)
* Tongue Clicking or Teeth Grinding
* Dark Circles Under Eyes
* Facial Sweating (On Forehead or Upper Lip)
credits:What Does It Mean To Have A "Type A" Personality?

By Elizabeth Scott, M.S., About.com Guide
Updated: November 07, 2007
About.com Health's Disease and Condition content is reviewed by the Medical Review Board

those traits above are mostly TRUE.
i am the kind which is very very aware of time.and i have a short fuse.most of my friends know it.hha
also...a test result.i'm type-A.
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - incorporating the best of both worlds

then.today a lightning strucked me.AGAIN
another friend of mine liek read another post before the post before.the one which i don't even know how to read anymore.i was liek.omo.what sh'd i do.but then again.i just didn't care anymore.
i just decided to let it flow.like water.my fave element.hha.

talking about my personality.i think i'm the present-future kind of person.not the past kind of person.
why do i say so.?mm.maybe because i don't really know how to value everything that happened in the past.i kinda just forget.i feel that it's a very bad thing.a person who doesn't value past relations.so when most of my friends get together with ex-classmates,i just tend to not follow.either i mean or not mean it.
such a nappun yeoja.bad girl.
and i am the kind who lives in the moment kind of girl.and always think about my future.
dwelling in the past,is so not my style.
anyway.i read a fashion quote i love a lot.
it says: IN FASHION, YOU CAN JUDGE BY THE COVER.


anyway.watched PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF yesterday.
it was so cool.guys were so hot.besides that,love the greek god and goddess.!!
told my onnie to watch it.because she loves greek.hha

anyway.uri SIWON oppa is going to play in a drama.yeaaayyy.
excitedexcitedexcited.
he looks so hot.hha.love him a lot.by the way cheondung,i still love u too.hha
and i sh'd thanks my fave onnie for telling me about it.hha

i am not a babo.HEECHUL,don't ever call me a babo anymore.i feel babo-er by the minute.
and i shall sing SNSD's GEE aloud.naneun naneun babongabwayo.!!!
which i sang since last friday.
na jeongmal michin. CHEONDUNG oppa,help me.!jebal dowajuseyo.
 
 MBLAQ oppa deul as MBLAQ RANGERS:let us save you.!!!hiaaaaaattt.!
p.s:CHEONDUNG oppa.i'm here.why are you facing the other way.????
anyway.still love you guys.hha. <3

Saturday, February 13, 2010

CHINESE NEW YEAR.VALENTINE

hey.back again.at last.hha
it's chinese new year's eve.
omo.another year has passed so quickly.
and also it's valentine's day's eve.
double happiness,i guess.
but i think this year,both occasion lack of the feel.liek...i don't feel the festivity of CNY nor the love of valentine.
anyway.as i'm writing this post,my family is playing fireworks outside.
i always loved fireworks until last year that is.some one actually got burnt by a firework which went out of course in front of my own eyes.and beside that,i had a very weird dream about fireworks a few weeks ago,which adds to my fear to fireworks.

then about valentine.i guess i have a confession to make.
i think i fell in love.hhaha.
which is really unexpected.from a girl like me who never really cared about the affair of the heart.
i think i fell in love with a friend of mine.which makes it worse.i don't know how to show him my feelings.it's really awkward.i'm blushing already.hha
i think i'm crazy.........when he doesn't text me i feel like something's missing.
it's the first time i feel needed by another person who tells me everything he feels.
i really like that feeling.the feel of being needed.the feeling of being important.hha
*ok.i'm starting to get weirder.i guess i sh'd stop now.

anyway.am very annoyed rite now.
i lost my red stocking.which i need to wear tomorrow.!!!
i guess i need to have a back up set of clothes.
panicpanicpanicpanic

anyway......
i really want to have a dream date with members of K-Boybands.hha
if i had to pick one from SJ,which is really hard,i guess i'd pick SIWON.or TEUKIE.or KYUHYUN.but i don't think i want to pick EUNHYUK.he's such a miser.hahahhaha.*kidding
from SHINee,i will pick KEY.hha.without a doubt i guess.
then.from MBLAQ,CHEONDOONG.hhah.i love him a lot.hha
from FT ISLAND,HONGKI.SS501's HYUNJOONG or YOUNGSAENG.
then..i dunno anymore.hha.

and..dwiki's birthday is around the corner.
am thinking what gift should i give him.
was asking for suggestions when rizki told me that dwiki is kinda obsessed with pianos and keyboards right now,and he wants a keytar.
i was liek.ok,where in the world should i find the money for the keytar???
am i supposed to starve liek a year.?hha
anyway.i would rather buy shoes for myself.hahahah.

so i guess that's all for today.bye.and see u next time.loved ones.hha

Saturday, February 6, 2010

TIRING WEEK

this week is like soooooooo tiring.
extremely tiring.tests everyday.not enough time to sleep.
but then...it's the weekend already.yeaaaaayyyyy.

okay.actually i was going to write this post yesterday.but my mom took her laptop away..and my iphone liek suck up or something and i can't write anything at all.i was so annoyed by him*i actually used him to call my iphone.hha*i love him so much.
so now i don't really remember what i was supposed to write anymore.but i still have a lot to write.

so on friday.i played volleyball at school.it was liek the first time i played team sports liek almost wonderfully.i actually did not suck very hard.at least i can serve balls properly and i actually passed a ball successfully.!!!i am so proud of myself right now.hahahah.
i love myself a lot more right now.i love meeee.!!
hhahah.i wonder if i can marry myself.hha.

i actually discovered one thing about myself.i am really attracted to shiny things.and things that produce light.hha.that's why i love fashion.everything's so flashy,shiny,glossy.

i've been calling a friend of mine 'onnie' since a few days ago.
she's liek my favourite onnie in the world.hha.she loves KOREAN too.hahah

then i will talk about todaaaaay.*which has become yesterday.
today is also a tiring day.
i went out on 12 and went to cut my hair.it was liek so crowded i waited for about 45 mins for my turn.and i met robin there.he was with his friend,evi.*which is also the name of my sis.hha
then after the haircut,my fave dongsaeng in the world,iew,picked me up and we went to nagoya hill.it was wawa's birthday.we ate at pizza hut.

this is the birthday cake

this,the birthday girl
then i went to bcs to do a survey for my b.indo assignment.which after that we went to BREEKS to have food.!i ate ice cream.!*heart:yeeeaayy.head:nooooo.*

this is the ice cream.relax.i shared it with 4 friends.and the guy eating spaghetti in the background is my friend,dwiki.
after that.i went shopping with jcy.yey.bought specs.which was really cute.i really like it.and also bracelets.hha.shopping spree.*me:yeeaaaa.wallet:noooo.



this is the specs
and the bracelets

i guess that's all for tonight.must sleep already.don't wanna get panda eyes

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

BORED...

hii...
i'm so bored right now.it's presentation class at school.although i'm sitting right in front of a computer with internet.i dunno what to do....
i'm so bored...and LAZY...
the topic for the presentation is general issues.i personally dunno what topic to choose.it's so..so general.hha.liek there's a mountain of topics to choose from.


anywaaaayyy.SHINee is coming to Singapore this Friday.
omo.i so want to go....
but i don't think i have the time to go.must bake cookies.
TTATT
am going to discuss about it with my dearest lil' sis, IEW.
she's also a SHINee fan.*ok.liek i still dunno what SHINee call their fans. :P
all i know is that i'm an ELF*SJ, a primadonna*FT Island and also MBLAQ fan.*ok,i also dunno what MBLAQ call their fans with.i suck hard.
anyway,SHINee's going to have a signing session and drama-concert.
but i don't even have Y.O.U cd.i downloaded all the song for FREE.hhahahah*cheapskate.
i wonder if they would sign on my SS501's cd.hha.*will be bitten by all the noonas there.


weird notion of the day : i really like to watch TEUKIE cry..yes,i'm weird.so what
i like to see guys cry.coz guys seldom cry and i like to see unusual things a lott.


by the way, i was chatting with a *guy* friend of mine last night.
so i asked him a few questions out of my curiosity.
i asked him about his opinion about Korean boybands and dramas.
he said he enjoyed watching the hilarious korean drama.but for the boybands,he gave a big NO.which i expected before i asked the question.hahhaha.liek no normal guys would really like korean boybands.ahhaha.at least he answered politely.
but the guys in my class.they kinda hate boybands,so they do anything and everything to despise them.i was really*and still am* irritated by their statements.
as fans of other bands how could they say things liek that.they are so hateful.if someone was to despise their fave band just liek they despised those korean boybands they would also feel hurt.but then again,i don't think they know what politeness is.

anyway.back to the topic of SHINee.
i think i can make it.but will be extremely tired after i come back from Singapore.
i hate being tired and being inside a crowd.


another weird notion of the day : art students don't like to do sports.
i think that only applies to me though.hha.i don't like to sweat alot.
but occasionally it's fine to do some sports.esp now.i need to lose some weight.
or i won't fit into my CNY clothes.which is bad news. I:


anyway.am liking HYUKJAE*EUNHYUK alot these days.
i think i was affected by the forum i read these days.one of the authors love HYUKJAE alot.hha.
the blog's link is here
but it's in Indonesian though.but there's a lot of info in there.i LOVE it a lottt.


and my blog needs a header.i so removed the 'SORRY SORRY' header.and changed my blog's name into FLOATING THOUGHTS.
i'm so indecisive.bad habit.gotta kick it out.*the phrase kinda reminded me about VAMPS' song title,I GOTTA KICK START NOW.which reminds me.this friday is HYDE's birthday.
otanjoubi omedetou.!  
*i was so going to write saengil chukha hamnida.but HYDE doesn't even speak korean.hhah.stupid me.


anyway.was browsing for pictures when i saw this

 
this is a pic of HYUKJAE in his cy.
which i think is the LOUVRE MUSEUM. did he go to PARIS?????
i still couldn't believe it.that cheapskate*pardon me.but it's the truth* is in PARIS.???!!
i so want to go to LOUVRE.did he go there by himself??without the ability to speak even ENGLISH.??
wow.he's like so cool.i worship LEE HYUKJAE right now.hahah


anyway.it's recess time already.so, bye.
see you next time.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

WEIRD

hi.i'm here
....

today i went to MM to watch my school's promotion.which is quite boring.hha
anyway.justi said he didn't understand what i wrote here.
i was liek.yea,that's what i aimed for.for no one to understand my gibberish.
but i kept that in my head.so not polite to talk liek that.hha.
and the point is,don't compare my blog to jcy's.we're so liek,different.hha
btw.am feeling a bit sorry for him.his crush was liek sitting with another guy right in front of him.ok,not exactly right.it was a few tables away.
he didn't admit feeling sad.of course,he loves his 'face' alot.hha.but i guess he was crying in his room a few hours ago.hha.*sarcastic

anyway.was browsing as usual.i was so touched by the message suju said for 3jib.was in the brink of crying again.as usual.again and again and again and again.*now it sounds liek 2PM's song,'Again&Again'.hha
i was most touched by what KYUHYUN said.oh i love that guy.hha.
you can read it here.it was so touching.unless you're not an ELF.you won't understand.the title of the posting was 'only an ELF would understand'.so right.i agree.if you're not an ELF,u might think that we are stupid.but,if u love something or someone,even the little things they do will stirr your emotions.

then.i saw one pic that made me squeel in horror.it was a pic of Alice Nine's SAGA.i almost fell from my chair the moment i saw the things on his teeth.BRACES.yes,BRACES.the thing u put on your teeth to straighten it.i wore those a few years ago.now my teeth are pretty.hha
but.looking at SAGA using it.omo.i was liek,shocked.

look at it!omo.i couldn't believe it.anyway,he looks a bit fatter since the last time i saw him.which was a few months ago.his face became roundish.i used to think that he is the most malnourished member of Alice Nine.hha.now i think otherwise.hha
but he's still my favourite member of A9.i so love him.hha.*but he looks like a nerd.how could he be smexhy when he looks like a nerd.*kyaa.i used to love him because he's smexhy.now he's nerdy.just like me.hha.
I WANT MY SAGA BACK..... 
i look forward to the day he removes his braces.i always think that his teeth was a disaster.hha.at least he felt my thought that i sent a few years ago.hha.

weird notion of the day : i want my hair back.i want to have long hair.i want to tie my hair into a bun,which is now literally impossible with the current length of my hair.

i really like TEUKIE's current hair.curly just liek HYUKJAE's.nice.*so random

Saturday, January 16, 2010

haven't been posting any entries lately.
i think i am getting lazier and lazier.
was reading jcy's blog before starting to write this entry.comparing the things we wrote.
she mostly wrote about school and other activities while i wrote about stupidness of the mind, things and people that i adore*sometimes haters too* and of course my daydreams and fantasies.hha.
that's why i named my blog ALTER EGO.because it is a part of my mind and heart that i show only to some close people.
anyway..because i'm showing my inner heart felt words here.might as well write something only i know.*or maybe even something i think i know.

since junior high*or some people say puberty* i've been thinking about what type of guys are right for me.criterias...sometimes my heart disagrees with my mind about those criterias.those stuff my heart likes,my mind hates.then again,they say love is the matter of the heart.but my mind just love to meddle into the problems of the heart.hha.
for instance,my heart wants a guy in my life,but my mind tells me it's not the right time,it's a waste of time,no one's good enough.quite a dillemma,right.?when i'm normal,my mind dominates me.but when i'm not normal,my heart dominates.i'm so afraid that my heart will get out of control one day.but then again,let's just let nature takes it course.let's just kiss and make up,heart and mind should work together.hha

btw,i am loving MBLAQ right now.hha.i started late.they debuted on Oct.2009.i've just started to love then on the beginning of this month.hha
i guess it's time to forget the heartbreaks SJ has given me.now everything that has something to do with SJ makes my tears escape from it's duct.i hate the teary me.
but now i have MBLAQ with me.i'm so pleased.*i'm even listening to the song rite now*hha

MBLAQ = Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality
they are from J.Tune and RAIN is their producer.*yes.RAIN,BI,rainism.he's the guy

their first album is Just BLAQ.
1.Oh Yeah
2.G.O.O.D Luv
3.My Dream
i love all the songs.hha.also loves the MV

members:


credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

SeungHo – Leader, VocalName: Yang Seung Ho
Birth: 16.10.1987, Seoul
Body: 176 cm / 60kg
Education: Se Jong University Film Arts, Temporary leave
Specialties: Gymnastics, dancing, piano, card tricks
Interests: Music appreciation, Early Adopter

Charm: Strong leadership*i still think EETEUK is the best leader.hha.**bias.mian,seungho
mm.first impression was not too good.i was not liking him a lot.but then after a few looks,i kinda like him too.hha
horoscope is Libra.that's why i kinda like him in the end.codes match



credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news
G.O – Main Vocal
Name: Jung Byung Hee
Birth: 06.11.1987, Chang Won
Body: 177cm / 64kg
Education: International Digital University – Leisure Sports, Attending
Specialties: Singing, dancing
Interests: Cooking*wow.i love guys that cooks.extremely charming.hha
Charm: Soft voice and charming facial hair*hha.quite a strange charm,facial hair.
mm.first immpression was 'cool guy with specs'
and he looks like my audiovisual teacher.only fairer skin and smaller eyes.hha.same hairstyle,same facial hair.hha.
horoscope is Scorpio.codes match as well.



credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news
Joon - Vocal, Dance
Name: Lee Joon
Birth: 07.02.1988, Seoul
Body: 180cm, 63kg
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University, attending
Specialties: Modern dancing, ballet, acting*ballet.nice
Interests: Exercising
Advertisement: Nivea, 6to5 S/S Pictorial*6to5 is J.Tune's clothing line.
first impression was.nice smile.i still think that he looks like someone,i just can't remember who...
horoscope is Aquarius.codes don't match.that's why even though i agree he's ultra good looking and his smile can melt any girl,i dont really like him



credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news
CheonDung – Dance, Rap

Name: Park Sang Hyun
Birth: 07.10.1990
Body: 181cm / 56kg
Education: PPCHA
Specialties: Dancing, rapping, singing, English, Tagalog*he used to live in the Philipines
Interests: Music appreciation, composing and writing lyrics*i sure hope he could help me write a song or two.i suck at writing lyrics.
first impression was on OH YEAH's MV.was like 'wow,tall guy,nice shirt.'
he's 2ne1 Sandara's lil bro.got music genes running in the family blood.hha.
CHEONDUNG is my current fave member and heart-throb.hha
horoscope is Libra.codes match.no further explanation needed.



credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news
Mir – Rap

Name: Bang Cheol Yong
Birth: 10.03.1991, Jang Seong
Body: 178cm / 60kg
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University – Faculty of Information and Communication Technology,Attending

Specialties: Singing, dancing
Interests: Practicing gags (jokes)*mood maker,i guess.
Charm: Handsome and a husky voice
first impression was 'hey.is that FT's HONGKI??what's he doing in here???'.he looks a lot like HONGKI.also same personality.the mood-maker type.hha.
but after a few looks,he also looks like SS501's JUNGMIN.wow.alot of lookalikes.hha
horoscope is Pisces.*just like me and HONGKI.*codes match.no explanation needed.hha


besides from MBLAQ.i'm addicted to a K-Drama.i feel like an ajumma already.hha
the title is Family Honor
that drama is really nice.makes me cry almost everytime.the dialogs are so touching.the OST is also really nice.it's actually the OST's that are making me cry.hha
i am downloading them rite now.hha.
this is a picture of the cast.




i think this entry is quite long already.hha.
so i shall just continue with my downloading activity then.
bye... p.s. i'm happy tonight.hha.