it's been so long since i've posted anything so first of all,
forgive me dear readers,for i have neglected you for a month!
i don't even know whether there will be anyone reading this post of mine but whatever i'm going to write it anyways cos it's not an important post,i'm just going to blabber nonstop about myself..


and as if some of you don't know me at all,i'm going to tell you guys about myself..*again for the 19308th time*
now i'm going to talk about my zodiac,astrology or whatever you call it..
but first of all i need to tell you that i'm not the type who reads daily zodiacs or horoscope readings before i do anything. i'm only interested in the part about the traits of each sign.
so i'm born on March 14,a pisces..
like here are some examples of pisces traits that i think is so me and i will also write why i think it matches my personality

• The Pisces memory is legendary -> well i gotta say,if it's about things that matters a lot to me,or things that stirs my emotion a lot,i'll remember it for life.which means i will forever remember someone's kindness as well as someone's mistake.i do bear grudges hehe
• Pisces won’t smile in your face if they’re unhappy with you but they also can’t hide when they’re deeply in love with you -> truly the truth,it's been a common fact when i was in highschool that when i'm unhappy most of my classmates knows it,and they know how many metres they have to stay away from me.well for the part for deeply in love,i'm not rly sure..have i ever loved someone deeply[?] haha
• Pisces understands people’s love and losses, and can become overwhelmed with the weight of the world -> well,yes.sometimes i can be overwhelmed with stuffs that aren't even my problems to begin with..so bad..
• Your mean words have a stronger effect on the sensitive Pisces though they might hide it -> yes,i'm ULTRA sensitive..pls be careful when you tell me your opinions about me,i mean,you can rly hurt my feelings.and yes most of the time i just swallow the pain and pretend it's okay.i prefer to keep things that hurts to myself.
• Pisces are prone to intense emotional breakdowns -> THIS IS LIKE THE ULTIMATE TRUTH.haha. i am soooo prone to emotional breakdowns,big or small.sometimes i feel like what is life..or what have i done to myself..so random but yes it's a breakdown.
• Pisces is the sign that is most considerate of other’s feelings -> i am most afraid of hurting someone else's feelings and will feel very guilty when i think i might have said something bad,even though the other party felt that it was nothing. 
• Pisces hate criticism and can be very lazy -> yesyesyes.i hate to be criticized.like once my mom said: why you cut the carrot like that? and i became so sensitive i just stop cutting and left.that is after i fling the carrot to the floor twice ACCIDENTALLY*harhar as if~yes i'm evil*
• Pisces weaknesses - oversensitive, moody, escapist -> yes,yes,YES! escapist is like the worst out of worst weakness i have..my mom pointed it to me for a gazillion times that i tend to escape from things or works i don't like.i just run away..i need to face the facts that life is not all fun and games sometimes. UGH!
• Pisces usually don’t see flaws in people, they will love and understand you at your absolute worst -> yes i tend to have that 'oh he must have a reason to act like that' kind of thinking..i never rly see the worst in people unless they rly piss me off,then i will see only the worst side of them.
• As a Pisces you have difficulty saying no, and it can take a lifetime to learn how. -> i gotta learn how to say no.like for real.i just can't stand disappointing people by saying no,although i know that when i bail out last minute i will make them mad.but how to say nooo?
• Pisces tend to live in a constant state of confusion -> yeah,confusion,or what my parents and people around me like to say, BLUR! idk sometimes when i drive it feels as if it's my subconscious driving,and my mind is somewhere else.rly dangerous.haha
• Pisces are very friendly and open -> well that's what i think,i'm not sure how people will see me.but i'm think i'm open enough to be friends with different types of people.*except for rly pretty girls,i seem to have biased opinions about them ;p*
• Pisces greatest fear is being alone for the rest of their life -> yes i might die in fear just by the thought of it..the truth is i cannot seem to be able to do anything alone.i get stressed out if my friends haven't been contacting me for days.it's so easy for me to feel neglected.constantly thinking: did i offend that friend,why isn't she contacting me?
• Pisces love a home cooked meal but have fast food patience -> haha.that's true.i get so impatient sometimes i just breakdown in the middle of cooking*well specifically it's BAKING* and say i quit! then go cry at the dining table.
• Pisces can walk into a room and instantly feel the vibe. -> this is true and it's the way i choose the shops i usually visit..there was once when i went to a photo studio and i immediately hate it..i just wanna get the hell out of there,i don't even know why.i ended never going to that place anymore,i just go to one thats a few blocks away.i like the energy that place has and the photographer there is naisss~ ;p
• When upset, Pisces refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone -> yes,i'm the worst person when i'm upset.i'll just cry and cry and never listen to anyone's advice,not even my mom's.i just talk back and try to make my unreasonable answers reasonable.
• Pisces have an intuitive and psychic ability more then any other zodiac signs. -> not sure about the psychic but i do agree a bit on the intuitive.i trust my instinct like it's the only truth.i rarely use logic,i use my gut feelings haha. well i'm still alive till this moment,so it shows that using my intuition is not such a bad thing haha.
• Pisces treat their true friends like family -> yes,if i adore you,i will adore you for life.there's quite a number of friends that i treat as my brothers and sisters just because i adore and care for them so much.
• Pisces love to shop for shoes as if they collects them. -> yes i love shoes more than clothes..but still for a girl with a feet as my size,it's hard to find shoes i love in my city.or to say in asia..i got huge feet..soooo? the trick i have to use everytime i see a pair of shoes i like but i dont plan to buy any is to avoid trying it on.once i try a pair of shoes and i love how it looks on me,i'll immediately buy it.like how i bought a pair of platforms that i love but never really get to wear.i mean i'm 172cm,the platforms are at least 7-10cm.i live in indonesia,a small island to be exact.even when i wear flats i still get stares from other human beings.*rolls eyes*why cant they accept the fact that they are short?how i hate the human beings in this island sometimes.
• Pisces can be a random narcissistic. ->what?can't i love myself? can't i look at myself in the mirror while driving?can't i take 7862653 selcas a day?
• Pisces always have a song for their mood.

ugh i can't continue any longer i'm too hungry.and it's almost 3AM..

so hungry i would totally love it if someone brought me some food right now~

yeah this is a crazy post.truly pointless for some but yeah it's just somekind of guide to my personality and ways to avoid pissing me off :3 i'm such a nice person harhar.

annyeong~ ♥