60 more questions that you seem to like...?

hey people~ i survived thursday's 2 psyc exams... although i might not get desirable scores for the second exam but... what else can i do about it. 
ofc now it's time to answer questions again... my fave fave fave!
let's go!

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
>> eheh.. don't judge my music lol

1.I'm in Love with the HERO - SNSD

2.I'm the Best - 2NE1

3.Fuck Cockroachez - RunchRanda, Nacseo(Block B's zico's underground name?)

4.Wedding Veil - Lee Seunggi

5.비가 오는 날엔 - B2ST

6.친구잖아 - Lee Seunggi

lol at the lee seunggi song's popping out..... i never really listened to those songs

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
>> hmm. tbh this is stupid but i really really want to meet kris. idek why. ugh i feel so stupid right now... 

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. 

>> " occur?" "What is the causal relationship between X and Y?" " 

4) What do you think about most? 

>> lately all i've been thinking about is how to improve my skin condition... i dont want to get a wrinkly face at 25. 

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you? 

>> hmm yeah.. actually a friend of mine wrote a song for me.. about me going back home during winter break. lol. it was weird in a good way tbh. check him out in soundcloud.. https://soundcloud.com/dwikiheryadi 

and this is the song about me -> https://soundcloud.com/dwikiheryadi/jane-is-back

6) Do you have any strange phobias? 

>> i dont think i have any phobias.. and even if i do it wont be strange enough to be considered strange..

7) What's your religion?
>> hmm.. i prefer to be discreet about this haha. 

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

>> walking around~ shopping? haha

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
>> boyband~ lol SHINee! hahaha

10) What was the last lie you told?
>> i don't remember my lies....

11) Do you believe in karma? 

>> yep~ what goes around comes around? haha. 

12) What does your URL mean? 

>> it just means a sea of jellyfishes.. i'm very very obsessed with jellyfishes. they're beautiful hahaha

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
>> weakness? i have a very weak willpower.. aaand fear is my biggest weakness. as for strength, i think my ability to just act like nothing's wrong? idk. hahaha. 

14) Who is your celebrity crush? 

>> erm i have a lot... park chanyeol is one of them. and simon park, and kim jonghyun and lee jinki haha

15) How do you vent your anger? 

>> i usually lie on the bed, curled up with my blankets and all and be angry and cry. i cant really throw tantrums anymore these days...... im sad. growing up sucks yo!

16) Do you have a collection of anything? 

>> shoes. haha. not really. hmm SHINee's albums?

17) Are you happy with the person you've become?

>> not really but i am embracing the person i am. 

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? 

>> hate the sound of my alarm in the morning haha. and i love the sound nature makes tbh. i really like the feeling of sitting on the grass and just do nothing and listen to the sound of trees rustling in the wind and stuff like those haha

19) What's your biggest "what if"? 

>> what if i have a superb S-line figure. LOOOOL it's just an obsession of mine lolol ignore me

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
>> hmm i think i do. for both. haha. im an alien resident myself~ lol. 

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. 

>>my physical anthro textbook loool. left arm -> my back pack haha

22) Smell the air. What do you smell? 

>> i smell my lotion lol

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to? 

>> i don't really think there are "bad places"....

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

>> kim jonghyun is very very attractive hahahaha. adam levine? 

25) To you, what is the meaning of life? 

>> woah. this is hard. the "meaning" of life. can i skip this?

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? 

>> used to, but i havent drove in 2 years.. haha people have crashed into me for too many times i just. sigh... 

27) What was the last movie you saw? 

>> identity thief! watched it last night with my friends haha. it was a good one!

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
>> hmm. probably a super huge bruise on my shin.. idk. never had rly big injuries and i hope i won't have any!

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?
>> "have you ever stopped obsessing" is a more accurate question.. im obsessed with a variety of things and people haha

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
>> i think so. but i think it was about something trivial. i prefer to stay under the radar~

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? 

>> i probably wont hold the grudge but i'll remember the mistake lol

32) What is your astrological sign?
>> pisces

33) What's the last thing you purchased?
>> watermelon juice cocktail yay

34) Love or lust? 

>> love?

35) In a relationship?
>> not in a romantic relationship atm haha

36) How many relationships have you had?
>> ohoho 0! zero. nil. im too nerdy for relationships?

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
>> hmm... idk. to like me as a friend or? 

38) Where is your best friend?
>> i have a lot of best friends and they are everywhere. NO PLAYING FAVORITES LOL

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? 

>> probably sleeping.. too tired!

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? 

>> yep~

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? 

>> save the dog. i think i can live even after getting fired, but i'll be guilty all my life if i knew i let a dog die when i could've saved it.

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? 

>> a) i'll tell some people i guess. i feel like suddenly leaving would be really really hurting for some people. b) i don't know.. i imagine i'd be devastated for the first few days. and probably just shut myself in my room. idk. c) i think i'd be more sad than afraid, but i would still be afraid.

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
>> SHINee's A-Yo.. that song has always made me feel better when i feel like i'm falling apart. 

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? 

>> trust, communication and skinship lol but i like skinship too much hahahah

45) How can I win your heart?
>> look at me when you talk to me, try communicating with me using your eyes, im a huge sucker for that haha. and be attentive. and just be nice in general lol. it's easy to win my heart haha

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
>> what's creativity without a bit of insanity? haha

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
>> single best? idk. i don't really have a best decision haha

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
>> will i even get a tombstone? probably my name and some shit my family members want to put there. idk i wld already be dead, why would i care

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."
>> 2pm's heartbeat lol. orz but it really was the first thing that popped up. listen to my heartbeat~ 

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
>> blue, mint

51) What is your current desktop picture? 

>> a b/w pic of jjong being sexy and all for hommes

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? 

>> kris LOL no. i love him too much haha. idk. i don't like making people explode

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? 

>> idk hahaha a lot. 

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? 

>> ability to be invisible~ haha. like the girl from fantastic four hahaha

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? 

>> i'd like to relive the time when i'm the happiest.. i can't seem to remember..

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
>> being lost. or the time i was insulted about my body. i want my confidence back yo!

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? 

>> sleep? like sleep - sleep? or "sleep"? haha im thinking too much. but i'd love to cuddle up in bed with either park chanyeol or kris. heh

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? 

>> home. haha. 

59) Ever been on a plane?
>> yep~ i flew here yo.

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

>> hottest? hmm. kim jonghyun, choi sooyoung, kim jongin, hugh jackman lol, robert downey jr. hahahahha im so done. can i add johnny depp? lol. idk anymore

sigh my laptop screen is so dirty..

annyeong♡

just because..... 50Q!

hi... im supposed to be either sleeping or studying for my psyc tests but no. i chose to come here and answer random questions just bcos i can. yes. my willpower is so damn weak im either gonna bomb the exams or bomb the exams. 
beware.. these are super short and random answers....... ((im so done with myself))


1: What are you wearing?
>> my pajamas~

2: Ever been in love?
>> yes. probably. but then again maybe not haha

3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
>> how to end when there's no start?

4: How tall are you?
>>i think im 172 cm. idk i havent measured myself in so many years ide.

5: How much do you weigh?
>> ahahhaha NO

6: Any tattoos do you want?
>> although i love looking at tattoos, im not a big fan of tattoo on MY body

7: Any piercings that you want?
>> maybe more piercings on my ear... idk. i always get allergic reactions from earrings tho :(

8: OTP?
>> jjongkey, dumb and dumber jongyu, kaisoo, sekai, krisyeol, hunhan, lukai, baekyeol, jongho, onkey, krisica ((笑)), hmm idk who else..... i have too many otp it's like manyTP

9: Favorite Show?
>> hmm running man? idk hahaha

10: Favorite bands?
>> haha boybands i assume.. shinee. lol. 

11: Something you miss?
>> home! well the comfort of home. im a princess at home ((sigh))

12: Favorite song?
>> hmm.. cant choose one ><

13: How old are you?
>> gonna be freaking 20 this year ohgosh i dont want to be 20!!!

14: Zodiac sign?
>> pisces yo

15: Hair Color?
>> black as black as coal as black as the black hole.

16: Favorite Quote?
>> "too cute to watch, too wild to touch" - Key
HAHAHAH jk. idk. but i really like that phrase.

17: Favorite singer?
>> too many to mention yo

18: Favorite color?
>> blue? mint? pink? <- a="" about="" but="" few="" font="" i="" not="" own="" pink="" quite="" realize="" so...="" stuff="" sure="" the="">

19: Loud music or soft?
>> depends on mood but i usually like it soft haha

20: Where do you go when you're sad?
>> into the toilet. or to a corner on the floor in ma room

21: How long does it take you to shower?
>> the shower is usually less then 10 mins, but the prep before and after takes waaaay too long

22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
>> 30-40 mins?

23: Ever been in a physical fight?
>> nope we lady keep it classy. but yeah i fought with my lil bro before lol

24: Turn on?
>> someone who's clean and smells nice and has really nice shoes or backpack and maybe really cute smile haha

25: Turn off?
>> stinky stinky LOL idk. haha i cant tolerate nasty smells haha

26: The reason I joined Tumblr?
>> AHAHHAHA for oppars ofc. lol. 

27: Fears?
>> im afraid of being left out.

28: Last thing that made you cry?
>> wyf that stupid koala. and shinee's tteonaji mothae

29: Last time you cried?
>> yesterday?

30: Meaning behind your url
>> i just like jellyfishes

31: Last book you read?
>> cognitive psychology. ;A;

32: Last song you listened to?
>> SHINee's Spoiler

33: Last show you watched?
>> SHINHWA BROADCAST ft SNSD. shinhwa broadcast always always makes me laugh!

34: Last person you talked to?
>> probably em or jen.. i think it was jen

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
>> cousin! 

36: Favorite food?
>> sushi! undeniable. i ate sushi 5x in 4 weeks~

37: Place you want to visit?
>> hmm.. london? and korea lol idk why i want to go but yeah. maybe florence, italy too?

38: Last place you were?
>> bathroom? campus?

39: Do you have a crush?
>> i dont think so haha

40: Last time you kissed someone?
>> HAHAHAH

41: Last time you were insulted and what was it?
>> i dont remember i have not  been insulted for a very long time

42: What color underwear are you wearing?
>> HAHAHAHHA white with a bit of lace lol. 

43: What color shirt are you wearing?
>> light blue

44: What color bottoms are you wearing?
>> dark blue lol

45: Wearing any bracelets?
>> nope

46: Last sport you played?
>> hahahhah i dont remember orz

47: Last song you sang?
>> SHINee's dream girl lol

48: Last prank call you remember doing?
>> im not good at pranks lol

49: Last time you hung out with anyone?
>> with ji earlier hehe

50: Favorite movie?
>> idk. potc? hahaha idk dont make me choose~


okay good night people! im sure im going to regret this tmr but idk anymore

囧

每次想起他時，心裡總是覺得很沈重。。。
世界上怎麼會有像他的人。
很想把他抱緊在懷裡，永遠都不放開。
雖然他很高大，卻很想保護他。每次都是他替別人著想。。 

難道你不知道你有多麼重要嗎？

爛好人。。。
你真的是一個爛好人！
你太好了。。。 我看了都會心疼。
真是的。你。 
很想跑到你面前揍你一兩下。
不要再當爛好人了。。好嗎？
我知道你純粹想讓大家高興。
可是這樣下去真的很危險。
求求你，至少一次，也為自己著想吧。

請你照顧好自己吧。
被你拒絕一次就恨你的飯，你不要也罷了。
你拒絕他們，我相信他們也會理解你。
別擔心！ 大家都會一直愛著你的！

sigh..... 
tell me how to not love you when you're basically the epitome of perfection.
tell me how to not hate you when you're basically taking yourself so lightly while you try to please everybody else.
tell me why your strength is also your absolute weakness.

how am i supposed to keep myself from loving you.
loving everything that's you.
everything that reminds me of you.
you.


sometimes i think you're an idiot. 
but then again maybe i'm the one who's stupid.


i can't believe i'm ranting about you again. i hate you.




heh stupid koala. kw kl wyf
/claws face/


annyeong囧

it's valentine's day yo~

hey people~ it's valentine's day~ 

so yeah i'm gonna answer a list of stupid questions about valentine's day~ 

leggo

1. Who was your first kiss and what was it like?

>> eheh. it my first kiss... has not happened yet so. yeah. sorry about that lol. omg i'm gonna bomb this questionnaire lol

2. Are you in a relationship? If so, are you happy?
>> nope.. but i'm happy! haha.

3. Do you have a crush?
>> i'm not sure if it's a crush or a stalk-target... i think i forgot how to crush anymore HAHA it's so sad.

4. Who is your crush?

>> okay because i don't have a crush i'm gonna write about my stalk-target then. he's a guy i met last summer on the bus... he had this ridiculously cute bed head at that time and he's constantly wearing his aviators and caps. and his orange backpack. plus he looks like DMNT's Simon.... like. yeah. hahaha. 

5. Are you a virgin?

>> AHAH YESSEUUU

6. What do you think of Valentine's Day?
>> it's abit annoying because of people who complains about not having a bf/gf on v-day but if i get chocolate i have no complaints. lolol

7. Who is your Valentine?

>> eheh. my friends here lol. 

8. Have you ever asked anyone out?
>> hmm.. i don't really think so..?

9. Who is your celebrity crush?

>> kim jjonghyun, jinki, jung yonghwa, bang yongguk, kim jongin, and a bunch of others. god i love those boys hahahha

10. Has anyone ever asked you out and you turned them down?

>> hmm i think so. cos i don't think the guy was serious. or maybe i was afraid that he was serious? idk it's too long ago lol

11. Do you think anyone has a crush on you right now?
>> i dont think so... if there is one, i wish they would be more obvious about it. by more, i mean like VERY VERY obvious~

12. What is your favorite thing to do on Valentine's Day?
>> share chocolate with my friends and probably spot for weird confessions lol

13. What's the best Valentine's Day that you've had so far?

>> hmm. im indifferent about Valentine's Day so.... it's 11/12.. which means it's all quite similar.

14. What's your idea of a perfect date?

>> you mean a date as in a person or a "date" date? for a person, there's no perfect date... but for a "date" date, i think a perfect one is one which i can just relax and have conversations with my date partner. i don't like fast paced dates... i like conversations haha

15. How do you know when you're in love?

>> hmm... im not sure.. maybe when my brain goes crazy on me. and all i can think about is that person? idk. it sounds more like an infatuation to me lol. 

16. Have you ever loved someone on a romantic level?

>> aha hard question lol. maybe no? im never that serious before haha

17. Do you prefer more or less clingy relationships?

>> i think i'll be a clingy person... but i want space. i dont know haha. maybe a clingy one. just not the crazy clingy one. i would still like some days for myself... my zen(??) time haha. okay my alone time~

18. Do you feel like you're loved on an everyday basis?

>> hmm sort of haha. my bebes always love me hahaha

19. Are you usually the first person to make a move.
>> nope~ im passive-aggressive lol i mean. passive. 

20. Have you ever asked someone out and they turned you down?

>> nope~ or yes. cos they were busy.... haha

21. Do you feel like you're the dumpee or dumper most of the time?

>> i feel like im a dumpster, i catch those who people dumps and make them feel like they belong lol.

22. What's your "type"?

>> hmm. the attentive type. and smart. haha i don't know but intellect is very very attractive. i want someone who's open in his views.. he can have conservative views but he won't force me to have the same views as him. 

and you won't want to get me started with physical appearance cos i like a lot of things and i change my mind every 5 minutes. haha

23. What are some of your favorite physical characteristics for your crush to have?

>> he has to be taller than me. i want to put my head on his shoulder not his head. weight, can be dealt later, i don't expect much cos there's not much to expect from me tbh. a bright smile would be nice, and im totally a dimple person haha. 

24. Are you a hopeless romantic?

>> i think so hahaha

25. Do you think that you're a good kisser?
>> i don't know, cos i have no supporting evidence for that hypothesis..... so i cannot conclude anything about my kisses hahhaa

26. What's the farthest that you've ever gone?

>> america? lol. hmm.. okay idk i never even started yet, how far can i be?

27. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

>> i dont think so... i never got any letters from any secret admirers 

28. Have you ever been someone's secret admirer?

>> yes i think so.. but i tend to be more obvious these days lol

29. Do you have romantic fantasies? If so, what are they like and who is in them?

>> ehehehehe you don't have to know about my "fantasies" lololol

30. What's something that always turns you on?

>> hmm... i don't know tbh...... hahahha 

okay so that's my answers for the valentine edition of random Q&A~ 

i'm addicted to answering questions....

i hope you guys had a good time on valentine's day, single or not. i had fun eating chocolate haha~ am going to hang out with friends tonight so, i think it's a good way to spend valentine's day. 

btw i saw a japanese movie called helter skelter~ i think it will be really interesting..

i'll write about it once i watch it haha~

annyeong♡

HAPPY BIRTHDAY yo HAHA

uhm hi. hello people haha. 

so yeah it's Feb 3rd and it's one of my bebes' birthday

YES IT'S YOU IWENSARI JESELIN who's reading this post after i send the link of this post to you. I AM FORCING YOU TO READ THIS i don't think i care whether you want it or not haha.

first of all happy happy birthday you little gull

you're... how old are you this year? 16? 17?

wait. what?? you're 17??? wowowow wait a minute. you're 17 this year?

congratulations you're legal in indo lol. i hope you had a good time on your birthday, cos i usually feel crappy on my birthdays. i think it's bcos my brain realizes that it's getting older. haha.

so, sweet 17. hypothetically, it should be your best birthday ever.

mine was good. could be one of my top 5~ you were there. i guess you should know haha

so i hope you have a good time on yours too!! ((i'm kinda sad i couldn't make it to yours))

i'll make it up to you somehow lolol

eeh.. i want to be all cheesy with you but i don't know... you don't seem like the cheesy type haha.

still i wish you all the best for your future~ especially now that your done with sec school. THERE'S A WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE WAITING FOR YOU haha~

hmm, it might be hard at the beginning but yeah you'll make it i'm sure you will~ you've always made it through~ haha

i know some things might be bothering you and i know you never really talk about it, you independent bij haha. it's always good to try and solve it by yourself but just wanna tell you that you can always come to me and complain about all the things in the world. i might not be able to solve shit, but at least i can lend you my ear *or eyes* 

i won't wish for you to be prettier cos im kinda worried that you bebes will one day surpass my beauty lolol you're pretty enough already ;p

so i wish for your good health and that you'll always grow well and be however you want haha.

and i wish you can be happier day by day~ it's the only way to be able to keep on going, stay happy. entertain yourself more than you entertain others! haha

 

can't believe we've been together for such a long time!! i still remember the iwen who's in kindergarten biking around your old house ohmy. those were the best days haha.

couldn't and can't imagine a life without you. and don't forget, you were the one who intro-ed shinee to me! haha. i paid you back by making you listen to exo lolol. we ruined each others life.... haha

in a nutshell

I HOPE YOU HAD FUN IN THE 16TH YEAR OF YOUR LIFE AND I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE MORE FUN IN YOUR 17TH YEAR~ 

and i love you!! haha

^^^still my fave tbh my jjongkey kkk

annyeong♡

心結

有時候覺得自己好愚蠢。。。
弄得自己很煩。我真的覺得好累哦。我突然覺得跟誰都不親近。大家都好陌生。。。
我的選擇是對還是錯？ 
啊啊啊啊 好煩哦。

像太多了吧，芳。。。
就順其自然吧！做好自己的責任，別在管有的沒的。

芳，你會沒事的。不好的事情，就別管太多。
別傷到自己的腦袋。
你會沒事的。二月剛開始 一起努力吧 大笨妹～
不快樂還能怎樣！！！ 就活地快樂點吧

讓自己好受點，一起來聽 倪安東 的 “末日快樂” 吧～

不快樂還能幹嘛？
一起來狂歡吧！ 



annyeong♡