LAZY SUNDAY

aaaw~ yes it's me being lazy and blogging at the same time..
ah..i am supposed to be outside right now.out with my bebe friends to the beach~to the hotsprings.but well,last night i suddenly got a bad feeling about the trip.i shall not risk getting more scars in my body even though i know i'll be missing A LOT of fun stuffs.


well most of u guys reading this might be thinking,WTF is wrong with me.why am i trusting this feeling that can't even be proven scientifically..well,lemme tell u.i ignored this kind of feeling twice and my car got bumped twice.and the second one was reeeeaaally bad~!from that day on i always trusted my feeling or u can say GUTS when i'm doing stuffs.and since this time i'm so far from home,i don't want to mess around.i don't think i will still be able to laugh if i got into some kind of accident here. >< me don't want to dies young*omg bad grammar* me want to dies with my grandchildren around me~ ahhahaha.


so sorry bebes.i'll just stay at the dorm and do nothing......

*a few moments later* 

me wants to gooooo~~~
ah but i regret nothing bebe~!hahahhahah


so..since i don't have anything to do~let's talk about something....


well i gotta say my world kinda revolves around kpop right now.ah my posts...
when one of my friends told me he read my blog..i was like 

*so happy i could bounce around him* bounce like a bunny bebeh~!
i just love it when someone tells me s/he reads my blog,especially when they say they like what i wrote~i mean who doesn't love to be complimented? i know i do~i'm past the age of rejecting compliments,now i just say thanks and accept it.haha!


but then when my brain starts to think straight again and i remembered what i posted..

i feel kinda embarrassed...

bebe readers,rly i'm sorry to put u thru this but I CAN'T HELP IT~~IT'S SO MUCH FUUUUN~

okay i'm so not concentrating.




well there are a few things in my mind right now..
sometimes i wonder how humans connect to each other.i think it's kinda magical how some people seem to understand each other really well that they don't need words to communicate..is that what they call soulmates?i don't know cos obviously i dont know what soulmates are..
but i'm quite lucky to find a few friends that can understand me.becos i personally think,that in friendships,understanding each other is the most important thing.i mean u can be friends with someone for more than 10 years and not understand that person at all.which is really bad i think..to not be able to connect with someone after years and years of friendship..


and another thing that kinda amaze me is love at first sight.i used to think that it only happens on movies and dramas,until i experienced it myself*kinda,cos i'm not sure whether it's love LMAO*.well maybe a lot of u guys are non-believers but whatever.lemme tell u,it's real.haha.although there's no happy ending to my story*yet* but whatever~as long as i'm happy XD
well the whole episode of my drama is kinda short really.so i went out with my family for lunch at a mall and i decided to accompany my cousin to the restroom.outside of the restroom there was a CD store so i told my cousin to go inside herself while i wait for her in the CD store.that's when i met him.he was wearing a light blue short sleeved plaid shirt with a white tee inside,straight cut light blue jeans and white sneakers.he was choosing a few dvds when he caught my attention.and i totally can't take my eyes off him.i don't think he's the type which is extremely hot or extremely good looking,believe me i've seen my fair share of good looking guys.i was already smiling to myself while i was sneaking a few looks at him.*oh pls i cant possibly stare at him the whole CD store was so small* well he totally didn't find out that i was interested in him until the moment when he left the store.he was walking out and turning into a corner when i decided i have to get a last look of his back.that was when HE TURNED HIS BACK TO MY DIRECTION AND SAW ME PEEKING FROM AFAR.he totally smiled at me and i was like,OHMYGOSH.my soul just flew away.hahaha so hilarious and stupid at the same time i should have just asked for his number.now everytime i think of the whole episode i feel like banging my head on the wall.well it happened last year,when my cousin came back from the states for a summer holiday.i still remember the exact date i met him.it was last year's 10th of july. and yes i'm a psychotic girl for remembering stuff like that so vividly.*if i actually used my memory on more important stuffs like maths,i'd be a genius now*now everytime i go to that CD store i'd take a look,who knows he'll be standing near one of the shelves,choosing a few dvds like the last time.haha.i think i saw him again a few months ago,but i wasn't sure whether it was him.so,i was shopping with my friend when a guy walked past me.our eyes met,and we kinda looked at each other for a few seconds.but my baby brain worked slow as hell,i only realised that he might be the same guy i saw last year when he's going down the escalator,too far to be sure whether it was him.well i'm sure his brain stalled abit too or else he would have smiled or something.WTH.hahahhaha.he was alone on both occasion that i met him.i hope the next time i meet him he'll still be alone and not in some other girl's arm.i'd probably smile to him first if i actually meet him again.i don't want to let the opportunity go since this is the first time i'm actually so attracted to someone i don't even know.


and yeah i've never been in a relationship at all.i don't know,but maybe a few of u would be like:girl are u even real?  well i'm a real living breathing person and yes i've never been in a relationship before.is it something to be ashamed of?to lived for 18 years and never been in a relationship before?i don't know.but then again i don't think so.i should be ashamed if i did something wrong or bad.but being single is not wrong nor bad.so i think i'm fine.haha.well what can i do?i haven't found that right guy.it'll be nice if i can marry the first person i date.hahaha.does that still happen in real life?maybe yes,but not much?






i think i'm ugly and nobody wants to love me.just like her i wanna be pretty.don't lie to my face,telling me i'm pretty~♪ [UGLY - 2NE1]
this song is stuck on my head.well i'll talk about it the next time i blog.i'll talk about some of my insecurities as well.
so cos this post is already quite long,
ANNYEONG~

I'M IN LOVE~*WITH A JAMAICAN BEGGAR*[??!!]

okay my mom's so going to flip when she reads the title.mom,it's just a title,ur lovely daughter is not in love with a REAL jamaican beggar.only someone who used to look like one.

i think i have to write a precaution for all of my baby readers...

CAUTION: this post will be filled with a lot of my subjective opinions.if u are a hater of other people's opinion cos u think u're the most CORRECT person alive on earth,i shall nicely ask u to go read some other blog. :D but most of it is just for fun tho..nothing serious~i mean,i always write crap so whatever. AND IT'S RELATED TO KPOP.*well now i'm srsly hearing sounds of people clicking the [x] button on their window or tabs* TT^TT 

well now let me introduce the jamaican beggar i'm in love with~~his name is ZICO.

okay...i know some of u might be speechless.well i was speechless when i first saw his dreadlocks...well,not exactly speechless.it was becos my mouth was so busy laughing that my ass fell off.

but he's no longer a jamaican beggar~!cos he said bye bye to his dreadlocks...yes.dreadlocks is a reaaaallly suitable name for that hairstyle cos i totally dread it~! now he's a hottie~!!hot hottie hot hot hottie~

aaaaw~look at how sentimental he is~i still hate his dreadlocks whatever.hahaha

look at his current hair how can u not love his new hair~~now he's cute..

well there's another reason why he was called a jamaican beggar~and no i have nothing against jamaican,i only have a thing against dreadlocks~

look at him~randomly strumming the guitar with maknae P.O or pyopyo~~

and not to forget,P.O,has a really sexy voice.his voice,to me,is second only to T.O.P cos T.O.P is like my total rapper bias.

EXPECTATION

REALITY

okay he's a total derp but that's exactly why i like him~although sexy voice + that dance move = no match at all but i still love him whatever.hahahha

and yeah some of u are probably wondering where those 2 idiots came from.

so they are members of a new boy band called block b~

their members consist of a jamaican beggar ZICO,a derp face since 1990 JAEHYO,sharkboy TAEIL,sexy dancer B-BOMB,kitty UKWON,KYUNGcumber,and maknae P.O~*well that sound messed up*

and one of my fave Block B song

this song totally messed with my spelling.well this whole band messed with my spelling.

if u actually watch the vid,u'd probably see a part the lyrics that says: YOU WANNA BE GORGES 

and as most of my older*not determined by real age,but by the time they read my blog* readers know,i am an avid lover of a boyband called SHINee.they're like forever in the no.1 spot of my bias list.well now they totally got kicked by Block B.

this is the image that floats around in my head when i think about Key being kicked out by Zico.*look at Key's mustache~why u no shave cleaner~!yes i have something about mustaches please go ahead and judge me~*

and another thing that kinda shocked me is that ZICO was actually supposed to be a member of SHINee.i was liek HELL NO~!thank goodness ZICO left SM Ent.

i am surprised myself that i actually had that thought cos i am a forever supporter of SHINee,but the truth is ZICO is too good for SHINee.i mean SHINee would have totally waste ZICO's talents.oooorrr,SHINee wouldn't be the SHINee that most Shawols know now.imagine SHINee being a hip hop group.i can't.i can't imagine ZICO singing noona neomu yeppeo either~i mean imagine a jamaican beggar singing that to u,u'll probably shit ur pants out of fear.forever LMAO-ing at that thought.

well i didn't just say all that without any evidence to support my point of view.there are a lot of ZICO's mixtape on youtube u can search it.although i'm never really a fan of hiphop, Zico's rap totally caught my attention.his choice of words totally amaze me.i wouldn't be the least surprised if he totally stayed on top of my bias list and forever making Key the no.2..i love guys who got talent,or at least is reeaaallly good at something.well Key's actually real good at a lot of things,but ZICO is totally good at what he's doing..i think that it's really attractive~haha.yes i'm attracted to 2 kinds of guys right now,those who are really good at what they are doing,and those who are totally lost.i find guys that are somewhat lost in the middle of their life so cute.well only sometimes.i mean the types of guys i'm attracted to changes from time to time.i am sooooo indecisive~

back to ZICO..haha.

he's only a year older than i am.a 92 liner,but his freestyle raps never cease to amaze me.his choice of words,unbelievable for someone his age*InMyOpinion* well his living self is amazing to me.he was the one who made HELLO KITTY HIPHOP~i mean he has such a great love for hello kitty idek why.that's so not fitting for his image..okay i just have a prejudiced opinion against hello kitty.how am i supposed to like a cat without a mouth.*okay it's irrelevant but who cares i just dont like hello kitty so i'm making excuses to hate it*

but then i think i totally lost my mind cos i actually searched for 'HIP HOP HELLOKITTY' on google..and look what i found~!

forever hating hello kitty.i love mickey mouse~he's a whole lot better~

and yes i'm totally out of my mind cos i searched for 'hip hop mickey mouse' and yeah i'm not the only one who's mad in this world

are u mad brah?*i forever fail at rapping i got no swag*

i will forever spazz BLOCK B till the day i finally go to the SHINee World Concert~~so i'll probably have to pray hard so that i can get a tix~~well,it's actually my darling sis from another ma,Iwen,who's going to help me buy it~so i'll send her a lot of love and money for helping me~~darling Iwen i'll forever love u~! ;*

before this post gets too long,

adios~
and forever thankful to tumblr and google for pics and gifs,and youtube for vids.

hi i'm back~!
let's see~~what shall i talk about today~
ah let's talk about what i did last sunday..since i have absolutely no photos of the whole episode so u guys just have to believe me.hahahaha. mideojwoyo~


that day 2 of the office jiejie brought me and a few of my friends to a...river[?] *i dont really know,blame my birthplace for not having enough natural spots to play at.* well if i remember correctly the place is called san zhan.
so we went there to cliff dive[?] *why am i describing things so awkwardly?* well maybe not cliff..it's more like a 2 story high slab of rock that u can climb onto and jump from,into the cold river water.is that cliff diving?i mean pls somebody correct me if i'm wrong.i'll give u lots of love*liek yeah i'm that freaking poor that i don't even have anything to give u in return*
to get to that piece of rock/cliff*call it whatever u like* was totally a struggle.yes i am exaggerating cos obviously i've never been the outdoor type of girl back home.even tho i am an outdoor type there's nowhere to go.the beach is so not challenging.haha. we had to walk upriver and on the river banks there were large stones everywhere.it hurts a lot to walk on all that.and i was thankful i didn't bring my camera cos if i did it would probably be swimming when i fell into the water while walking.i have the worst balance ever~!
so when we finally arrived at the place where the slab of 2 story high rock/cliff was there was quite some people.i think they were there to river raft cos they look so prepared and it was impossible that they're only going rock/cliff diving.
the water was quite clear and really cool.i grew up loving to play in the water so i immediately took a dip in the cool water.it felt so refreshing especially after the 'journey' to get there cos it was quite hot~i love the feeling a lot.i always love the feeling of being in the water,although i get uncomfortable in the sea,but i reaaaally love swimming.pools and rivers work for me~hahaha.
after quite some time being there,more and more people came.the people who left quite a deep impression on me are the aboriginal*yuan zhu min* kids~they are waaaay cool~!they jump from the rock as if it's only a feet high.i couldn't even climb up the rock,my legs went jelly~even if i got on the top i'll probably be stuck there.which is kinda funny if u think about it.well,at least it's amusing to me.many things are amusing to me.yes i have a really weird sense of humor pls ignore me.
but i did jump off a rock tho~!even though it's liek only 1.5 metre high.but at least i found the courage to jump.which i'm really proud of.this might be a small thing for many of u guys,but for me,who's terribly afraid of heights*which some might say ironic cos i'm quite a tall person* it's quite a great step.well the first jump didn't count as MY jump.as u know the first jump is always the hardest but i managed to jump off very quickly thanks to an aboriginal kid.he totally knocked me on my butt and sent me flying off the rock,screaming 'aaaack~!'.it was freaking funny tho,well at least for me it was hilarious.imagine a person 1.7 metre's tall get knocked off by a kid who's liek 1.4 metres tall and very skinny too~!i think i made a super loud splash~failed to hear a thing tho.all i heard was the sound of bubbles escaping from my nose and mouth.hahahaha. but for the second jump,i jumped by myself~i was liek,jane,let's do it~!!!and i jumped~with a loud splash i got into the cool water~i did that for several times and which each jump it got more fun~
there was a kid which was extremely hilarious tho.he said:jiejie u are so pretty.what's ur name?and i was liek:what???are u trying to ask me out? so cute~~he's such a fluffy chubby kid~!and a proud one too.he was telling me:jiejie,u know what,i've been jumping from this rock since i was in kindergarten~i was liek kid i'm not a local so please forgive me for not being able to meet your standard.hahahhaha.
well i also got a souvenir from mr.Sunshine tho~look at my hand.yes i'm that idiot who wears a watch while playing under the sun all day~now i have to wear my watch no matter what~ 

my face also got a little sunburnt,it hurts when i crinkle my nose~but my cheeks are so pink i love it~!


buuut my sunday didn't just end.i still got some energy left in my life battery so i decided to go watch Harry Potter woots~
finally i can finish what i started since primary school..hahahha.anyway neville longbottom grew into such a hottie.he was such an annoying character at first.hahaha.
and of course dont forget my fave characters,the weasley twins..i don't rly know when i started liking those 2 cos honestly speaking i'm not a Harry Potter fan,i just watched it cos i watched the first 3 and i think it's such a pity to stop halfway.haha.
i kinda liked bellatrix too though she's an evil witch.i just love eccentric people.luna lovegood is also one of my fave.the way she speaks is an art itself.hahaha.
well although i was a bit disappointed by how easily voldemort broke into tiny pieces,overall it's still a good movie.just felt that some scenes seemed to be rushed.ahaha.and of course i can never see snape in the same light anymore.i shall not say too much or else it'll be considered a spoiler to those who havent watched the movie or read the book~


after the movie i went shopping for some things~

nail polish=forever my obsession.sometimes i feel that i need more nails.hahahha.
the brand is INTEGRATE by SHISEIDO.i love SHISEIDO~their products are really jjang~!

this is an eyepencil or eyeliner~it's MAJOLICA MAJORCA by SHISEIDO*again*how can any girl not like majolica majorca~i really loved their mascara although i have to go to singapore to buy it..japanese and korean make up is liek the best make up u can get.even though it's a bit expensive compared to other brands but it's really worth it..i'm so going to buy the eyepencil in other colours~




this post is getting too long~
adios~

one of my all time favorite SHINee song.do check it out.
there's no gayish human beings dancing to this song,nor those weird sound effects that makes people get headaches,so relax just press play u won't die from it.u can always press [x] if u feel that it's shitty.i won't even notice.just don't fucking curse the song in front of me.i'll hit u in ur face. :D *yes i'm a nice girl,i resort to violence every time*


well what i love about this song is the lyrics~really really motivates me.
everytime i feel like giving up,i'll listen to this song and find the willpower to move on.it feels abit like magic sometimes.hahahaha.the powers some things give me.better than words some of my closest friends use to console me.*well don't get me wrong my dear friends,i love u too~!*




so now SHINee's already in Taiwan.they arrived this afternoon with their ever so stylish airport fashion.hahahha.okay not so stylish,it looks like lazy fashion to me.haha.
ah to be stepping on the same piece of land with them..it feels....as if nothing has changed.well i'll probably get delusional tomorrow and start hearing screams from Taipei.




ah everyday i wonder if anyone really reads my blog...sometimes i kinda forgot that what i write can be seen by everyone in the world,and i tend to write down the stupid conversations i have with myself...ah.i hope u dont mind.hahahaha.
btw girls pls dont sit near fans when u're using lipgloss,your hair will stick to your lips,so damn annoying..*so random*


some time this month i decided that K-Dramas are no good for me.they drain my emotions and my common sense.but then again i got hooked on HyunBin's face.he got the cutest dimples,and his smirks are so hard to resist.i can't resist dimples.they're just too attractive~!i've liked him since My Name is Kim SamSoon.now i'm watching Secret Garden.

this set of ridiculous tracksuit is the main point of the whole drama[?!]
it's realy ridiculous but it fits his personality so well idk why~!and the way he had to zip it up to his chin..so stylish[?] wel his personality in the drama was quite ridiculous as well so i guess it's the right clothes for him.hahahah.




well i know most of u might be expecting that i write about the stuffs happening here,but then again u know how i write stuffs here.i write without thought and just write whatever pops into my head.so dangerous~~i write more thoughts than facts.YES I'M A SUBJECTIVE PERSON when it comes to blogging..i don't see what good there is to write objectively in blogs.so not fun.if u want to write objectively go write speeches or something..
and i dont like it when people just write what they did on some specific days.u think this is an activity report?or journal writing?i see journals which are more fun..puhleees u're not a primary school kid.


anyway please pray that i can get a reaaaally good seat for SWC~!i will love u more.*such a weak bribe,unconvincing*
ah almost 1am already




say lalalalala~♪
adios~♪

now i'm totally bored......
cos i'm left alone while my dearest darlings -> iwen,shery and dcy are going to the Korean Music Wave~!i'm going to roll around on the floor*mentally* cos the floor in my room isn't exactly the cleanest..so to distract my mind from the whole concert i shall write something~well actually was planning to watch MuBank but unfortunately the streaming is so late today~!!! 6pm KST..me no likey~i need to buy dinner


AH...






-____-;;
what am i doing here?i'm not even writing properly..
weeell~~~let's talk about something...but my mind's filled with KMW KMW and KMW..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh~the endless scream that fills my head.




let's end it here.it's not even good enough to post but whatever~i need a space to put all my thoughts away for a while...this is the only place available[?]


adios~

hi~i'm baaack~wooots~

and yeah,it turns out that my mom reads my blog~~HI MOM~!!!

now i must watch what i write LOL.*that's oh so impossible*

so i'm not really in the mood to talk about the stuffs here~*yet* u guys will have to wait for a while~ sorry~

=WARNING=

for kpop antis or haters please skip this post~

i'll just talk about something that has got me hyped up liek yeaaaaah~!

yes my babies~~~~my 3 year old baby is coming to SINGAPORE~!

i almost screamed out loud once i saw this poster i mean this is a dream come true for any SHAWOL<- SHINee World*fandom name*

i like quoted this from http://x-clusive.sg/2011/07/11/the-answer-to-the-s-concert-is-shinee/

Concert Information:

Date: 10 September 2011, 6PM
Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium
Ticket Categories: $138 (partially restricted), $168 and $218 (6000 tickets will be sold, and tickets will be sold via SISTIC. Dates for ticket sales will be announced later on)

“With a production value of approximately S$1.7 million — similar to that of Super Junior’s Super Show 3 in January this year — SHINee World will boast brilliant stage effects including wire actions and lasers, perfectly-timed pyrotechnics and sprawling LED display screens.” – via XinMSN

“”The concert will be a vibrant mix of excitement, splendour and pure pleasure. The combination of stage effects and heart-thumping songs will be a two-and-a-half-hour adrenaline rush for fans and concert goers,” said RITS Creative Director Beatrice Chia-Richmond in a media statement.” – via Channel News Asia

well honestly for some fangirls, even if the boys will just be standing still for 2 1/2 hours they will still get an adrenaline rush*i'm so exaggerating~* i must so get the $218 tix~front row~!!! hahahha.


actually there will be a SHINee World Concert here in Taiwan this Saturday.i almost fell of my chair when i read about it online,but sadly i missed the chance to buy the tix~i mean the tix were sold out in liek a few hours i think.there are so many Shawols here in Taiwan~~~!i bet i can hear them screaming from Taipei this Sat~


this SHINEE WORLD CONCERT will be such a great homecoming gift~!though i missed KMW 2011,B2ST's fanmeeting,B1A4's fanmeeting and Taipei SHINEE WORLD concert,i get to go to SHINEE WORLD Singapore woooots~i'm so happy i smile in my dreams lol.
i asked my mom about this and she like said yes right away~gosh thank God i came to Taiwan.hahahhaha.*don't ask me what's the relation between those 2 different things u can figure it out yourself*




for those who don't get why i actually like SHINee that much when obviously they're not the most good looking/hot bodied people in kpop,it's becos i love their style and voice.
yes although one of the member looks like someone from STAR TREK 

they're actually really stylish people.and the spock lookalike is my fave member like LMAO~ idk why did he have that hairstyle at the first place.hahahha.
now he's like this

gosh i'm making him look weird.hahahhaha.




there's also another thing that's got me so excited~

MBLAQ's new MV~~~
okay i know that kpop bands got really weird names that u dont really know how to pronounce..so i'll teach u guys~~
SHINee -> 'shiny'
MBLAQ -> 'M-black'
B2ST -> 'beast' *don't ask me why cos u'll have to listen to like a lecture about the philosophy of their names*






anyways for those who wants to see the pics i took in taiwan pls go to
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1880802659482.2094737.1223779024&l=65dcb509b6 






adios~

this is awkward lol

err...hi?
hahahhahah


it's so awkward to try to blog again after i've left it for ages~
some of my readers, old and new, have been asking me to return to my blog.now i'm writing like sooooo formally.*this is stupid* i feel so lost.
i feel like banging my head to my laptop..*dies* 


end of story[?]






is it possible for someone like me to write only that small paragraph?huh?huh?
if i wrote only something like that would u guys even believe that it was meee?
okay it's actually possible..*gosh what am i doing to myself?* 
well of course the first paragraph was more awkward than this part, i sat staring to the screen liek for 10 minutes before writing this, sucking in some inspiration from the air like lol.i think i found my old blogger self back already~hahahahahha*i'm so friggin exciteeeed*
i kinda forgot my old writing style, so i guess i might just as well forget about it then.hahahahha. it's the new and improved jellyfish~*well i hope i improved haha*


so i might as well tell my beloved readers about how my current life is.*well i don't care whether u're going to like it or not,i'm going to write it anyway*
i'm currently at Hualien,Taiwan.my mom totally dumped me here.but i love her for doing that to me.i love my mom whatever she does to me hahahha.i'm loving my stay here*up till this second* i still have a month to go before i can breathe some indonesian air*which is filled with the smell of my favorite food*


well i still love K-POP a lot so for some of my readers which hoped i've kicked that pretty faced hot bodied addiction,u might want to keep hoping till it happens,which means u have to continue hoping for a few decades.i wish u good luck~!


to tell u the truth i'm not sure whether i'll be back for good...
well if i get more praises from darling readers maybe i'll continue writing..if i get more hates than loves i'll just take another leave from this blog.hahahhaha.




adios~