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hi darling readers!!! 
today is a very important day for me as a fangirl~ haha
as some of you readers might know, *if you've been paying attention to what you've been reading all these time*, that i'm an avid fan of K-Pop and my favorite band is SHINee~ 
and for those of you who just started reading my blog from this post, hi and welcome to my blog~ :) this blog is sort of like my hidden self so i don't really know what i should do with it..but if you were lucky enough to chance upon my blog do share it but don't tell my parents lol~
okay i'm starting to sway off from my topic~~ >< 
so today is SHINee's 4th anniversary~ and together with that is my 4th anniversary in K-Pop as well~!!! didn't know that 4 years would pass so quickly~ so this post will be my love letter and my blessings for my darling SHINee boys who have worked so hard all along to give their best to us shawols! 




if someone asked me what SHINee is to me, i'd say SHINee is one way or another something that's really important in my life, and i would not know what my life would be like without them.. well, i'd say that it probably will be boring, or maybe i'd just have achieved much more in my life lol~ i do not want to know how much time i've invested on fangirling for these few years haha~ 


i don't know, maybe i did a post like this too last year.. i forgot haha~ you know me, goldfish memory haha
well another year has passed and last year was the best year ever for my fangirl life, as some of you might remember, i went to SHINee's concert last September! best time of my fangirl life!!! to see the boys live in front of me, it still feel so unreal to this moment haha~


i will write each member a love letter so here it goes~~ haha




to the lovely,precious, and forever cute tofu leader, Lee Jinki!
leader!!! thank you for smiling that brightly all the time.. your smiles warm my heart all the time!!! even though people may say that you look the worst in SHINee, i will still put you first in my heart haha! i always loved your voice, that soft and sweet voice that even jonghyun can't compare to~ i was really surprised when you performed that opera song at the concert tho, it was the best!!! also your ridiculous and random body gags that always makes my day! also thank you for being healthy all the time~ please take good care of yourself~ i was really worried when you went missing for a few months earlier this year!! but to see your pics with your family, i knew you took time for a rest and made me felt really assured. thank you for being patient with all your ridiculous members, i know sometimes it's gonna be hard to make them listen but i'm sure they all love you jinki! my only hope is for you to keep the group as one as long as you can~ you know that all fans are worried about the 5 year curse, but as long as the leader stays strong i know we all can do it!  i love you :)


to the blingbling, ridiculously dorky yet ridiculously good looking and sexy lead vocal, Kim Jonghyun!
ya!!! kim jonghyun!!! you really know how to make fans' heart flutter!! haha~ thank you for being the loveliest dork with the worst temper~ you were my first bias in SHINee thanks to your good looks, you should thank your mom for that okay! haha~ thank you for making a twitter account earlier this year, sharing those ridiculous adlibs and jokes that makes fans shake their head~ and of course those cute selcas!! please learn how to set your puddingcam jonghyun!! haha ask kibum to help~ he would know what to do~ even though you seem like a huge dork i know that you're also a big softie inside..your song proved it to us fans that even though you are the one who likes to make fun of fans you are also the one who loves us most haha~ and yes, rest assured that us shawols will stay with you forever~ and to think of it,even though you have a temper, you were the one who cries the most in SHINee!!! well, you were the one who i cried for the most too!!! because of that incident that caused you to hurt your leg.... even now when i think about it my heart still aches... i know you felt bad that you weren't able to give your best in the first SWC because you can't dance at that time, but please know that it was not your fault, you also gave your dongsaeng, Yixing, a chance to stand on stage on your behalf! that's really precious too!!! /sigh/ i just love you so much kim jonghyun thank you for being alive haha! keep on making weird gags and keep on drawing!! i love your drawings so much i wouldn't mind you drawing my face haha~ you,key and yunho should do a collaboration!! it'll be the best haha~ i love you :)


to the naggy eomma, fashionable diva, pretty and loveable almighty Kim Kibum!
Key! you are the one who's closest to my heart right now!! well, in the form of a ring i'm wearing as a pendant haha~ the reason you're the one who's closest to my heart right now is because you are the one i think of every time i get lost in something and don't know what to do. at those moments i'd always think, what would our Key do? haha. you are the one who took away jonghyun's no.1 place in my bias list because of your almightiness *lol is that even a word* you are the well rounded performer, you can sing, dance, rap, act, nag, do aegyo, well you can be a fashion stylist if you want! i've always loved your straight forward personality, something that i would really love to become someday. please do not think of yourself as ugly, you know that your clothes just brings out the best of your features~ even without all those clothes you are still pretty! you won't know how lockets just go crazy when we see your eyes, high cheekbones, jaws, even your ear! rest assured that your looks aren't inferior to taeminnie's haha~ your wonderful artistic creativity is an object of envy! please stay fabulous as always!! you will forever be one of my role models even though there are times where i think i will never get to your level~haha! thank you for being you~ i love you :)


to the inflexible, athletic, best body, aegyo fail, flaming charisma Choi Minho!
minho ya~~ hahaha. i would like to apologize to you first haha~ i haven't been really fair in sharing my love between the members in SHINee, that i have to admit. you weren't one of my favorites haha~ but i've been trying to love you more and more and more, now i just find you really adorable! haha~ in my eyes, you are the inflexible type, or what people would say 'a block of wood' haha~but i do find that it can be really adorable at times, especially when you become all awkward whenever people do aegyo to you~ at times i wonder why you became a rapper, cause i just adore your voice when you sing~ it's really really deep yet it's really really soft it's just so so sweet~ haha! yes you have the best body in SHINee, well that is until you guys made your Sherlock comeback, cos our jonghyun's body has got reaaaaally muscle-y haha~ he's gonna rob you of your mom-jjang title! but still, when i saw your 8-packs live last September, it was the best~ hahahaha. i still love you okay! :) 


to the forever cutest, beautifulest yet want to be manliest, strongest powerful maknae, Lee Taemin!
taeminnie~~ you are the one who changed most throughout these 4 years i can't believe it's you! haha you've improved a lot in your singing now you can even replace jonghyun! haha~ that sweet voice + that sweet voice + the coolest dance moves + the cutest personality = wonderfully cute lee taemin! haha~ now that we're both gonna leave our teenage years soon, i feel like i'm so useless compared to you~~ what to do taeminnie? thank you for being so passionate at what you are doing~ i will not know how much time and effort you put in to every one of your performance but i know your precious and passionate being will make you push yourself to the limit but please take care of yourself, you are too thin for your own good~ please take good care of yourself and keep on being our lovely maknae that will be the one who will keep the hyungs together. i love you :)






and to SHINee as a whole, thank you for these 4 years of laughter and tears you brought to me! i would not want a life without you, my perfect boys! 
i know as a fan i am also worried that one day the 5 of you will not be together forever, but my only wish is that i will have a chance to celebrate more anniversaries with you guys.. it can be your 5th, 10th or 20th anniversary and rest assured i'll still be here writing my 'love letters' to you guys.. i don't even care if this whole blog post sound sappy, silly or just plain dumb. it's just my love for my shining boys and nothing anyone say would make a difference~ thank you. thank you for working this hard to give us fans the best. apart from support and love i don't have anything else that i can give to you... i just wish that i can still celebrate SHINee's anniversary till i'm already an ajumma and i'll introduce you guys to my kids too~ i want to be like SHINHWA's fans, to be able to cry while looking at their favorite people in the world perform on their 14th anniversary... i'm not a SHINHWA fan, but when i saw them performing, standing at that place after 14 years of being together, i thought of myself, that someday i'd also be among my shawol friends, looking at the shining boys who turned into shining men~ haha! must be the most wonderful feeling in the world!!!

your first stage on May 25th 2008! the moment your journey started~ i remember at that time i wasn't even a shawol yet~ i fell for you guys in your A.Mi.Go days~ the 5 of you still so skinny and awkward~ haha
but now you guys stand as 5 charming guys on May 25th 2012, after 4 years of tears and laughters and love~

omg i'm tearing up now as i'm writing this~ all i can say is thank you and i love you.. my precious babies~ thank you ♥








saranghae ♥♥♥

no because yolo

hello guys i'm back again with another list of questions bcos i'm basically losing grip of the last part of my sanity right now.omg. i just watch a small part of the SMTOWN in LA thru a livestream which was hella crazy omg it's like omg! i can't even put it in words..how nice would it be if i were able to watch it live but then omg. 

all my feels in one gif omg that's like me right now i'm basically screaming at my laptop as if it understands what i'm screaming about omg. when all i'm screaming was "aaaaaaaakkhhh~ aaaaaakhhh~ ohmaigaddd ohmaigoodlord ohmaigad fuck thisssss~ "


so i guess it's only best for me to answer more questions so that i don't lose it. sorry guys but this is my only therapy right now..i basically have no money to go to a professional so i have to just experiment on myself haha so... LET'S START!!!




1. Do you enjoy salted nuts? Or regular ones?
i enjoy regulars one better cos salted ones just make my lips dry ><
2. When you were in elementary school, what did you want to be when you grew up?
hmm..a fashion designer.. cool huh? i had that dream till my last year of high school, then i just thought "fuck this,i'm going to be a psychologist" which i honestly don't know whether it's gonna be a good idea or not. oops
3. Give me 5 things you would do if you heard the world was ending in 3 hours.
-call my family and friends
-get a plane ticket to LA to catch my last look of my babies and kids
-probably go look for that guy i was so interested in and tell him how i wish we could be friends
-look at all my pictures in my laptop
-call someone to tell them how much i hated them for just being them lol
4. Bagel toppings?
hmm~ cheese?5. How do you say “salmon”? (do you pronounce the ‘L’?)
yes..?i mean idk i never pronounce things right~ so whatever lol
6. Potato chips or ice cream?
what is this question?i'm having both at once okay. but then ice cream7. What’s your favorite thing about your face?
my eyes..well actually it's everything i love myself okay
8. Do you own a scooter?
no but i used to.. you know the type that Po in the teletubbies had..
9. Do you consider yourself to be a terrible person?
at times,yes.. i'm such a bitch sometimes ide.. 
10. What is your favorite number? 
the number of this question~ 10 out of 10~
11. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3
12. Inches or millimeters?
millimeters cos fuck american measurement system
13. Your opinion on heterosexual marriages GO
heterosexual? hmm.. it's very mainstream i guess[?] lol
14. If you could build your own society, what would it be like?
everyone would look the same lol. so boring. so no. everyone will look different but then no one cares how different they are and can only like everyone equally lol
15. Come up with a ridiculous name for a crayon color.
lays wavy original red.
16. What is your favorite soup? (Home made is an INCORRECT ANSWER)
mushroom cream soup!17. How do you eat string cheese?
no but it looks sooo interesting to eat ide
17. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep before?
yes
18. Have you ever been arrested?
no
19. What did you eat for breakfast?
a slice of bread 
20. Do you enjoy nature shows?
idk what are nature shows like?
21. If you owned land as big as a golf course, what would you do with it?
i would roll like a buffalo in it lol. no. i'd probably build something on it and then grow something in it
22. Tell me about the weirdest porn you’ve ever watched.
err.. idk.. how weird is weird? lol not that i've watched porn before
23. Have you ever killed anyone before?
do you think i'd write it here? srsly.. :)
24. Do you believe in miracles?
idk.. never saw one before so maybe no~
25. Whatever happened to robot jones? (Seriously.)
i don't even know who robot jones is seriously.
26. What were you doing in 2006?
being my crappy self idk. probably trapped in the middle of puberty lmao
27. Do feet creep you out?
no i probably have a feet fetish idk i have a lot of fetishes ide
28. If you were on a deserted island and the merciful gods sent you 3 meals before you were ripped apart by angry locusts, what would they be?
err..srsly merciful gods but they only gave me meals instead of saving me from the locusts... but then okay my mom's soysauce fried rice, sushi, and hmm... ice cream?
29: How often do you use thumb tacks?
not much..i use tape lol
30. Do you enjoy microwavable food?
no but they are hella convenient when i'm lazy too cook okay i love my microwave!
31. Have you ever thanked your bus driver as a child?
probably yes because i have manners okay i still thank my bus drivers now~
32. Explore the inner workings of your mind. What is your favorite kind of cupcake?
i don't like cupcakes
33. Have you ever seen a bear in real life?
no.. i wish i had tho..let's go to the zoooooo
34. Do you like art?
what is art? says duchamp.. tell me what is art~ haha okay yes i do.
35. Are you a creepy person?
err... am i supposed to answer this? i mean.. idk YESSSSSSSS? i am a creeper omg i love to do creepy stuff what is wrong with me
36. When was the last time you ate shrimp?
idk but i ate prawns earlier for dinner
37. Who would you replace your father with?
no one. srsly. no one
38. Have you ever intentionally tripped someone?
yes
39. Do you own a bag bag? (It’s a bag that holds other bags)
yeah i used to have one but it's back at home...
40. Have you ever gone horseback riding? (birthday parties DO NOT COUNT)
no.. fml
41. If your body transformed into a caterpillar and you kept the same mind, would you be in a state of panic?
no i'd probably get some leaves to eat and be in a state where i can't wait to turn into a butterfly every. single. second.
42. Have you ever had sex with a race car driver?
ehh..no? i never had sex before :)
43. Do you enjoy skipping rope?
i used to until people tell me to stop or else i'll grow taller. 
44. How many shoes do you own?
hmm.. 7 now and a few more pairs back at home.
45. Do you chew your food?
oh my god who the fuck doesn't chew their food srsly are you a fucking vacuum cleaner?
46. Which side do you start eating when you are eating a candy cane?
the bottom~ i like to hold on the hook part lol
47. Who is your favorite power ranger of all time?
the pink one lol i'm a fucking feminist when i was small
48. Have you ever killed an animal for your own survival?
what? no. i killed ants before do they count as animals? and i didn't do it for survival >< sorry ants i still feel freaking guilty about it okay :(
49. What is your favorite article of clothing?
jeans~ i can wear it with anything and i can wear it for weeks without washing lmao~ 50. If I were to give you a weapon to kill zombies with, which would you choose? (Choose carefully. These zombies run.) 
hmm..i don't know can i just get a ticket to outer space please and thank you :)


you know 50 is never enough haha. now that u read 50 you shall not be closing this tab just because you're bored.. you have to get to the end okay. or xia junsu will be dancing to tarantallegra in your dreams for 250 nights straight, shouting hoe! into your ear every single time the song starts thank you

1. Full name: Jane Angelene

2. Zodiac Sign: Pisces

3. 3 Fears: being alone, being hated by people i like, losing the purpose to live

4. 3 Loves: the people who loves me, art(any forms including music), internet lol idk haha

5. Best Friend: not gonna mention anyone cos it's unfairrrr i have many best friends okay

6. Snow Fairy: i truly don't get it haha

7. 4 Turn ons: pretty smile, tall guys, sexy voices, guys who knows how to hug properly

8. 4 turn offs: smokers, ppl who have no common sense, obnoxious ppl, stupid people. like srsly. it sounds harsh but then again idk how to put it nicely ><

9. Underwear colour: pink haha~i have a lot of pink undies lmao ide

10. No. of tattoos/ piercings: 2, one on each ear

11. Reason i joined tumblr: all those kpop fandoms.. omg it's a trap!

12. How i feel right now: tired cos i slept for 4 hours last night and SMTOWN LA is sucking my energy :(

13. Something i want: SMTOWN to be closer to where i am lol.

14. Relationship status: still lost in translation

15. Meaning of URL: it means what it says... a sea of jellyfishes..haha

16. Fav. Movie: hmm idk POTC? or any one that has robert downey jr or johnny depp in it idk

17. Fav. Song: how can i choose one.

18. Fav. Band: how can i choose one but SHINee.

19. 3 things that upset me: people ignoring me, internet dying out on me, not having what i want when i wanted it. yes i'm childish as fuck

20. 3 things that make me happy: food, music, people i like

21. what i find attractive in other people: hmm.. self confidence? 

22. Someone i miss: there's a lot how can i choose one

23. Someone i love: the people i love

24. My relationship with my rents: rents as in parents? i guess it's okay haha

25. My favourite holiday: any holidays yay

26. Closest tumblr friend: i don't have friends on tumblr i just follow people i like okay

27. Someone from tumblr i’d date: idk but if i had to choose one from appearance it's petitchu cos she's freaking pretty okay!

28. a confession: i am a bitch down under. 

29. 3 things  that annoy me easily: people acting like dumbasses, people who smoke, people who do annoying stuff lol.

30. fav. animal: jellyfish snake cats butterfly*it's an insect but yolo*

31. my pets: a parrot and a cat. both at home tho..i'm so lonely here.

32. one thing i’ve lied about: how someone looked in a piece of clothing. 

33. something that’s currently worrying me: whether what i believed in all my life is just a lie lol but yes i mean.. idk what's right anymore haha

34. an embarrassing moment: when i fell in front of my classmate in one of the hallway of my campus fml

35. where i work: i don't work now cos i can't. it's illegal lol

36. Something that’s constantly on mind: nothing stays in my head for more than a few minutes but for this moment is how much i want to have kris as my bf right now i'd totally fuck him cling onto him like a koala

37. 3 habits: adjusting my glasses cos i have no nose, constantly looking at my own reflection everywhere, having to move a part of my body every single second

38. future goals: finding my purpose in life

39. something i fantasize about: haha. i don't think i should write it here lolol

40. Favourite stores: apparel stores and stores which sells beauty product. i'm a vain girl okay

41. favourite food: idk sushi?

42. What i did yesterday: lazed around, watch variety shows on my laptop. answered 300 random questions to stop myself from going crazy, and stalked exo on twitter lmao

43. Something i’m talented at: err..idk. haha really you have to ask other people about that okay

44. my idea of a perfect date: anything is fine i mean i love exciting ones like going to the theme park but i'm also okay if we spent the whole afternoon lazing on the couch doing nothing just enjoying each other's company. i'm not that hard to please

45. celebrity crush: exo-m's kris wufan at the moment... he's just.. idk haha

46: a photo of myself: 

not me but your face when you see my pic so okay.

47: favourite blogs: idk but if you ask me about tumblrs ohmygod i have too much okay~

48. number of kids i want: 2?idk i should not have too many kids

49. do i smoke or drink: i don't smoke..and i drink okay..just not alcohol

50. Something epic: me! lol okay no.. is Kris WuFan epic enough?

okay done 100 already~ now it's time for more cos i want to be as tired as i can before i sleep so i don't suddenly sit up on my bed screaming "fuck you kris!!!" so okay~ another 50

1. What was your favorite food when you were a child?

i don't remember.. but i suppose something sweet?idk

2. What is the #1 most played song on your iPod?

well the #1 song on my itunes is Miss A's Lips.. "i like the way you put your lips on me~♪" i love this song okay~ haha

3. What is one of your favorite quotes?

hmm.. one of my fave quotes? i guess i like this one a lot

rather than dwelling on things that i can't change,i'd rather develop the good things about me. [SHINee's KEY]

4. What is your favorite indoor/outdoor activity?

tweeting lol i don't have a life. but then again does listening to music count as an activity?

5. What chore do you absolutely hate doing?

hmm..cleaning the kitchen omg

6. What is your favorite form of exercise?

swimming? idk i hate sweating okay

7. What is your favorite time of the day/day of the week/ month of the year?

10pm idk why. either saturday or friday. hmm.. december? idk haha

8. What’s your least favorite mode of transportation?

motorcycles? idk i have a bad memory.. but not for scooters tho i love scooter idk why

9. What is your favorite body part?

hmm.. my face? lol my eyes?

10. What sound do you love?

the sound of the music lol. haha i'm lame cos i'm sleepy lol excuses

11. If you could throw any kind of party, what would it be like and what would it be for?

hmmm...idk i'm not a party person..but probably a party with lots of food.. it would be just for the fun of it lol

12. If you could paint a picture of any scenery you’ve seen before, what would you paint?

i would paint... the river i went to when i was in Hualien.. i miss that place!

13. If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be?

17 lol. no maybe 19 or 20 idk.hahahha

14. If you knew the world was ending in 2012, what would you do differently?

nothing.. probably just try to do more things that i enjoy doing lol

15. If you could choose anyone, who would you pick as your mentor?

what mentor? i mean i would choose diff people for diff purposes lol

16. If you could witness any event past, present or future, what would it be?

hmm.. idk maybe the moment when the first caveman decided he wanted to paint something in a cave..haha

17. If you could learn to do anything, what would it be?

learn how to read other people's mind lol

18. If you had to work on only one project for the next year, what would it be?

something related to art i guess.. or the study in human personality lol idk both sounds fun~

19. If you were immortal for a day, what would you do?

throw myself from a cliff lol idk haha~ i'm so lameeeee /sigh/

20.If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to?

idk i like jane cos it's so plain but i never met any other jane before in my life.how cool is that

21. If you could meet anyone, living or dead, who would you meet?

okay i am still in crazy fangirl mode now so my answer will be Kris. idk. okay i just have to see this perfection with my own eyes.

22. If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would do?

make sure that i really won it before getting too excited haha

23. If you were reincarnated as an animal/drink/ice cream flavor, what would it be?

jellyfish lol, drink? ermm green tea?, and chocolate ice cream cos i'm boring

24. If you could know the answer to any question, besides “What is the meaning of life?”, what would it be?

what am i in the eyes of other people.

25. If you could be any fictional character, who would you choose?

the kid who's in chalkzone lol i forgot his name /fail

26. Which celebrity do you get mistaken for?

err.. no one. i have a plain jane face okay

27. What do you want to be when you grow up?

haven't i grown up enough yet?

28. When you have 30 minutes of free-time, how do you pass the time?

nap..or just listening to music while checking my tweets




oh hey i stopped filling this out last night cos i was too sleepy~ it was around 2am when i decided that if i was to continue doing this questionnaire i'd probably write a lot of crap~
and i just watched a fancam of Kris WuFan my life wrecker excuse you Kris how can you be that hot i don't even... to prove that i'm not exaggerating and that Kris is really capable of shattering your fangirl heart i'll show you the fancam. thank you very much, random fan, for sharing this perfection~ so without further crap i present you the fancam



i hope all of you is still alive after that vid. credits to ERIONZAZU@youtube!! thank you very much!!! bless your soul haha!
so i'll just continue doing my questionnaire so that i won't die out of a heart attack, which i just found out that it could really happen if you fall in love for the wrong person and if you felt as if your heart throb, it really is hurting, you're not imagining things or exaggerating cos it's scientifically proven that your arteries and stuffs connected to your heart alters or something like that.. idk scientific stuff is waaay cool i'm just too dumb to get it. 

29, What would you name the autobiography of your life?

memoirs of a fangirl

30. What songs are included on the soundtrack to your life?

all of my kpop songs should be the soundtrack of my life.. background music to every second of my life haha~

31. Have you ever had something happen to you that you thought was bad but it turned out to be for the best?

hmm...i honestly thought that going to taiwan last summer was a bad idea.. but then by the time i got there i got to make that many friends and bestest memories ever!!! okay i love that summer~!!

32. What was one of the best parties you’ve ever been to?

parties? okay i'm a lame person i don't enjoy parties that much rly but i do like hanging out with my friends at birthday parties lol

33. What was the last movie, TV show or book that made you cry or tear up?

tear up? i tear up easily but the last book that made me cry was the Latehomecomer by Kao Kalia Yang.it's a memoir.. the part where she talked about her grandma's funeral made me cry cos it reminded me of my grandma's funeral :( 

34. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done?

i don't really know.. cos once i managed to do something it won't seem hard anymore.. but probably refusing someone's request. i'm just too worried about hurting that person i just say yes to everything and it never ends good~ ><

35. What was the last experience that made you a stronger person?

coming here to America by myself.. my first month here was almost like hell.. first time i cried in public alone. it was as if i was in a drama~you know, where the female lead would get into the bus then cry all the way.. i totally did that..but it wasn't out of a heartbreak.it was bcos i wasn't able to get the classes i need. so messed up

36. What did you do growing up that got you into trouble?

trouble? hmm.. idk i think i'm just a goody-two-shoes i never rly get into trouble or probably found some way to avoid trouble i guess haha

37. When was the last time you had an amazing meal?

amazing?idk. but yesterday i had a good dinner, the conversation was better than the food tho~ haha

38. What’s the best/worst gift you’ve ever given/received?

best/worst gift i given? i always give good gifts okay~ my motto in gifts hunting is, never give someone something that you won't use yourself. it should be at least of your standard.
best/worst gift i received? best one... my farewell gifts from iwen,shery and dessy honestly were the bestest gifts ever i totally cried when i saw it. i love you guys :* worst gift was a pack of tissue lol i got it at valentine in my class' gift exchange thingy fml i hate my cheap classmates fuck you lol 

39. What do you miss most about being a kid?

having fun and not worrying about how the world think about you, and just having no burden whatsoever omg it's the best~

40. What is your first memory of being really excited?

first memory? hmm.. okay i'm in that moment of selective memory now so i can only remember certain stuffs that i choose to remember so, it's SWCSG last fall. damn excited my heart was beating so quickly when they dimmed the light omg!!!

41. What was the first thing you bought with your own money?

my own money? idk. do i even have my own money like legitly? i used to work before but it's at my aunt's shop i still think it's some conspiracy between my mom and aunt lol so idk.

42. When was the last time you were nervous?

when i met khj earlier today i was so shocked and unprepared~ haha. 

43. What is something you learned in the last week?

last week? that mitt romney like lakes? omg lol no. i shld not write stuff like that on my blog. but well what i learnt last week? how everyone have double standards[?] lol idk haha

44. What story does your family always tell about you?

about me? hmm.. a lot i don't even know where to start haha! but my mom always told me that i was soooo not socially awkward when i was a kid, i'd talk to random people.. i want that personality back, this world has screwed me up too much i don't even

45. At what age did you become an adult?

hmm.. i guess this question is implying 'adult' as matured in terms of mental? well mentally i'm still a kid, so sorry.

46. Is a picture worth a thousand words? Elaborate.

yes and it always depends on how you look at it~ when you look at a pic with different emotions you will get different interpretation~ context is everything haha

47. Where’s Waldo?

idk. everyone is still looking for him~

48. The best part of waking up is?

knowing that you're still alive haha. but then you'll just immediately sigh cos you know you'll have to face this fucked up world again~

49. How now brown cow?

err.. okay....

50. Whasssssuuuupppppp?

AYO WASSUP KREEEEEESSSSS~~~ are you happy now? 

since i'm still quite awake let's continueee~ 
let it bounce, bounce come on let it bounce shake it and shake it for me everybody~♪ go check out JJ Project's Bounce MV! it's a cute and weird song but the MV is just cute so gogogo~ i love the butt shaking part!

1. What are your nicknames? What do you prefer to be called?
i don't really have nicknames~ oh okay i used to have a nickname! watermelon!! omg haha those kids i miss them~ but i prefer to be called with my name. just a simple jane would make me happy :)

2. What books on your shelf are begging to be read?
okay honestly ever since i moved here i don't have a bookshelf so excuse me i should go to ikea some time this week~

3. How often do you doodle? What do your doodles look like?
not as much as i like now since i'm in college.. >< my doodles look like doodles okay.haha

4. What do you do if you can’t sleep at night? Do you count sheep? Toss and Turn? Try to get up and do something productive?
toss and turn then just imagine some random scenes that will never come true then hopefully it continues in my dreams lol

5. How many days could you last in solitary confinement? How would you do it?
solitary confinement?you mean how i spend my weekends if my roommates are away? thanks to my laptop and good old internet i survive all the time lol

6. Do you save old greeting cards and letters? Throw them away?
yes~ i'm the nostalgic type i save every single thing i even save rocks okay.

7. Who is the biggest pack rat you know?
pack rat?what's that okay i suck in english let me google it for a while~
okay it says that it means "someone who collects things that have been discarded by others" probably me haha~

8. When making an entrance in to a party, do you make your presence known? Do you slip in and look for someone you know? Do you sneak in quietly and find a safe spot to roost?

slip in and find someone i know. i probably would come with someone i already know..i cannot survive a party alone.
9. What is your strongest sense? If you had to give one up, which would it be?
sense of hearing i guess.. it's hard but i'll give up my sense of taste cos other senses are too precious~

10. How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?
a lot.. i don't even remember~

11. What is the strangest thing you believed as a child?
hmm... i suck at questions like these i always fail to remember stuffs from my childhood~!!! 

12. What is one guilty pleasure you enjoy too much to give up?
singing and dancing to my fave songs when no one is around... and singing while i'm driving alone~ it's just... a side of me i'd rather people never find out lol

13. Who performs the most random acts of kindness out of everyone you know?
idk but i guess my mom does that~ haha

14. How often do you read the newspaper? Which paper? Which sections?
ever since i moved here i never read newspapers anymore cos no one bothered to subscribe to any~ but when i'm back at home i read it almost everyday and almost every section except for the ads and jobs vacancy thingy idk what it's called in english 

15. Which animals scare you most? Why?
animal? hmmm... does insects count? cos i'm more afraid of insects than animals ><

16. Are you more likely to avoid conflict or engage it head-on?
avoid conflict~ i hate conflicts so i just swallow all my anger

17. What was the most recent compliment you’ve received and savoured?
"you look like you're 15" now nothing makes me more happy than having someone tell me i look younger than i am. cos i'm just that afraid of getting old.. 

18. What is something about yourself that you hope will change, but probably never will?
i hope i can stop procrastinating and be more mature.. but i guess i'll always end up saying "fuck this" every single time

19. Are you a creature of habit? Explain.
i guess so.. even though i never really liked routines but whenever something is done so much that it becomes a habit i'd find it hard to change~

20. Are you high maintenance? Explain.
there are a few definition of high-maintenance.. but if you meant the one that describes someone that is needy and need much attention in a relationship then i probably am one.. i'm clingy okay. i will take up all your personal space and time lol. okay no i'm not that bad but i am kinda needy , so, yeahhh~~

21. When was the last time you really pushed yourself to your physical limits?
physical? picnic day i guess.. i walked the whole day under the bright sun~

22. Do you have a whole lot of acquaintances or just a few very close friends? Why?
just a few very close.. why? cos i'm not a very outgoing person... but then when i make friends i always feel that they are really precious so i try to keep a really good relationship with them

23. Are you more inclined to “build your own empire” or unleash the potential of others?
unleash the potential of others i guess..

24. What’s a strange occurrence you’ve experienced but have never (or rarely) shared with anyone?
strange occurrence? how strange is strange? idk. nothing in this world is strange to me honestly.. and i share almost everything with my bebes so. yeah~

25. What do you think about more than anything else?
what other people think of me.

26. What’s something that amazes you?
how people are so different from each other at times you just feel so amazed haha

27. Do you prefer that people shoot straight with you or temper their words? Why?
hmm.. i guess temper their words..but no sugarcoating tho~ i love people who can get their point across without hurting people. it's an art

28. Where’s your favourite place to take an out-of-town guest?
my house lol. probably some restaurant which has great food

29. What’s one thing you’d rather pay someone to do than do yourself? Why?
clean my apt lol because it's in a mess!

30. Do you have a catchphrase?
what? no~ haha. unless ohmygod counts as a catchphrase.

31. What’s your reaction towards people who are outspoken about their beliefs? What conditions cause you to dislike or, conversely, enjoy talking with them?
i actually would enjoy listening to people like those~ i love frank people it's just so interesting to learn about what someone believe in..unless they overdo it and tries to make you believe it too, then no thank you.

32. How and where do you prefer to study?
i like to have music with me and be in a comfortable position so preferably at home. 

33. What position do you sleep in?
any position i never sleep in one position i move a lot~

34. What’s your all-time favourite town or city? Why?
singapore lol idk why i miss it a lot now that i'm so far away from it

35. What are the top three qualities that draw you to someone new?
i like it when they are caring, always have interesting stuff to say, and okay because i'm shallow i would say looks are also something that draws me to a person lol

36. How has your birth order/characteristics of siblings affected you?
hmm.. i guess i become more caring to others, i always act as the big sister even around my friends.. but at times it becomes a habit and i start to boss people around lol

37. If you could eliminate one weakness or limitation in your life, what would it be?
my weakness would be my lack of self confidence or my insecurity about myself

38. If you could restore one broken relationship, which would it be?
i don't know whether it's broken but i just feel that it changed.. i just wished i didn't do all that stuff to him and that he didn't do all that stuff to me.. and let me make this clear he's not my boyfriend.. i never had a boyfriend before okay don't you point fingers at me!

39. If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to?
not gonna change it~

40. Do you believe ignorance is bliss? Why or why not?
i would have to say yes. even though i know ignorance is the root of evil, but still there are some things that i wish i didn't know..maybe i'd be happier~

41. What do you consider unforgivable?
unforgivable? when you send death threats to people. or just telling someone they need to disappear from this earth. no one has the right to do that to anyone.

42. Have you forgiven yourself for past personal failures? Why or why not?
yes. because that's the only way i could move on. 

43. How difficult is it for you to forgive someone who refuses to apologize?
very hard. but then again i know it's hard to apologize to people. pride is hard to let go

44.Do you hold any convictions that you would be willing to die for?
hmm... for now i will say no because i haven't found myself a conviction~ still searching for something to believe in~

45. To what extent do you trust people? Explain.
it's hard for me to trust people, but once you earn my trust i will trust you implicitly.. but once i lose my trust good luck trying to earn it back cos it's gonna be harder than the first time~

46. In what area of your life are you immature?
most areas.. i don't think i'll ever be mature

47. What was the best news you ever received?
best news? that i got a ticket to SWCSG? idk i truly didnt feel as excited when i found out that i was able to come here to study. haha

48. How difficult is it for you to be honest, even when your words may be hurtful or unpopular?
very difficult when it's hurtful.. but unpopular, my opinions are always the unpopular one~ happened today, my opinion went against almost everyone's lmao~

49. When did you immediately click with someone you just met? Why? What was the long term result? Conversely, are you close with anyone now that you really disliked at first?
when i met kelly in the bus!! because she's a fellow kpop fangirl~ long term result?i have a kpop buddy here in the US whaddya think~ i don't really think so..but if you asked me whether i dislike anyone that i used to be close with, probably yes haha!

50. When do you find yourself singing?
in front of my laptop, while i'm doing housework, in the shower, in my car

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? 
i don't think so~ or maybe the main lead in Tarzan?idk cos i always get asked where is tarzan~ haha
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
yesterday? i'm quite happy today haha
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? 
not really~i prefer my old handwriting
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
lunch meat? chicken sausage? idk haha i don't eat lunch meat much
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
nope i'm still single okay 
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? 
yeahhh i love myself okay but i'll probably have a hard time getting close with myself at first lol
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT? 
nope~cos i still suck at talking in english haha~
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? 
i think so.. haha
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? 
yes. my legs would probably turn to jelly but i'm gonna make myself jump i don't care haha
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? 
honey stars!
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? 
no unless i really have to~
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? 
no i'm very weak >< i have no use for such a big body 
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? 
chocolate lol
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? 
their face.. haha
15. RED OR PINK? 
pink~ red is too bright for me~
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? 
my insecurity 
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? 
my friends cos i skype with my parents all the time
19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? 
i'm barefooted right now~
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? 
lays
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? 
JJ Project's Before This Song Ends feat. Suzy(Miss A) nice song!
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
turquoise or sea green haha
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? 
spring lol no. hmm..i actually like the smell of fresh cut grass i don't even know why haha
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my cousin
25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE? 
hard one.. mountain hideaway that's near a river would be nice
27. HAIR COLOR?  
black
28. EYE COLOR? 
black/dark brown
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? 
yes
30. FAVORITE FOOD? 
sushi~ ice cream
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?  
scary movies with happy endings
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? 
deathbell 2.. it was not good~haha
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
white
34. SUMMER OR WINTER? 
summer..
35. HUGS OR KISSES? 
hugs cos i never had a legit kiss before haha
36. FAVORITE DESSERT? 
ice cream
37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO? 
cardio, cos i don't want to be muscle-y lolol
38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION? 
computerrrr laptop haha
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? 
malnourished brain is malnourished..i'm not reading any books at the moment
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? 
don't even have a mouse
42. FAVORITE SOUND? 
sound of the bell at school when it's time to go home lol haven't heard that for a long time~
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? 
don't really listen to both but maybe the beatles
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? 
being here in america~ on the other side of this planet ><
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? 
hmm idk.hahaha
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? 
in a hospital lol~ in RSOB
47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW? 
davis,CA
48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE? 
i don't have a house but my parents' house is cream with a hint of green here and there

49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR? 
i don't have a car right now but my previous car is pearl white~ very pretty! i miss it a lot!!!
50. Did you notice that there is only 49 questions? 
no~ haha




well i didn't expect the question list would end so soon....... i think i'm gonna search for more questions haha~
wait for it~

1. What is your best friend’s Mom’s name? 

which best friend lol~ 

2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole? 

no place is weird for a mole okay

3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? 

my art history professor is actually quite hot for her age~

4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater?

no i never made out before sadly lol

5. What body part do you wash first?

hair

6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms?

lmao hover over, no cos my butt is no spaceship unless it's dirty as hell then i'll do my best to hover lmao

7. What’s the strangest talent you have?

idk haha

8. Do you have an innie or an outtie?

err.. idk what an innie or outtie is~~

9. What’s your favorite flavored Pringles? 

i dont eat pringles much i don't even remember what flavor they have

10. Have you ever been tied up? Do you want to be?

do you mean tied up as in occupied or tied up like literally? well i've been occupied by books before and i would like to be so again but if u meant tied up literally like with a rope then no and no~

11. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? 

i've never been grounded before haha~ 

12. Do you parallel park or drive around the block? 

i will try to find another spot cos i suck at parking

13. Have you ever had two dates in one night?

no haha

14. How many times have you been cussed out? 

no one cuss at me okay. let me repeat it, no one.

15. Which shoe do you put on first?

the one that's nearer to my feet

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar?

nope but i'd totally love to try haha

18. Girls—

what?

19. Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common? 

they are all males. haha~

20. Did you French kiss before you were 16? 

nope i never got a legit kiss before and i'm 19 thank you

21. Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting? 

have i ever what?

22. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?

it changes every now and then but lately it's exo's Kris

23. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you? 

nope~well at least none that i've known of

24. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you rather not wash? 

bed sheets but still eeeewwww~

25. Have you ever found anything in your parents’ bedroom that was questionable? 

nope~ at least i never thought that it was questionable.. haha

26. What was your childhood nickname?

elin[?] idk hahahha that's what one of my aunt called me for the longest time ever haha

27. When is the last time you played the air guitar?

a long time ago~ but i play the air piano from time to time lol

28. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes locker room?

err..nope haha

29. What’s the weirdest thing you have done while driving?

trying to put on my make up lol i don't think it's weird tho just dangerous lol

30. Have you ever bitten your toenails? 

no i can't even make my toes reach somewhere near my face

31. How do you eat your cookie?

i bite them? lol 

32. When working out at the gym, do you wear a belt?

i don't go to gyms haha

33. Name something you do when you’re alone that you wouldn’t do in front of others.

fart? lmao~ dance? 

36. How many drinks does it take before you get drunk? 

idk.. never drink till i get drunk before~ 

37. Have you ever sniffed an animal’s butt?

err no.. why would i~

38. How often do you clean out your ears?

not much~ usually i have my mom helping me do it but now that i'm alone it's like never ><

39. Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper? 

fold.. how do you use the toilet paper if you scrunch it?

40. About how many times a day do you pick a wedgie? 

0.. cos i don't really get wedgies unless my pants is just being annoying

41. Do you have any strange phobias? 

nope..

42. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? 

no. i love my nose

43. What is the stupidest thing you’ve ever done at a bar? 

i've never been to a bar before..i'm a nice kid lol

44. Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?

nope.

45. Have you ever called your love interest by an ex’s name? 

no i don't have an ex lol

46. Have you caught a guy/girl farting while on a date? 

no~ 

47. Have you ever played naked Twister?

nope~ kinky stuff be kinky lol

48. Have you ever been drunk at work?

nope

49. Have you ever found your date’s/lover’s brother or sister more attractive? 

nope~ haha i make sure i get the most attractive one lol.

50. Do you want to bring sexy back?

what? you mean justin timberlake? okay....[?] kinky song be kinky lol

okay that's it for now~ i'm sorry for making you guys read all these but i just had to find something to do~haha. you can thank kris for making me do this to keep my sanity..

probably gonna make another post in a few days..cos it's my boys' birthday in a few days!! my SHINee boys' 4th birthday!!! my 4th year in kpop lol~ 4 years gone so fast i don't even haha

jjongkey dancing gif for you because yolo lol~ 

*this "because yolo" thing is so useful~ same as "because fuck you" hahahha*

okay it's to congratulate you for making it to this list of questions~ i love you guys 

annyeong :*