Saturday, February 27, 2010

3-day weekend.!

hi loved ones.
back again..after so long.hha.
have been so lazy to post.mian.!

have been enjoying 2 days from the 3-day weekend.another holiday after CNY.
spending it quite randomly i must say...no plans.just sudden invites to go out.

anyway.on friday,went out with jcy,joen,joen's bf(jeff) and another friend (a-yong)*wonder if i remember the name right.can't seem to remember names properly. *A*
we went to NH to watch what was supposed to be a chinese film*forgot the name.*but changed last minute into WOLFMAN.which was quite cool.i love it.! the 19th century.the dark atmosphere.except i hate how the werewolf looks.it was ugly.but then again what do i expect from a werewolf.hha.not all wolfs are like jacob black u know.hha
then we hopped to BCS after that.jcy went to an event or something like that.
which left me with joen and the others.and soon after that we all went home.

and today...
i was supposed to attend a birthday party.which in the end i didn't turn up.mian ayuu.
i was already up at 10 am and watched tv and ate.then i asked jcy out to buy ayu's b'day present.so we went to BCS at 3 pm.we browsed a few shops and finally found what we wanted to buy.but dwiki was complaining that it was too expensive.so we thought of browsing for other things first.
then after about 1 hour of browsing,we still ended up buying that bag we saw first.
besides that jcy and i also bought 2 matching minnie mouse headbands.i really love it since i saw MBLAQ oppas using it to play 'let's catch the mice' game.hha.i loved how MIR looked while wearing it.
anyway.was wacthing and downloading MBLAQ idol army.it was so funny.!!!
omo.my views towards those oppas changed almost immediately.they were so funny.where did the chic oppas go.? i only see 5 babo-dol oppas.even the MCs said that they look like NB-neighbourhood babos.hha
back to the prev story.so i ended up sitting with jcy,trying to figure out the way to get to ayu's party.but luck wasn't with us.everyone ended up not knowing how to go.dwiki,me,jcy and sheila was stuck in our places not having anyone to pick us up.
i feel so apologetic towards ayu. -__________-
mianhae.cheonbeon mian.

now.i am sitting in front of my bed...
again wondering what should i do with this life of mine.fiuuuh....
what have i been doing all these years.feels like nothing.............
omo.i feel like an empty shell.*depressed.*
and it will be my birthday soon.must work extra hard.!
FIGHTING!!!oppa-deul.!i will show u all what i am made of.hha.*so drama*

anyway.am browsing in fb rite now and saw an account which was hacked.wow.so drama.
a lot of unnessecary words are used..u know.those i hate.hha.it was kinda like a fight between 2 girls.but now the more i read the more i get confused.haah.to hell with it.none of my business.shall watch MBLAQ idol army instead.!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

AAAH.AM I BECOMING A BABO.??!

yesterday.my baboness killed me again
haiz.how could i be so babo.?!!!
i don't really know what to say anymore.CHEONDUNG.take me to Korea.
CHEONDUNG:just take my hand and let's go.
hha.in my dreams.

ok.the story is.....related to the earlier post i posted a few days ago..
kinda regret posting it.but i can't remove it anymore.it's too late.hha
but then again.to hell with it.i don't care anymore.as long as i have CHEONDUNG with me.*thing is,he is not with me. D:
panicpanicpanic.then i realised one thing.i didn't blush.
possibilities are:
1. he's just a passer-by who only crossed the street in my life.
2. i forgot how to blush.which is literally impossible,i guess.hha
3. he stopped in the middle of the street to get crushed by me but blushing is not the latest trend.hha

anyway.i think i haven't told anyone i'm a type-A.
type-A's general traits:
According to research, the following characteristics are the hallmark characteristics of Type A Behavior (TAB):
* Time Urgency and Impatience, as demonstrated by people who, among other things, get frustrated while waiting in line, interrupt others often, walk or talk at a rapid pace, and are always painfully aware of the time and how little of it they have to spare.
* Free-Floating Hostility or Aggressiveness, which shows up as impatience, rudeness, being easily upset over small things, or ‘having a short fuse’, for example.


Additionally, Type A behavior often includes:
* Competitiveness
* Strong Achievement-Orientation
* Certain Physical Characteristics That Result From Stress and Type A Behavior Over Years


Physical Characteristics:
The following physical characteristics often accompany TAB:
* Facial Tension (Tight Lips, Clenched Jaw, Etc.)
* Tongue Clicking or Teeth Grinding
* Dark Circles Under Eyes
* Facial Sweating (On Forehead or Upper Lip)
credits:What Does It Mean To Have A "Type A" Personality?

By Elizabeth Scott, M.S., About.com Guide
Updated: November 07, 2007
About.com Health's Disease and Condition content is reviewed by the Medical Review Board

those traits above are mostly TRUE.
i am the kind which is very very aware of time.and i have a short fuse.most of my friends know it.hha
also...a test result.i'm type-A.
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - incorporating the best of both worlds

then.today a lightning strucked me.AGAIN
another friend of mine liek read another post before the post before.the one which i don't even know how to read anymore.i was liek.omo.what sh'd i do.but then again.i just didn't care anymore.
i just decided to let it flow.like water.my fave element.hha.

talking about my personality.i think i'm the present-future kind of person.not the past kind of person.
why do i say so.?mm.maybe because i don't really know how to value everything that happened in the past.i kinda just forget.i feel that it's a very bad thing.a person who doesn't value past relations.so when most of my friends get together with ex-classmates,i just tend to not follow.either i mean or not mean it.
such a nappun yeoja.bad girl.
and i am the kind who lives in the moment kind of girl.and always think about my future.
dwelling in the past,is so not my style.
anyway.i read a fashion quote i love a lot.
it says: IN FASHION, YOU CAN JUDGE BY THE COVER.


anyway.watched PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF yesterday.
it was so cool.guys were so hot.besides that,love the greek god and goddess.!!
told my onnie to watch it.because she loves greek.hha

anyway.uri SIWON oppa is going to play in a drama.yeaaayyy.
excitedexcitedexcited.
he looks so hot.hha.love him a lot.by the way cheondung,i still love u too.hha
and i sh'd thanks my fave onnie for telling me about it.hha

i am not a babo.HEECHUL,don't ever call me a babo anymore.i feel babo-er by the minute.
and i shall sing SNSD's GEE aloud.naneun naneun babongabwayo.!!!
which i sang since last friday.
na jeongmal michin. CHEONDUNG oppa,help me.!jebal dowajuseyo.
 
 MBLAQ oppa deul as MBLAQ RANGERS:let us save you.!!!hiaaaaaattt.!
p.s:CHEONDUNG oppa.i'm here.why are you facing the other way.????
anyway.still love you guys.hha. <3

Saturday, February 13, 2010

CHINESE NEW YEAR.VALENTINE

hey.back again.at last.hha
it's chinese new year's eve.
omo.another year has passed so quickly.
and also it's valentine's day's eve.
double happiness,i guess.
but i think this year,both occasion lack of the feel.liek...i don't feel the festivity of CNY nor the love of valentine.
anyway.as i'm writing this post,my family is playing fireworks outside.
i always loved fireworks until last year that is.some one actually got burnt by a firework which went out of course in front of my own eyes.and beside that,i had a very weird dream about fireworks a few weeks ago,which adds to my fear to fireworks.

then about valentine.i guess i have a confession to make.
i think i fell in love.hhaha.
which is really unexpected.from a girl like me who never really cared about the affair of the heart.
i think i fell in love with a friend of mine.which makes it worse.i don't know how to show him my feelings.it's really awkward.i'm blushing already.hha
i think i'm crazy.........when he doesn't text me i feel like something's missing.
it's the first time i feel needed by another person who tells me everything he feels.
i really like that feeling.the feel of being needed.the feeling of being important.hha
*ok.i'm starting to get weirder.i guess i sh'd stop now.

anyway.am very annoyed rite now.
i lost my red stocking.which i need to wear tomorrow.!!!
i guess i need to have a back up set of clothes.
panicpanicpanicpanic

anyway......
i really want to have a dream date with members of K-Boybands.hha
if i had to pick one from SJ,which is really hard,i guess i'd pick SIWON.or TEUKIE.or KYUHYUN.but i don't think i want to pick EUNHYUK.he's such a miser.hahahhaha.*kidding
from SHINee,i will pick KEY.hha.without a doubt i guess.
then.from MBLAQ,CHEONDOONG.hhah.i love him a lot.hha
from FT ISLAND,HONGKI.SS501's HYUNJOONG or YOUNGSAENG.
then..i dunno anymore.hha.

and..dwiki's birthday is around the corner.
am thinking what gift should i give him.
was asking for suggestions when rizki told me that dwiki is kinda obsessed with pianos and keyboards right now,and he wants a keytar.
i was liek.ok,where in the world should i find the money for the keytar???
am i supposed to starve liek a year.?hha
anyway.i would rather buy shoes for myself.hahahah.

so i guess that's all for today.bye.and see u next time.loved ones.hha

Saturday, February 6, 2010

TIRING WEEK

this week is like soooooooo tiring.
extremely tiring.tests everyday.not enough time to sleep.
but then...it's the weekend already.yeaaaaayyyyy.

okay.actually i was going to write this post yesterday.but my mom took her laptop away..and my iphone liek suck up or something and i can't write anything at all.i was so annoyed by him*i actually used him to call my iphone.hha*i love him so much.
so now i don't really remember what i was supposed to write anymore.but i still have a lot to write.

so on friday.i played volleyball at school.it was liek the first time i played team sports liek almost wonderfully.i actually did not suck very hard.at least i can serve balls properly and i actually passed a ball successfully.!!!i am so proud of myself right now.hahahah.
i love myself a lot more right now.i love meeee.!!
hhahah.i wonder if i can marry myself.hha.

i actually discovered one thing about myself.i am really attracted to shiny things.and things that produce light.hha.that's why i love fashion.everything's so flashy,shiny,glossy.

i've been calling a friend of mine 'onnie' since a few days ago.
she's liek my favourite onnie in the world.hha.she loves KOREAN too.hahah

then i will talk about todaaaaay.*which has become yesterday.
today is also a tiring day.
i went out on 12 and went to cut my hair.it was liek so crowded i waited for about 45 mins for my turn.and i met robin there.he was with his friend,evi.*which is also the name of my sis.hha
then after the haircut,my fave dongsaeng in the world,iew,picked me up and we went to nagoya hill.it was wawa's birthday.we ate at pizza hut.

this is the birthday cake

this,the birthday girl
then i went to bcs to do a survey for my b.indo assignment.which after that we went to BREEKS to have food.!i ate ice cream.!*heart:yeeeaayy.head:nooooo.*

this is the ice cream.relax.i shared it with 4 friends.and the guy eating spaghetti in the background is my friend,dwiki.
after that.i went shopping with jcy.yey.bought specs.which was really cute.i really like it.and also bracelets.hha.shopping spree.*me:yeeaaaa.wallet:noooo.



this is the specs
and the bracelets

i guess that's all for tonight.must sleep already.don't wanna get panda eyes