hi..i'm back again.
yes.it's me.and i'm not dead yet...
to readers and followers,i'm sooooo sorry for abandoning this blog of mine.
as blog mistress i should get slapped for leaving my blog unattended and grave-like..
so,i got complained by fellow bloggers.and,now i'm BACK~~


i can see no one is excited for this comeback of mine.i got no fans cheering my name~~
i shout : I'M BAAAAACK~ and got replied by -> *silence*
so encouraging.*yes,i'm being sarcastic*


so.in just one paragraph i'll tell u what i have been doing while i'm not writing my blog.
start-> yes,i studied till my eye bags got bigger,the dark circles under my eyes got wider,and my face got thinner. my CHUBBY cheeks sank.*i didn't say that MYSELF,my maid told me* my round face is still here.it had not gone from circle to oval..*aww.i wish it was more oval*
but whatever.i'm still alive.that's the point.
yes.for all that time i've been away from blogging,i've been STUDYING, SLEEPING, EATING, BATHING, POOPING*yes,it's a must*, PRAYING*also a must*, and it all repeats again and again. well,add in a little TIME OUT WITH FRIENDS and SPAZZING in between..


like that's all i did.. -END OF STORY-


and got my DMI test a few hours ago..i thought the result would surprise me,but, yeah, it did surprise me a little..it said that i was good at logic. wow, i thought all this time all i used was my instinct but they say now my logic is like very good.okay,where did i go wrong? i mean my math results are just MEDIOCRE.sometimes i barely pass.but i kinda like physics tho..and it involves a lot of logical thinking, so..maybe that's why.
i am good at planning and managing. ->i have to agree i LOVE to make plans.it includes specific range of time too.like dentist 1200-1300 then shopping for this 1300-1345.and i stick to it exactly as it says.i get lost so easily when i don't plan before i do something.
my body kinetics are good too,which means i should excel in sports and dance. ->this is so wrong..i have poor hand eye coordination.LOL.even so,i want to learn to dance.envy those kpop artistes.. but for the part that says i am good at making artworks -> i have to agree. i just love making stuffs out of pieces of stuffs*what am i saying?*
and i use my right brain slightly more than my left one..so it's a good sign.i'm on the right way to my fashion career.but then the results say that i am more suited for psychology and religious leader stuffs*imagine me,being a NUN -__-;;* .okay. i'm quite interested in psychology too.now i'm lost between 2 choices.
but i also got talent in music.ah,now i regret not going to have piano lessons or whatsoever..i'm like LATE.i should've taken that test years ago.then learn music and now be a music PRODIGY.LOL. but at least now i know.still can start mah*this is so singlish*


that's all for now,i guess......


next time i'll talk about -> FANDOM*again*
and maybe this 

credit : http://ukewolf-mellz.deviantart.com

the KYUNG-JJONG-KEY love triangle.LOL *i'm such a crazy Shawol.*

and FYI that's not gay,it's called BROMANCE

hey,back again~~
i'm going to do another picspam today.hha.
i really got nothing to say lately~actually i have a few,but it's not suitable for public 'appreciation'..hhaha.no way i'm digging another hole for myself to jump in..now i prefer to write in my notebook with a pen.i'm like Harriet the Spy~~but if i had to choose between being a spy and having friends,i'd choose having friends..i don't like being a spy*tho i like to stalk. ;D*


i took these pics last Sat..when i went to Ocarina with my fam~~
it was such a HOT day i tot i was going to melt.LOL

but the sky was sooooo beautiful at sunset that day,so it was kinda worth the afternoon heat~of course i had ice cream~but i finished it in a hurry coz it was melting so quickly thus not having a pic..and there was sooooo many people there,maybe 1/3 of batam went there~*exaggerating,AGAIN*but it was so full of people and so full of trash,the only thing that's not full are the trashcans.*OH THE IRONY* the beach is literally covered with trash..gosh how dirtier can those people be?


and then,

a picture of me by a classmate of mine, whose name is Dwiki,for his art assignment..*do i really look like THAT^?yes?no?*
yes,i might as well give u guys a pic for comparison.hha.it was took today~and yes i got leopard-print-rabbit-ears~i bought them with mah girlfriend,jcy~~
ah..tell me what u think of that pic...personally,i like the shading of my hair~~~it's beautifully done..but i'm quite unhappy by the fact that in the pic my face look soooo ROUND!but my opinion is not so important~i'm not the one scoring it.mwuhaha~


uhm..i guess that's it then..
annyeong~~

i don't know how to start this post..so i just put this pic~~gyaaah.abs abs.my 2PM bias~

aa.*nosbliidss*

credit: http://fuckyeah2pm.tumblr.com

aaw~~so cute~

okay.enough of the pics..

so.last night i was watching the TV and like the typical me,i change channels a lot..and i landed on FashionTV when it was showing top brands.
it was the Roberto Cavalli Fall 2010 collection,which is now ready-to-wear.*but i'll never have the money-to-buy.*o*
the collection is filled with animal prints,fur, and a little bit sheer..all in quite monotone colours..i myself is quite a fan of leopard print,so i kinda like the collection.

i love the shoes~~~

i love flowy dresses..plus i like this colour~~

i love the outerwear's structure and shape~~the shoes are great too..*i'm a shoe addict*
pics credit: http://www.style.com


more pics..*gosh i really got nothing to talk about*

i want to be nichkhun in this pic~lol.this type bromance is why kpop boybands are thought as gay.but i love bromance!!!this is the side effect of j-rock bands' fanservice~~and also heechul's fanservice~he kissed sooo many guys that G.O. tot he liked man.lol.karma,it's karma!

who's the hottest Cabi??i'd pick Channie~~minus that bag of his~it looks weird.hha.
Khunnie's face is only for angel smile..not for poses like that..on the other hand Channie looks weird if he smiles..i love his smirk~~

seeee..proof^

khunnie looks waaay better with that smile and channie looks better with that straight face~~~

more bromance~~

key and 2AM's jinwoon~what did they see?

is that yoogeun?why is he looking away from the camera?

ohgosh this post will be all about abs i guess~~~sorry guys~*i think girls won't really make a big fuss over the overloadness of abs.at least i know i won't.hha*


these are for the guys then.lol

oh look at those pretty legs~loving the shoes too~~


aah.that's all for this post.i didn't write much,sorry~just a lot of picspam~myungmyung~~
annyeong~

thousands of sorry~mianhae!

gosh.i'm soooooo sorry!

sorry for not posting for sooo long~i'm really sorry..

i won't blame u guys*and girls* for thinking that i'm irresponsible for leaving u guys for so long.

a lot have happened in such short time,i've not have enough time to process everything thus being absent for that long.i'm really sorry.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME!

sorrysorrysorrysorry naega naega have been gone for too long*sing in SJ's sorry,sorry tune* this song is actually so useful.ㅋㅋㅋ

uhm so..what has happened all the time i have been gone..?

i don't know where to start either.am soooo lost.

=>school has been giving heaps of probs to my life without any solutions.

=>friends has been nice but 'something' has recently bothered my head again.and again and again.i don't know how to look at that person indifferently.he threw away the trust i tried to give him back.now i know that he's not that worth of my valuable trust.thank God for the revelation.

=>love life,only one word.FAIL!

=>economically,also a big fat FAIL!gosh i spent too much money on clothes at one go.especially now my weekends are sooooo full with activities that need my moneeeyy!

that's also one of my reason for not blogging for that long.weekends are full!my online time has been cut so drastically,now i only got time to tweet from my phone..and it's because i come home early since it's the fasting month.i will really have no time after my school time returns to norm..aah..stressed out!

enough of that stressful talk..i want to change the topic.

i just love MACROS!they're damn funny!

credit: http://leesoda.deviantart.com

okay.i also want your hair back,Key..but u're the one who wanted shave it~~i'm still not liking it much tho i'm getting used to it already.

credit: http://sheika-gamergirl.deviantart.com

credit: http://tozicy.deviantart.com

credit: http://sheika-gamergirl.deviantart.com

Joon's face is so funny~~ROTFL

credit: http://youroxasmysoxas.deviantart.com

to get this one u gotta be a Shawol and ELF first..teehee~

love both EunHae and JjongKey~hha.

okay.i guess that's all.i needa catch some sleep~~

but one last thing..

WHERE ARE MY 400++ SONGS??DAMMIT.how could it be gone~~~neo eodiya??

aa..what to do?sleep~

okay then.annyeong!안녕~

p.s i'll prolly be back soon cos it's THE HOLIDAAAAYYYSS*again*

first week of school [boring]

hey guys~and girls~*i'm not a sexist*
sorry for not posting for so long~~it has been like forever and ever since i had the time and determination to post.okay,i have a lot of time actually,it's just that i'm having a hard time adjusting to the new class,i've got no mood to post anything.

talking about the new class,yes,i am now a year 12 student.*am so not going to cheer,there's nothing happy about it*maybe the only thing happy is that i'll be out from that hellhole in a year's time.*cheers&claps*
so..this is the last year of high school,i should really enjoy it.yet there's a lot of stuff that is making it hard for me to enjoy it.
firstly,it's the school that i hate.
there's nothing attracting me to the school.i no longer feel attached to it.apparently,i even pity those new students.i want to leave~~
second,my form teacher is so obnoxious,even the other teachers and students can't stand him,let alone me.i so can't handle obnoxious people well.how am i going to survive a year under his 'care'[?] wish me luck,kay?i really need luck this year!!!
third,it's the school again..ah,what to do?eoddeokhe?na jinja micheosoyo~~


the first week of school is spent doing nothing but nothing.i keep finding ways to get out from the class coz i can't stand staying in class doing nothing.
and it's the new students orientation,so i went out to watch them get bullied by seniors.it was quite fun seeing them doing all the ridiculous requests from the seniors.
pics,i'm so lazy to upload u guys.
my internet is...[speechless].can't upload a thing,even after i re sized them into tiny pics.
ckckck,it's testing my patience.not a good thing to do.


besides all those stuff happening at school,i got nothing else to say.
my mood is not in the best condition.but i must thank my dear Shery for accompanying me for these few days or i would've died out of boredom.love ya girl~~


that's all.annyeong~*omo,the post is so short*

there's no one like you [Super Junior's No Other MV review]

okay,so i downloaded Super Junior's new MV,No Other.

i really liked the concept..very sweet and romantic~

the story is about the boys doing sweet stuffs for their girl.

like the clothes too.but was kinda shocked seeing the red pants on LeeDaTeuk's legs.i thought it would be on Heechul's.hha.

Heechul in the MV is..[speechless] hha.i kinda liked him that way.not wild,but quietly writing a love letter in a corner of the library.hha.i loved the new BLOND!he looks like an angel,even though he is a devil by heart.hahhaha.

loving Siwon's wide smile at the beginning of the vid.he always looks so good~

i'll just tell u what the members did one by one.

1.Siwon was walking with his girl and her shoelaces got undone.Siwon immediately kneels down to tie her shoelaces and gave her an awkward yet super sweet smile.
2.Ryeowook was washing a car,which i think belongs to the girl she likes,cause he was checking if someone saw him doing that.sweet.
3.Donghae was at the sports hall podium,practicing with a rose that he's going to give to his girl.
4.Kyuhyun was sticking a bunch of pictures to form a heart shape,a gigantic one on a glass panel.it's so beautiful and artistic,i bet the someone spent a lot of time making it~thumbs up for that person.
5.Heechul was hiding in a corner of the library,holding a paper and pen,writing a love letter.he looks so serious in the MV,i wish he was like that in real life.hhahaha.love his specs! i loved the way he looked when he was giving the letter to the screen[his girl].so child-like.
6.Eunhyuk was recording himself dancing in a hall.ah,the abs~totally didn't fit the MV's concept,but still nosbliding after looking at them.hahhaha
7.Sungmin was plugging his keyboard and playing it while singing to the song.okay,i love sweet serenades like that.my type of romantic~
8.Shindong was piecing a puzzle of a heart.so hardworking.puzzles are hard nuts to crack.
9.Yesung was the most prepared one..he got a bunch of balloons and kids to help him.at the end,he tied a ring on a balloon and handed it to his girl.super extravagant yet dreamy~hhaha.
10.Leeteuk was taking pictures of all the hearts he found all over the place,including kyuhyun's,heechul's and shindong's and showing all of it to his girl.


i believe the whole MV is shot at a high class college or something.hha.it's very classy.really really nice.glass everywhere.
and the simple background where they did their dance was nice too.made the members clothes stand out.i loved what they are wearing a lot~nice stylist they got.hha
i wonder who the lucky girl in the MV is.so LUCKY~
i want to be her.green with envy.

so i guess that's all.
annyeong

finally,a real holiday.

annyeong!
so,last Sunday,i went to have a real holiday of my own..to Lagoi,Bintan.
out of Batam.*cries tears of joy*
and..i got pics!*finally*hhaha.this is like the first time i got complete pics for my post.hhaha.

so.went to Tj.Uban with a speedboat.that's my mum in front of me..
it was a quick ride..about 30 mins maybe.not paying attention to the time,but we arrived quite quickly.

this is the pier..so those people in front of me are friends of my parents and their kids..and a grandma..my grandma didn't go because she is feeling quite unwell.anyway,i'm the only 17 there.no one in the same age group.i was so bored~

this is the front of the pier.very small and there're not much people..pay attention to the helmets the bikers are using..it's all in the same colour.cute~

so much luggage..it's a 3-day trip but the amount of the luggage is like for a 1-week trip.hhaha.

we went to the Laguna resort by bus..i sat at the last row seat.my fave place.hhaha.

the resort's lobby.that's someone else's grandma by the way..and the girl in white,is my lil sis.

so..when we all got there,we were asked to wait for 2 hours to be able to check into the villa.so we walked to the beach to wait.i read my Inkspell while waiting.gosh,so much time wasted.

finally got into the villa after waiting for almost 3 hours.gosh,so indonesian.never on time~
so this is the place i stayed for 3 days.nice~i really love the place.the front yard was so wide~~

and there's a swimming pool in the backyard.my lil bro and sis ended up swimming there everyday of our stay.

durians.one of my uncle brought them for us to eat..yum~but i ate just a little.not really liking durian too much.
went to the beach at 5 p.m. it's just the right time..not too hot,just nice.loved the weather.but i got no pics coz electronics are sensitive to saltwater,or so i was told.
i don't want to risk killing my child-phone just for a few pics,so i left it at the villa.hha.an overprotective motherly-owner.

had a BBQ party that night.it was so yummy~i always love BBQs.hha.reminds me of someone.*again*
that was a very long night and i spent it on free theraphy session by watching...

TOHOSHINKI/TVXQ!!!!
i didn't even like them that much,but since that's the only nice thing on TV,i was sorta forced to watch it.hhaha.but it was quite nice after i watched it for half an hour.it was on NHK,so all the songs are in japanese.it's like a chart showing the most voted songs of TVXQ,so the whole show is about them.i really like XiahJunsu.love the voice and the face..i used to like Jaejoong's face a lot,but moved to Xiah recently.hha.
that night i slept at 1 a.m..woke up in a bad shape the next day.my eyes can barely open when i was asked to go to the lobby's restaurant to eat breakfast..

so this is my breakfast..it lacks..COLOUR.i'm such an art freak,even food needs to be colourful.hhaha.i love that brand's butter~it smells so nice on hot toast!
i met a quite good looking japanese guy by the way.his lil sis is so pretty as well,fashionable i must say.i loved her sandals!very cute~

i sat on the lobby for a while after breakfast.notice the roof.it's so nice.
so the first half of my day was spent in front of the tv.i watched the M-Wave on arirang.
and again i went to the beach and pool to swim.again no pics.hha.sorry.i was guessing u guys wouldn't want to see me in my swimming suit anyway.hahahha.
BBQed again that night.i love the chicken wings,the squid,the prawns and the corn!yum~
drools at the thought.

last day there,woke up at 9.so late~was supposed to check out at 12.so i didn't go out to the beach nor pool.just spent time packing my bags..but still got time to take pics of the view from the balcony..

i like how the sky looks in both pics..

these are the fishes in the lobby..the orange one,was humongous.i took a pic of it because some time ago Xander took a pic of a fish too,and i think it's so cute,i want to have one myself..hhaha.yes,i know that i'm weird.hha

went back the same way i went there..and a bonus pic~~~

my lil cousin,Thierry,who looks like some kind of baddie in the movies.still very cute~

so that's the end of the 3-day trip to Lagoi.hha

short~

annyeong

ah.i can't sleep...
even though my body is already half asleep,my head is spinning hard.

why? i don't even want to remind myself.*jeez,being melodramatic all the sudden early in the morning.*

okay,i shall remind myself for the sake of my readers*who i think don't really want to know,whatever*
so..okay,the 'forget him' project..uhm,not so good until today..
i got another bigger thing stuck in my head to replace it.so i totally forgot him no.1.
the thing is this thing stuck in my head right now,is hurting my head quite a lot..
okay,i'm fine with him no.2 not trusting me,misunderstanding or not,i have never really been on the same page with that person.but it still sucks.
because he is going to ditch the sinking ship without telling the other crews.okay,i'll help the whole deck say 'ouch,thanks for not telling.'

i'll just leave him no.2 alone then.it's probably none of my business that he's going to ditch our sinking ship to another ship that will probably give him more chance to survive the seven seas.*okay,this is just a weird analogy i'm using.ship,crew,deck,land-ho*

so,Kangin went to army already..on July 5th.

uhm,it's sad to see him leave,but i think it's somehow the best for him right now.i mean,he'll be a brand new person after he's done serving the country.i'll miss his chubby cheeks though.

so i watched the vid of him leaving on Youtube.okay,i cried.*i'm such a crybaby when i face those kind of stuffs.people parting,saying goodbye.*

i even cried when i first heard Kangin's voice in SJ's new song 'A Short Journey' and i don't even know the meaning of the song.just a few words in english,like goodbye.

i'm being too attached to those people who i'm not even close to.not very healthy.but it's still so sad..i wonder how i'll cope if i had to leave my friends..

but i found something that lifted up my mood a bit.
it's a band called Royal Pirates.it makes rock version covers of K-Pop songs.i really loved it.
they kinda reminded me how i used to love bands that actually play real music instruments.hha.and actually,i still love them.i still think that guys that play guitars and pianos are charming.hha.actually,drummers are charming too.they all have their own charms.
so,this Royal Pirates,is soooooo~~~ cool!
they did covers on SorrySorry, Mirotic and Again&Again+I Hate You
i love the Again&Again+I Hate You cover a lot.mostly because i'm loving 2PM now.hhaha.
bias bias..but do i like all of those i mentioned.

pic credit:sweet-khunnie.deviantart.com

so,the one in the blue is Wooyoung,and the one in the white tee is Chansung.
Chansung is the maknae of 2PM.maknae means the youngest,but Chansung looks older*or i should say,MATURE.old is a very sensitive word*than he should be.he's 20 this year,but Wooyoung look as if he's younger.hhaha


uhm.i think that's all for now.
i need some sleep~~my body is shutting down..
annyeong.

bored.[pause]ah.[period]

again and again and again and again..
i'm so addicted to that song~
addicted to jaebeom's part.too bad he left. :(
okay,i'm addicted to all 2PM's songs..hha.*yea,i told u before*

so..yes my holidays will be filled with 2PM..and other good looking guys..
this holiday will be the perfect time to forget someone~~
*cries*not even sure i want to forget him..but i think i must...it's not healthy.
i need something to do..jcy has got herself a part time job.i want one..but not as a waitress,i dread those kind of occasions.lotsa people~~aaah*hides in a corner*

i'm so wasting my time..and since i'm doing so..i made this

the pic is...a bit distorted from the original image.dunno why..ah.i'm a technophobe.how would i know
okay so i made this head band out of..

a piece of cloth..
actually i really like it..i'm thinking of making more..anyone who has got strips of cloth at home,can try making it yourself~~it's easy.it's like tying shoelaces only with thicker material and it's on your head.and apparently stiff fabrics work better.the bow looks more sturdy..
i'm so proud of myself.hhaha.*readers: hey,get a life,Jane.*thanks,i'll get one in the market tomorrow.
so apparently i need to learn how to sew clothes to be able to enroll into a fashion design school.so i am going to chuck my piano dream and learn how to sew instead..*oh my,i'm reminding myself of him by doing so.this is going to get harder.*


and also,for those who didn't know what i gave my dear friend,Nanda, for her birthday..
this is it..

i made a binder-cover..
so i got the black and pink flannel from Elvina..a million thanks to her.love her.
the red one is mine.left from an art project from the past..ancient flannel.hhaha
so i sew the whole thing myself.and glued the hearts on top.i love it too..
there was a moment when i didn't want to give it to Nanda,i just wanted to keep it for myself.hhaha.it's my child,my fruit of labour.*i'm so exaggerating.hha*

okay,side post side post.*warning,skip this if u have something better to do*

so..there was something quite epic that happened.it's not near home or near anyone of u.so chill.

it's about siblings kissing..

so i'm all out for siblings loving each other a lot..but.if you're a woman on your twenties.and your lil bro is 19,you might want to think twice before kissing him on the lips on national tv..

and it happened to MBLAQ's Mir..i don't really know how to react to that piece of news..personally,if it's a kiss on the cheek,i'd be all out for it.i'll be like:sure i'm fine with that..but on the lips.uhm.no comment

anyway,Go EunAh[Mir's sis] is quite an eye candy..and i know she's really close with her lil bro..

so,i'm asking your opinion..is it ok to kiss your sibling on the lips?

ah..it's always raining these days..
i sure hope it doesn't rain when i go to the beach..i need some sunshine~~turning into a photosensitive half vampire here..
i need blood~~~ and i need to watch Eclipse.hhaha
okay,pathetic me.i mean,can't go out in this weather, and no Eclipse in BCS..have to go to either NH or MM.which is hard to get by foot..not impossible,but hard~
anyone who wants to save me by picking me up and buy me a ticket to go to the movies?
anyone? *silence..* okay,no one..


so..that's all for now..
annyeong~~~