BORED...

hii...
i'm so bored right now.it's presentation class at school.although i'm sitting right in front of a computer with internet.i dunno what to do....
i'm so bored...and LAZY...
the topic for the presentation is general issues.i personally dunno what topic to choose.it's so..so general.hha.liek there's a mountain of topics to choose from.


anywaaaayyy.SHINee is coming to Singapore this Friday.
omo.i so want to go....
but i don't think i have the time to go.must bake cookies.
TTATT
am going to discuss about it with my dearest lil' sis, IEW.
she's also a SHINee fan.*ok.liek i still dunno what SHINee call their fans. :P
all i know is that i'm an ELF*SJ, a primadonna*FT Island and also MBLAQ fan.*ok,i also dunno what MBLAQ call their fans with.i suck hard.
anyway,SHINee's going to have a signing session and drama-concert.
but i don't even have Y.O.U cd.i downloaded all the song for FREE.hhahahah*cheapskate.
i wonder if they would sign on my SS501's cd.hha.*will be bitten by all the noonas there.


weird notion of the day : i really like to watch TEUKIE cry..yes,i'm weird.so what
i like to see guys cry.coz guys seldom cry and i like to see unusual things a lott.


by the way, i was chatting with a *guy* friend of mine last night.
so i asked him a few questions out of my curiosity.
i asked him about his opinion about Korean boybands and dramas.
he said he enjoyed watching the hilarious korean drama.but for the boybands,he gave a big NO.which i expected before i asked the question.hahhaha.liek no normal guys would really like korean boybands.ahhaha.at least he answered politely.
but the guys in my class.they kinda hate boybands,so they do anything and everything to despise them.i was really*and still am* irritated by their statements.
as fans of other bands how could they say things liek that.they are so hateful.if someone was to despise their fave band just liek they despised those korean boybands they would also feel hurt.but then again,i don't think they know what politeness is.

anyway.back to the topic of SHINee.
i think i can make it.but will be extremely tired after i come back from Singapore.
i hate being tired and being inside a crowd.


another weird notion of the day : art students don't like to do sports.
i think that only applies to me though.hha.i don't like to sweat alot.
but occasionally it's fine to do some sports.esp now.i need to lose some weight.
or i won't fit into my CNY clothes.which is bad news. I:


anyway.am liking HYUKJAE*EUNHYUK alot these days.
i think i was affected by the forum i read these days.one of the authors love HYUKJAE alot.hha.
the blog's link is here
but it's in Indonesian though.but there's a lot of info in there.i LOVE it a lottt.


and my blog needs a header.i so removed the 'SORRY SORRY' header.and changed my blog's name into FLOATING THOUGHTS.
i'm so indecisive.bad habit.gotta kick it out.*the phrase kinda reminded me about VAMPS' song title,I GOTTA KICK START NOW.which reminds me.this friday is HYDE's birthday.
otanjoubi omedetou.!  
*i was so going to write saengil chukha hamnida.but HYDE doesn't even speak korean.hhah.stupid me.


anyway.was browsing for pictures when i saw this

 

this is a pic of HYUKJAE in his cy.

which i think is the LOUVRE MUSEUM. did he go to PARIS?????

i still couldn't believe it.that cheapskate*pardon me.but it's the truth* is in PARIS.???!!

i so want to go to LOUVRE.did he go there by himself??without the ability to speak even ENGLISH.??
wow.he's like so cool.i worship LEE HYUKJAE right now.hahah


anyway.it's recess time already.so, bye.
see you next time.

WEIRD

hi.i'm here
....

today i went to MM to watch my school's promotion.which is quite boring.hha
anyway.justi said he didn't understand what i wrote here.
i was liek.yea,that's what i aimed for.for no one to understand my gibberish.
but i kept that in my head.so not polite to talk liek that.hha.
and the point is,don't compare my blog to jcy's.we're so liek,different.hha
btw.am feeling a bit sorry for him.his crush was liek sitting with another guy right in front of him.ok,not exactly right.it was a few tables away.
he didn't admit feeling sad.of course,he loves his 'face' alot.hha.but i guess he was crying in his room a few hours ago.hha.*sarcastic

anyway.was browsing as usual.i was so touched by the message suju said for 3jib.was in the brink of crying again.as usual.again and again and again and again.*now it sounds liek 2PM's song,'Again&Again'.hha
i was most touched by what KYUHYUN said.oh i love that guy.hha.
you can read it here.it was so touching.unless you're not an ELF.you won't understand.the title of the posting was 'only an ELF would understand'.so right.i agree.if you're not an ELF,u might think that we are stupid.but,if u love something or someone,even the little things they do will stirr your emotions.

then.i saw one pic that made me squeel in horror.it was a pic of Alice Nine's SAGA.i almost fell from my chair the moment i saw the things on his teeth.BRACES.yes,BRACES.the thing u put on your teeth to straighten it.i wore those a few years ago.now my teeth are pretty.hha
but.looking at SAGA using it.omo.i was liek,shocked.

look at it!omo.i couldn't believe it.anyway,he looks a bit fatter since the last time i saw him.which was a few months ago.his face became roundish.i used to think that he is the most malnourished member of Alice Nine.hha.now i think otherwise.hha

but he's still my favourite member of A9.i so love him.hha.*but he looks like a nerd.how could he be smexhy when he looks like a nerd.*kyaa.i used to love him because he's smexhy.now he's nerdy.just like me.hha.

I WANT MY SAGA BACK..... 

i look forward to the day he removes his braces.i always think that his teeth was a disaster.hha.at least he felt my thought that i sent a few years ago.hha.

weird notion of the day : i want my hair back.i want to have long hair.i want to tie my hair into a bun,which is now literally impossible with the current length of my hair.

i really like TEUKIE's current hair.curly just liek HYUKJAE's.nice.*so random

haven't been posting any entries lately.

i think i am getting lazier and lazier.

was reading jcy's blog before starting to write this entry.comparing the things we wrote.
she mostly wrote about school and other activities while i wrote about stupidness of the mind, things and people that i adore*sometimes haters too* and of course my daydreams and fantasies.hha.

that's why i named my blog ALTER EGO.because it is a part of my mind and heart that i show only to some close people.

anyway..because i'm showing my inner heart felt words here.might as well write something only i know.*or maybe even something i think i know.

since junior high*or some people say puberty* i've been thinking about what type of guys are right for me.criterias...sometimes my heart disagrees with my mind about those criterias.those stuff my heart likes,my mind hates.then again,they say love is the matter of the heart.but my mind just love to meddle into the problems of the heart.hha.

for instance,my heart wants a guy in my life,but my mind tells me it's not the right time,it's a waste of time,no one's good enough.quite a dillemma,right.?when i'm normal,my mind dominates me.but when i'm not normal,my heart dominates.i'm so afraid that my heart will get out of control one day.but then again,let's just let nature takes it course.let's just kiss and make up,heart and mind should work together.hha

btw,i am loving MBLAQ right now.hha.i started late.they debuted on Oct.2009.i've just started to love then on the beginning of this month.hha
i guess it's time to forget the heartbreaks SJ has given me.now everything that has something to do with SJ makes my tears escape from it's duct.i hate the teary me.
but now i have MBLAQ with me.i'm so pleased.*i'm even listening to the song rite now*hha

MBLAQ = Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality

they are from J.Tune and RAIN is their producer.*yes.RAIN,BI,rainism.he's the guy

their first album is Just BLAQ.

1.Oh Yeah

2.G.O.O.D Luv

3.My Dream

i love all the songs.hha.also loves the MV

members:

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

SeungHo – Leader, VocalName: Yang Seung Ho
Birth: 16.10.1987, Seoul
Body: 176 cm / 60kg
Education: Se Jong University Film Arts, Temporary leave
Specialties: Gymnastics, dancing, piano, card tricks
Interests: Music appreciation, Early Adopter

Charm: Strong leadership*i still think EETEUK is the best leader.hha.**bias.mian,seungho

mm.first impression was not too good.i was not liking him a lot.but then after a few looks,i kinda like him too.hha

horoscope is Libra.that's why i kinda like him in the end.codes match

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

G.O – Main Vocal

Name: Jung Byung Hee

Birth: 06.11.1987, Chang Won

Body: 177cm / 64kg

Education: International Digital University – Leisure Sports, Attending
Specialties: Singing, dancing
Interests: Cooking*wow.i love guys that cooks.extremely charming.hha
Charm: Soft voice and charming facial hair*hha.quite a strange charm,facial hair.

mm.first immpression was 'cool guy with specs'

and he looks like my audiovisual teacher.only fairer skin and smaller eyes.hha.same hairstyle,same facial hair.hha.

horoscope is Scorpio.codes match as well.

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

Joon - Vocal, Dance

Name: Lee Joon

Birth: 07.02.1988, Seoul
Body: 180cm, 63kg
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University, attending
Specialties: Modern dancing, ballet, acting*ballet.nice
Interests: Exercising
Advertisement: Nivea, 6to5 S/S Pictorial*6to5 is J.Tune's clothing line.
first impression was.nice smile.i still think that he looks like someone,i just can't remember who...
horoscope is Aquarius.codes don't match.that's why even though i agree he's ultra good looking and his smile can melt any girl,i dont really like him

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

CheonDung – Dance, Rap

Name: Park Sang Hyun
Birth: 07.10.1990
Body: 181cm / 56kg
Education: PPCHA
Specialties: Dancing, rapping, singing, English, Tagalog*he used to live in the Philipines
Interests: Music appreciation, composing and writing lyrics*i sure hope he could help me write a song or two.i suck at writing lyrics.
first impression was on OH YEAH's MV.was like 'wow,tall guy,nice shirt.'
he's 2ne1 Sandara's lil bro.got music genes running in the family blood.hha.
CHEONDUNG is my current fave member and heart-throb.hha
horoscope is Libra.codes match.no further explanation needed.

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

Mir – Rap

Name: Bang Cheol Yong
Birth: 10.03.1991, Jang Seong
Body: 178cm / 60kg
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University – Faculty of Information and Communication Technology,Attending
Specialties: Singing, dancing
Interests: Practicing gags (jokes)*mood maker,i guess.
Charm: Handsome and a husky voice
first impression was 'hey.is that FT's HONGKI??what's he doing in here???'.he looks a lot like HONGKI.also same personality.the mood-maker type.hha.
but after a few looks,he also looks like SS501's JUNGMIN.wow.alot of lookalikes.hha
horoscope is Pisces.*just like me and HONGKI.*codes match.no explanation needed.hha


besides from MBLAQ.i'm addicted to a K-Drama.i feel like an ajumma already.hha
the title is Family Honor
that drama is really nice.makes me cry almost everytime.the dialogs are so touching.the OST is also really nice.it's actually the OST's that are making me cry.hha
i am downloading them rite now.hha.
this is a picture of the cast.

i think this entry is quite long already.hha.

so i shall just continue with my downloading activity then.

bye... p.s. i'm happy tonight.hha.

a late entry..

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this was supposed to be an entry on 23:13 Jan 09th.
but because of some problems with the internet so i wrote it in microsoft word first,then copy it here.hha

school is startingggg

i'm quite excited to be going back to school
it can help me forget all the incidents that happened before.
but i'm now thinking which jane shall i bring to school.
the happy and smiley jane.or the gloomy quiet jane.
dillemmaaaa.
kind of an unimportant one though.hha.
should bring both and not show both at school.
and show a moody jane to school.and make everyone moody just like meeee.
*hyper mode :ON.

credit:photobucket.com

^ i always love to see pics of eunhyuk crying.makes me feel that he's just like me.
a person who can shed tears.hha.
he's a CRYBABY.but i love him anyway.!!!
he makes me happy... :DDDD

it's 0:42 right now.
i'm crying right now.
my tears have been falling since a few days ago.
i know it may sound stupid and crazy but i'm crying for someone that don't even know me.
i'm crying for SJ.
since a few days ago,i would cry if i see a picture,watch a video or listen to SJ.
even thinking about SJ makes me want to cry.
so many problems....2009 ended with a big burden for SJ.
oppas..hwaiting.u know all the ELFs will support SJ.
just stay 13.
kangin oppa.hwaiting.i hope your problem can be solved so that u can come back to SJ.i miss your smile a lot.
kibum oppa.where are u? u never show up lately.u know that ELFs miss u a lot.please come back.
and lastly hangeng ge...u are the one who caused these tears to flow.
as an ELF i plead u not to leave SJ even if u leave SM.
as myself i will respect u in whatever desicion u make.just don't do something that u will regret.

i guess all the other SJ members are stressed out by this problem too.
so lastly.to all my oppas in SJ.i wish u all the best.HWAITING.!!!!!
saranghae.