haven't been posting any entries lately.

i think i am getting lazier and lazier.

was reading jcy's blog before starting to write this entry.comparing the things we wrote.
she mostly wrote about school and other activities while i wrote about stupidness of the mind, things and people that i adore*sometimes haters too* and of course my daydreams and fantasies.hha.

that's why i named my blog ALTER EGO.because it is a part of my mind and heart that i show only to some close people.

anyway..because i'm showing my inner heart felt words here.might as well write something only i know.*or maybe even something i think i know.

since junior high*or some people say puberty* i've been thinking about what type of guys are right for me.criterias...sometimes my heart disagrees with my mind about those criterias.those stuff my heart likes,my mind hates.then again,they say love is the matter of the heart.but my mind just love to meddle into the problems of the heart.hha.

for instance,my heart wants a guy in my life,but my mind tells me it's not the right time,it's a waste of time,no one's good enough.quite a dillemma,right.?when i'm normal,my mind dominates me.but when i'm not normal,my heart dominates.i'm so afraid that my heart will get out of control one day.but then again,let's just let nature takes it course.let's just kiss and make up,heart and mind should work together.hha

btw,i am loving MBLAQ right now.hha.i started late.they debuted on Oct.2009.i've just started to love then on the beginning of this month.hha
i guess it's time to forget the heartbreaks SJ has given me.now everything that has something to do with SJ makes my tears escape from it's duct.i hate the teary me.
but now i have MBLAQ with me.i'm so pleased.*i'm even listening to the song rite now*hha

MBLAQ = Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality

they are from J.Tune and RAIN is their producer.*yes.RAIN,BI,rainism.he's the guy

their first album is Just BLAQ.

1.Oh Yeah

2.G.O.O.D Luv

3.My Dream

i love all the songs.hha.also loves the MV

members:

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

SeungHo – Leader, VocalName: Yang Seung Ho
Birth: 16.10.1987, Seoul
Body: 176 cm / 60kg
Education: Se Jong University Film Arts, Temporary leave
Specialties: Gymnastics, dancing, piano, card tricks
Interests: Music appreciation, Early Adopter

Charm: Strong leadership*i still think EETEUK is the best leader.hha.**bias.mian,seungho

mm.first impression was not too good.i was not liking him a lot.but then after a few looks,i kinda like him too.hha

horoscope is Libra.that's why i kinda like him in the end.codes match

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

G.O – Main Vocal

Name: Jung Byung Hee

Birth: 06.11.1987, Chang Won

Body: 177cm / 64kg

Education: International Digital University – Leisure Sports, Attending
Specialties: Singing, dancing
Interests: Cooking*wow.i love guys that cooks.extremely charming.hha
Charm: Soft voice and charming facial hair*hha.quite a strange charm,facial hair.

mm.first immpression was 'cool guy with specs'

and he looks like my audiovisual teacher.only fairer skin and smaller eyes.hha.same hairstyle,same facial hair.hha.

horoscope is Scorpio.codes match as well.

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

Joon - Vocal, Dance

Name: Lee Joon

Birth: 07.02.1988, Seoul
Body: 180cm, 63kg
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University, attending
Specialties: Modern dancing, ballet, acting*ballet.nice
Interests: Exercising
Advertisement: Nivea, 6to5 S/S Pictorial*6to5 is J.Tune's clothing line.
first impression was.nice smile.i still think that he looks like someone,i just can't remember who...
horoscope is Aquarius.codes don't match.that's why even though i agree he's ultra good looking and his smile can melt any girl,i dont really like him

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

CheonDung – Dance, Rap

Name: Park Sang Hyun
Birth: 07.10.1990
Body: 181cm / 56kg
Education: PPCHA
Specialties: Dancing, rapping, singing, English, Tagalog*he used to live in the Philipines
Interests: Music appreciation, composing and writing lyrics*i sure hope he could help me write a song or two.i suck at writing lyrics.
first impression was on OH YEAH's MV.was like 'wow,tall guy,nice shirt.'
he's 2ne1 Sandara's lil bro.got music genes running in the family blood.hha.
CHEONDUNG is my current fave member and heart-throb.hha
horoscope is Libra.codes match.no further explanation needed.

credits.Sidred_kcalb @ photobucket.com & yonhap news

Mir – Rap

Name: Bang Cheol Yong
Birth: 10.03.1991, Jang Seong
Body: 178cm / 60kg
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University – Faculty of Information and Communication Technology,Attending
Specialties: Singing, dancing
Interests: Practicing gags (jokes)*mood maker,i guess.
Charm: Handsome and a husky voice
first impression was 'hey.is that FT's HONGKI??what's he doing in here???'.he looks a lot like HONGKI.also same personality.the mood-maker type.hha.
but after a few looks,he also looks like SS501's JUNGMIN.wow.alot of lookalikes.hha
horoscope is Pisces.*just like me and HONGKI.*codes match.no explanation needed.hha


besides from MBLAQ.i'm addicted to a K-Drama.i feel like an ajumma already.hha
the title is Family Honor
that drama is really nice.makes me cry almost everytime.the dialogs are so touching.the OST is also really nice.it's actually the OST's that are making me cry.hha
i am downloading them rite now.hha.
this is a picture of the cast.

i think this entry is quite long already.hha.

so i shall just continue with my downloading activity then.

bye... p.s. i'm happy tonight.hha.