ah.i can't sleep...
even though my body is already half asleep,my head is spinning hard.

why? i don't even want to remind myself.*jeez,being melodramatic all the sudden early in the morning.*

okay,i shall remind myself for the sake of my readers*who i think don't really want to know,whatever*
so..okay,the 'forget him' project..uhm,not so good until today..
i got another bigger thing stuck in my head to replace it.so i totally forgot him no.1.
the thing is this thing stuck in my head right now,is hurting my head quite a lot..
okay,i'm fine with him no.2 not trusting me,misunderstanding or not,i have never really been on the same page with that person.but it still sucks.
because he is going to ditch the sinking ship without telling the other crews.okay,i'll help the whole deck say 'ouch,thanks for not telling.'

i'll just leave him no.2 alone then.it's probably none of my business that he's going to ditch our sinking ship to another ship that will probably give him more chance to survive the seven seas.*okay,this is just a weird analogy i'm using.ship,crew,deck,land-ho*

so,Kangin went to army already..on July 5th.

uhm,it's sad to see him leave,but i think it's somehow the best for him right now.i mean,he'll be a brand new person after he's done serving the country.i'll miss his chubby cheeks though.

so i watched the vid of him leaving on Youtube.okay,i cried.*i'm such a crybaby when i face those kind of stuffs.people parting,saying goodbye.*

i even cried when i first heard Kangin's voice in SJ's new song 'A Short Journey' and i don't even know the meaning of the song.just a few words in english,like goodbye.

i'm being too attached to those people who i'm not even close to.not very healthy.but it's still so sad..i wonder how i'll cope if i had to leave my friends..

but i found something that lifted up my mood a bit.
it's a band called Royal Pirates.it makes rock version covers of K-Pop songs.i really loved it.
they kinda reminded me how i used to love bands that actually play real music instruments.hha.and actually,i still love them.i still think that guys that play guitars and pianos are charming.hha.actually,drummers are charming too.they all have their own charms.
so,this Royal Pirates,is soooooo~~~ cool!
they did covers on SorrySorry, Mirotic and Again&Again+I Hate You
i love the Again&Again+I Hate You cover a lot.mostly because i'm loving 2PM now.hhaha.
bias bias..but do i like all of those i mentioned.

pic credit:sweet-khunnie.deviantart.com

so,the one in the blue is Wooyoung,and the one in the white tee is Chansung.
Chansung is the maknae of 2PM.maknae means the youngest,but Chansung looks older*or i should say,MATURE.old is a very sensitive word*than he should be.he's 20 this year,but Wooyoung look as if he's younger.hhaha


uhm.i think that's all for now.
i need some sleep~~my body is shutting down..
annyeong.