250 Q&As because YOLO lol

hi i'm back with 50 more questions just becos YOLO lol

and becos i need to get exo out of my head so excuse me~

they went to disneyland. they fucking went to disneyland i want to go toooo~ i want to hug kris too! he was wearing the pants he wore last night tho hahaha.

1. If your BEST FRIEND was a cannibal, would you stop talking to them?

err.. i guess not..unless s/he tried to eat me then maybe i'd be a bit freaked out

2. Do you recycle?

yes i do try to recycle every now and then haha

3. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?

hmm.. i don't know.. maybe no?

4. Have you ever had a taco for breakfast?

nope i never ate a taco before

5. Orange juice or apple sauce?

orange juice

6. Do you use lamps?

eh? ofcourse i do..whaddya think, i use candles? i'd probably burn the whole apt complex down

7. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

yes..sadly yes.

8. Do you watch makeup tutorials on the internet?

yes i do they are my guilty pleasure haha!

9. Were you a myspace camwhore?!

what?what is myspace? lol no i don't have a myspace acc

10. When is the last time you had an easter egg hunt?!

never~ i don't celebrate easter haha

11. Have you ever set anything on fire?

yes i almost set someone's house on fire.. lol no but i did almost set my high school on fire 

12. Who was your favorite president EVER?

my fave president ever? probably indonesia's first president. i heard that he was waaaay cool. i love cool people lol. now i just sound dumb

13. Can you swim?

yes i love swimming it's the only sports i enjoy.

14. Do you have money?

yep

15. What is your favorite thing to do on a saturday afternoon when it's raining and you have a cannonball?

probably shoot a canon to my neighbor's place and then go singing in the rain[?]

16. Do you like crispy foods?

yes i like krispy lays if you know what i mean lol. so much exo puns i don't even

17. Have you ever killed a person?

err.... i don't think it's gonna do me any good to answer this question so.. :D

18. Have you ever tried to kill a person and failed?

probably yes.

19. Do you use napkins?

not as much as i'm supposed to..

20. What is your favorite horror story?

hmm.. the ones that my friends tell me when we gather around in groups at school..esp those about the ghosts at school. i love!

21. WHAT is your favorite topping?

on what? pizza? icecream? i can't possibly say pepperoni on an icecream yes?

22. What did you dream about last night?

err..i don't remember..but i dreamt of kris the other night.damn it was a sad dream 

23. Have you ever slept in public?

yes who never slept in public? srsly.. are you even a human?

24. Do you play with action figures?

err..yes. hahaha

25. Have you ever watched speed racer?!

you mean the movie with rain in it? nope. 

26. What is the worst thing you ever ate?

worst thing? idk.. i don't eat stupid things or things that makes me look stupid

27. Do you talk to nerds?

yes i talk to myself alot thankyou

28. Have you ever vandalized?!

excuse me~ what do you mean by vandalized am i an object or place?

29. Have you ever wanted to kill a person FOR REAL?!

not really probably just wanting to rip that person's face out but not killing him. :)

30. Do you say any of the following words: "adorbs" "tots" "for realzies"

nope. but i say "spazz" "fuck" "bitch" and "omg" a lot and don't forget "thank you" 

31. Magic carpet?

er..what's the question?

32. Do you hate your neighbors?

i only hate the ones who live upstairs they always try to give me a heart attack every now and then lol

33. What is your favorite candy flavor?

mint?

34. Have you ever made a person cry?

yes i believe so

35. Zebra sauce?

what??? i don't eat zebras..

36. Have you ever made up a word?

err..idk.. no.

37. When you get angry at a person, do you tell them their biggest flaws?

nope i just keep quiet.. okay that's a lie.. yes i did that once or twice i guess.when i'm reaaaally annoyed. keke

38. What is your favorite kind of sandwich?

the sandwich that the small canteen in TzuChi University sell!!! omg i miss that a lot! it's the yummiest sandwich i've ever eaten omg

39. What is your favorite holiday, fake or real?

december holidays i guess... idk any school holiday is my fave haha

40. Have you ever eaten meow mix?

no. i've never been /that/ hungry lol

41. Do you like your hair?

yes i love my hair i love everything about myself okay

42. What would you do if someone told you to get a hair cut?

i would ask them why and ask them to show me some hairstyles that they think is best for me.

43. What is the worst pick up line anyone seriously said to you?

err...konnichiwa[?] lol yes someone fucking spoke japanese to me thinking that i'm a japanese well hello not all asians are japanese thank you very much

44. Do you like cheese puffs?

nope

45. Do you believe that cheese makes food better?

no.. cheese don't make sushi nor icecream better

46. Have you ever talked to a vegan before

probably yes..how would i know

47. Ghost busters?

i'm not one. but i love watching the cartoon!!!

48. Do you enjoy walking around naked?

err..nope my bathroom is not that big

49. Have you ever told someone to get a job?

no i told them to enjoy their college life lol

50. Do you eat ramen noodles because you're lazy?

yes i do that all the time who doesn't?

let's do another 50 since i'm reaaaally bored... you don't even need to read this unless you decided that you are as bored as i am lol

Where were you 3 hours ago? 

in my apt all alone spazzing with my bebe

Who are you in love with? 

exo-m's kris lol it's not even love it's infatuation lmao

Have you ever eaten a crayon? 

nope

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? 

my shoebox lid

When is the last time you went to the mall?

two months ago? idk sad life is sad i need malls!! davis need malls!

Are you wearing socks right now? 

nope i only wear socks when i'm gonna wear my sneakers

Does your family have a car worth over $2,000? 

i guess so..my dad is a car fanatic lol

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? 

nope sad life is sad lol i had my finals in the last few days lol

Are you hot? 

actually the weather today is very nice lol

What was the last thing you had to drink? 

blueberry greentea


What are you wearing right now? 

my f21 top

Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? 
i wash my own car..but i don't have my car with me right now it's back at home in somebody else's garage

Last food that you ate? 

sushi!

Where were you last week at this time?

probably on the couch reading my art history notes?

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

nope i havent been shopping for a long long time!

When is the last time you ran? 

i don't remember......... 

What’s the last sporting event you watched?

inner tube water polo.. cos my friends were playing lol

What is your favorite animal?jellyfishes, snakes, butterflies, cats, dogs 

Your dream vacation? 

hmm.... greece? idk haha some place in europe maybe

Last person’s house you were in? 

hmm... i don't remember.. idk.hahahha

Worst injury you’ve ever had? 

when i almost fell from the stairs..ended up scraping my shin on the staircase.damn it was bad!

Do you miss anyone right now? 

i miss SHINee a lot.. and a bunch of my highschool friends 

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? 

nope~don't even have one. lol

What are you listening to right now?

Dalmatian's new song~ E.R

What were you doing at 12AM last night?

trying to stay awake.having the biggest battle of whether i should watch a horror movie or sleep lol

Who is the biggest gossiper you know? 

hmm...one of my friend i guess... and probably me. cos i got into trouble once even when all i said was the fact, and i didn't even put names on the story. sensitive people be sensitive. i am still holding that grudge mind you ;p

Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

yes that's what ladies do lol. 

What does your last text message say? 

"훗" and i'm not kidding you i rly sent that to my bebe.it's my cowboy who retrieves my msg from the limbo. lol

Do you like hot sauce? 

yes i love hot sauce lol

Last time you took a shower? 

idk i don't remember lol. okay no i took a shower yesterday lol

Do you need to do laundry? 

just did it yesterday yay! after almost 1 month of not doing laundry lol.

What is your heritage? 

hmm.. chinese i guess.. 

Are you someone’s best friend?

err.. i guess so..unless the other party doesn't think so..which will probably make me cry a river. 

Are you rich? 

nope. i don't even know how to earn money by myself.. you can say that i have nothing without my parents

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? 

never~bcos i drive real safe. i'm a nice kid okay

Do you collect anything? 

yes i collect other people's tears and put it in bottles lol no. i'm too lazy to find stuff to make a collection.. 

Do you have a tan? 

yes i do... california sun is giving me all this tan that i don't want.. i still don't get why americans like getting tanned srsly.

Are you due sometime this year? 

err...due for what?

Where is your best friend? 
i'm guessing she's showering cos she isn't replying my text lol

How is your best friend(s)?

nicest beings i could ever have in the planet.. 

Last play you saw? 

hmm...last year?a play by the kiddos i met in taiwan lol

What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

i don't know.. i don't think so cos i'm obviously still single.. if i have that secret weapon wouldn't you think that at least i have someone who's chasing me?

What are your plans for tonight? 

keeping my brain away from exo.. and just waste my time cos it's summer break!

Who is the last person you sent a Facebook/Twitter message or comment? 
a friend who's having a birthday! happy birthday michael i bet you don't even know that i have a blog lol

Next trip you are going to take? 

i want to go to LA honestly idk if i'm going to be able to make it tho ><

Ever go to camp? 

nope.. i wish i did.. 

Were you an honor roll student in school?

nope i'm not smart enough sadly ;__;

What do you want to know about the future? 

who my future partner is..? hahaha i'm so obsessed about this suddenly i don't even know why~~

 Have you been in love? 

this question is srsly so flawed in grammar lmao~ is the question "are you in love?" or "have you ever been in love?" but either way i guess the answer would be no. haha~

When was the last time you drove out of town? 

never~ i haven't got my license here.. and it's impossible to drive out of town back in my home town cos it's a freaking small island how am i supposed to drive on water? lol

okay i'll just dedicate today to random Q&As okay~ i'm really really bored right now and i just want to answer random questions just say yes pls :D
so here's another 50! yayay i'm the only one who's excited i know i don't care what you think

1. What is your best friends name?

i don't want to put names here cos it's gonna be awkward if i forgot a name lol

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?

haha! pink lol

3. What are you listening to right now?

infinite's "With..." first time listening to it~

4. Whats your favorite number?

10,14,13 idk hahahha 

5. What was the last thing you ate?

sushi!

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?

turquoise.. a color that sadly i could never spell properly lmao.

7. How is the weather right now?

warm and dry.. i hate the dry part it makes the skin on my face angry.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

hm..idk Judy[?]

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

his butt. lol no. his face. it's either eyes or smile first haha

10. Do you have a significant other?

idk..what do you imply by significant other?

11. Favorite TV show?

my old school cartoons i love! haha

12. Siblings?

2 sisters and 1 brother plus a bunch of sisters i claimed from random mothers lmao.

13. Height?

idk..haven't measured for a long time but i guess it's around 170-172 max

14. Hair color?

black but i'm thinking of dyeing it red idk why

15. Eye Color?

black/really dark brown idk

16. Do you wear contacts?

yes i do~ 

17. Favorite Holiday?

end of term school holidays yay! haha  

18. Month?

march? idk hahaha 

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?

yes. and no.. idk sometimes i just remember random stuff and cry. haha

20. What was the last movie you watched?

the avengers~ iron man is my fave!!! i don't get why girls like thor. haha

21. Favorite Day of the Year?

err..dec 31st? hahahha idk

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

yes sadly. i wish i had more balls lol. but i guess as a female species i won't really have use for balls lol

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?

no

24. Hugs or Kisses?

hugs cos i never had a legit kiss before.. but i had the awesomest hug ever! i still miss it from time to time haha

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate!

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?

do they even care? lol

27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you?

my bebes and all my friends idk haha who dare ignore my texts

28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you?

random people who i don't know haha

29. What books are you reading?

none sadly i have to say my brain is a bit malnourished at the moment

30. Piercings?

yes on both ears

31. Favorite movies?

sherlock holmes..POTC.. hannibal lecter series.. idk random tim burton ones. haha.

32. Favorite football Team?

i don't watch football nor american football

33. What are you doing right now?

answering lists and lists of questions just becos i feel like doing so lol

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

butter i guess.. idk haha

37. Dogs or cats?

can't i have both? i like dogs' personality and cats' appearance~

38. Favorite flower?

erm.. i never know names of flowers >< 

39. Been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to do?

nope i always make sure i don't get caught lol

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?

i suppose so.. but then again i don't know what they think of me..

41. Have you ever loved someone?

i love my family and friends but if you're implying to love as in a relationship then probably no. only like but not love.

42. Who would you like to see right now?

my SHINee kids and exo babies

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?

yes only 1 or 2 tho.. the others idk where they went okay

44. Have you ever fired a gun?

nope

45. Do you like to travel by plane?

not rly especially ones that's longer than 2 hours.. my poor long legs suffered a lot!!

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?

i'm right handed.

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?

one, err.2... well 3 if you count the bolster as a body pillow ide

48. Are you missing someone?

yesyesyes

49. Do you have a tattoo?

nope. 

50. Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?

hmm idk haha. 

and hello i still have another 50 if you don't mind haha! i'm going crazy already omg. please don't stop me or i'll bite your arm..haha

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?  hmm..i'd say 10. cos i'm mentally stuck in that age. forever childish. 
2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?  never trying. cos i know i'd miss a lot of stuff if i didn't try. even if i hated the result after i tried, i can say at least i tried haha
3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?  i don't know. maybe because humans are not as smart as they think they are? idk we're just too afraid at times. 
4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done? i'm having a hard time understanding this question.dammit my english is so bad. but maybe yes i would probably talk about something more than what i did about it. 
5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?prejudice.
6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?  hmm..volunteer work! i guess when you're willing to do something you'd feel happy at work don't you?
7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing? hmm..i don't really know.. i guess i'm still looking for something to believe in.
8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently? i wouldn't have spent so much time at school i guess haha~ do more things that i enjoy and travel everywhere i can~ haha
9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?  not really much i guess.. but my parents are not the strict nor control freak type so basically i get to choose what i want to do or where i want to go most of the time haha
10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?  doing the right things i guess.. but then again i'm starting to question what is "right" and what is "wrong"..
11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire.  They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend.  The criticism is distasteful and unjustified.  What do you do?  i don't know.. i'd probably never see them in the way i did before and probably be too disappointed to be able to see them in the face again.. 
12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be? only one? probably tell the child to love everyone equally. idk. at least that's what i hope everyone could do. 
13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?  i guess i'd say yes. cos that person would mean too much for me..
14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?  yes. haha what's sanity? do people even need that lol
15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?  well i know that my taste for things is kinda different than most people. what i find interesting sometimes freak people out.can't a girl just like something she like? 
16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?  because everyone like different things. what would happen to the world if the same thing make everyone happy. wouldn't it be scary?haha
17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do?  What’s holding you back? honestly right now i just want to tell someone how i admire them.. or just tell someone what i think of them in the most honest way possible. what's holding me back? i guess it's myself..i have issues with confidence. 
18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?  yes. yes yes yes. 
19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?  i don't really know.but right now i'm just in the mood for a relaxing place yet i would also love to have a shopping spree and just go to a mall filled with people~ haha
20. Do you push the elevator button more than once?  Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?  no. but sometimes i press the crossing button twice just to be sure lolol
21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?  joyful simpleton haha! yes now i realize that i know too much about this world and that i just couldn't find a solution for it. i end up feeling torn every second just trying to make sense of this world.i honestly wish i knew less so that i won't be in this mess i'm in right now.
22. Why are you, you?  haha. idk. why are you,you? 
23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?  i guess so haha or at least i hope so. i mean i try my best to listen to my friends troubles and ask them about their conditions from time to time. but i can't help it if people don't think it's enough /shrugs/
24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?  losing touch i guess.. i'm already miles and miles away from my good friends i cannot bear losing touch with anyone right now.
25. What are you most grateful for?  the people i've known and met in my life. thank you for making my life unique haha!
26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?  this is hard haha. but i guess lose old ones.. cos i believe i'm gonna make better memories in the future :)
27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?  i have to say no. if you never challenged it how would you know whether it's the truth?
28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?  idk. yes and no?
29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset?  Does it really matter now?  yes. now? idk... not really i guess? haha
30. What is your happiest childhood memory?  What makes it so special?   it's kinda sad but i don't remember... i guess i had a lot that made me happy that i couldn't think of a special one right now haha
31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?  when i went to a concert last year. i guess i felt most alive at that moment..haha my dream came true
32. If not now, then when?  hmm.. idk. when i finally find someone i love so much that i would not want to live without that person? haha
33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?  i'm a bit lost with this Q..sorry my brain is in a state of sleep right now :(
34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?  no.. and yes? haha idk. i guess yes. hahaha. it was with that person too i had my first legit hug! ;p
35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?  i don't know.. honestly i don't know. that is one thing that i'm having trouble understanding too.. if those religions are like what the believers say they are, then why? 
36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?  nope. i will say hands down NO. really..can anyone actually answer you what is "good"? what is "bad"? what is "evil"? if there's someone who could tell me what it is, i would like to meet that person just to hear what they have to say about it.
37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?  probably, if i hated my job haha. but if i love what i was doing at the moment i'd probably continue my job~ haha
38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?  more work that i enjoy i guess~ at times i wish i was just busy with things i love doing!haha 
39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?  yes.. i've wasted so many days of my life i dont even haha
40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?  i don't think i've ever done that before.. unless coming to america is considered doing so.then yes. i'm the type that has to make sure that i have every back up plan i can possibly have before i do something. haha
41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?  my family and friends
42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?  hmm.. i don't think so.. being famous is not my idea of a great life haha~
43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?  being alive is just sustaining your life and keeping it from ending. truly living is spending every second of your life doing things that you like and enjoy and having no regrets whatsoever.
44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?  when you finally find that thing that can make you happy just by thinking about it and when you finally do it, you don't want it to stop..
45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?  because people are just afraid of things that they don't know. ignorance is the source of fear i guess..
46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?  i would speak my mind every single time instead of saying things i think people would want to hear. and probably spend less time thinking of what to wear or what i should do with my appearance haha
47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?  some time today haha i don't know hahahha
48. What do you love?  Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?  i love spending time with people i love.. yes i've just spent the whole afternoon skype-ing with my friend who's miles away from here.haha
49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday?  What about the day before that?  Or the day before that?  i guess not. haha
50. Decisions are being made right now.  The question is:  Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you? i honestly think till this moment, all the decisions i made are still reflected from other people's expectation...sad but true ><

someone stop me..i'm going to answer 50 more before i pass out~ i have to wake up early tomorrow haha~ i love questions..it's like i'm discovering more and more about myself lol

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

hmm.i think it's judy..but it's not holding hands..it's linking arms.does that count?haha

2. Are you loud, outgoing or shy?

i'm introverted so i'm shy with people i'm not close with..but when i'm with my buddies i'm crazy lol

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

my friends!! who are like miles and miles away from me! can't wait to get back to indo at the end of the year!

4. Are you easy to get along with?

i don't know.. i think i am but then i guess most people will think that i'm too quiet.. so i don't know hahahah

5. Have you ever given up on someone but then gone back to him or her?

i don't think so haha~ 

6. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

i don't know. if i like that person but that person don't like me back do you think he would even care if i were drunk? haha

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship in two months from now?

nope. unless i meet someone reaaally interesting in my psych class then maybe ;p

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Kris WuFan.that bitch faced sex god. i cannot get him out of my mind.he's the reason i'm doing this Q&A drill right now goddamit

9. Does talk about sex make you uncomfortable?

hmm.. not really unless i'm uncomfortable with the person talking about it to begin with.then it'd only make things more awkward that it was

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my bebe and my mom maybe. idk either one

11. What does your last text say?

my last text says, and i quote : " yesyes~ omg bebe aku hri ini ud jwab 300 random questions yg aku nemu d tumblr lmao~ it's crazy!!" yes it is

12. How do you feel about abortion?

i used to think that it's a cruel thing to do but then when i thought about those people who ended up keeping the baby yet had no wish to keep it in the first place, would it have been better for both the mother and the baby? i don't think so. but still i'd prefer that those people who didn't want to get pregnant in the first place to take better precautions and do the drill before deciding to have sex. go get birth control pls. it would be less of a hassle,believe me.

13. Do you like crowds of big people?

hmm.. depends on the crowd.if it was like a crowd of messed up people then no. but if it's just a crowd of people i like then yes! i love crowds like those haha~

14. Do you believe in luck or miracles?

luck? yes yes~ miracles..idk i'm still skeptical cos i never experienced it before haha~it's kinda overrated i think lol.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

it's not summer yet~ but if you ask me what good thing happened last summer, A LOT happened last summer which i would love to do again this summer lol

16. Would you like to kiss the last person you kissed?

errr... i never had a legit kiss before the last people i kissed are my parents so.. umm. okay haha. wait till i get my first kiss okay~ and i'm 19 just so you know lol

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

idk. but who knows haha~

18. Do you still talk about your first crush?

er no. why would i?

19. Do you like bubble baths?

i never had one before but yes i would love to have one lol

20. Do you like your neighbors?

err..not rly.esp the ones living upstairs they give me heart attacks from time to time... so no.

21. What are your bad habits?

procrastinating hands down haha! 

22. Where would you like to travel?

some country in asia lol. i just miss asia right now. then maybe somewhere in europe or africa i don't know everywhere is interesting! haha

23. Do you have trust issues?

yes.. issues issues~ it's hard for me to trust people... does that count as an issue?

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

texting my bebe lol

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

i guess my abdomen lol i'm just insecure about my body fat idk man~ what do u expect from a girl who was told that if she wants to buy clothes she should at least lose some weight first. goddammit those words.. how i wish i could forget them i still hate that bitch honestly.i should've wrote her name and phone number down so that i can call her every now and then to tell her how much i wish she would get hit by a truck :) 

26. What do you do when you wake up?

stretch a bit, reach for my phone, check time check texts check twitter and laze in bed for 5 more mins before going to the bathroom lol

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

lighter. it's an asian thing lol

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

my bebes and family members. my bebes are the only ones beside my family members where i can walk around make up less and in pajamas. 

29. Have any Ex’s told you they regret breaking up with you?

i don't have any exes thank you haha

30. Do you ever want to get married?

yes i do haha~ 

31. Is you hair long enough to put in a ponytail?

yes this is my longest hair in like 6 years i'm so happy lol

32. Which celebrities would you be interested in having a threesome with?

threesome? hmm... this is hard..hahahah probably kris and tao right now. idk. hahahha thanks for making me imagine it lol

33. Try and spell your name with your chin…

jkan d.... ahahhahah close enough lol my name is jane btw if you don't know damn you if you read my blog and you don't know my name! lol

34. Do you play sports?

no.. i don't play swimming. lol

35. Would you rather live without TV or Music?

hands down tv. i cannot live without music i would lose my sanity in just a few minutes without music

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yes. so fucking many times i don't even. i could slap myself lol

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

i don't say anything i just giggle to make things more awkward lol

38. Do you think age matters in a relationship?

i don't know. okay yes it matters. haha

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

what kind of stores? if clothes okay i must say f21 cos it's the only one in davis that i can shop in lmao. but then i love going to beauty products stores such as etude house back in singapore damn i love etude house!

40. What do you want to do after high school?

i'm done with high school already lol now i'm in community college~ i'm starting to doubt whether this is what i want to do lol

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes second chances yes

42. If your being extremely quiet, what does it usually mean?

that either means you are boring as fuck, i don't get what you're talking about or i just hate you to the point that i don't even know what to say

43. Do you smile at strangers?

not much it's awkward okay haha

44. Trip to outerspace or the bottom of the ocean?

bottom of ocean~! haha i love aquatic animas okay

45. Biggest turn on’s and turn off’s?

hmm.. turn ons? bright smiles lol no srsly,and bodies which has good musculature..esp bodies like exo-m's tao's.. srsly go google him up!!! his body is just omg... those arms and thighs and butt omg! 

turn offs honestly is smoking. idk i just think that smoking is the most un-sexy thing anyone can do. i would personally hate to kiss a guy who smells like cigarette all over..ugh

46. What are you paranoid about?

what people think about me. it's just my worst trait lol i just cannot stop thinking about it!!!

47. What was the meanest thing anyone ever said to you?

"if you want to buy clothes you should at least lose some weight first" srsly that bitch..is that something you're supposed to say to a customer and plus i was only 12 at the max at that time would it kill you to shut that trap of yours? i still hate her btw just so you know how much it hurt me. it's like what at least 6 years ago. now i just hate my body thank you

48. The nicest thing?

i don't know.. i guess i just never believed that the compliments i get were heartfelt. that's how insecure i am~ 

49. Have you done anything recently you hope no one finds out about?

i don't know.. i don't think so..haha

50. What language do you want to learn?

hmm.. i would like to master korean honestly cos now i only know a bit...i hate knowing only 'a bit' of something haha~ and then probably learn some random european language idk haha~ cos i already know how to speak english,indo and mandarin so yes a european language pls and thankyou lol

so i guess that's all i don't even know how many questions i answered today..haha

250? haha okay i guess that's enough for all of you right lol~

annyeong☀

random Q&A session

hi i'm back again.. 
oh god i'm going crazy over exo right now. they are in fucking disneyland right now.. oh god. whyyyyyyy~ i can only imagine chanyeol being hyper every. fucking. second. hahahaha. i can die. omg. breathe jane, breathe.
okay. so to stop me from going crazy and hyperventilate like a dork i shall do this random Q&A i found on tumblr.. i haven't read all the questions yet so..i don't rly know what kind of questions will be in the list keke. so~ chulbal~~~



1: What eye color do you find sexiest?
sexy eye color?hmm..i find dark eyes sexy..but if you ask pretty i'm gonna say brighter color ones haha~
2: White, milk, or dark chocolate mocha?
err.. i don't rly drink much coffee and stuff but probably milk chocolate mocha
3: If you could get a Sharpie tattoo on your back, what would it be?
hmm..probably a butterfly? or maybe a pair of wings idk i love hyde's tattoo too much haha
4: Did you grow up in a small or big town? Did you like it?
small town in a small island. yes i actually do. it's real convenient it takes a few mins to get everywhere haha.
5: Your favorite adult as a child? (and not your parents, if they were your favorite)
hmm...probably one of my teachers haha i don't rly know
6: What kind of smoothie sounds really good right now?
mixed berry sounds good now haha
7: Most embarrassing moment from your elementary school years?
i don't rly remember.. you know..selective memory lol 
8: Most embarrassing moment from your middle school years?
probably bitching about someone who's just standing a few feet away from me.. oops
9: Most embarrassing moment from your high school years?
i don't remember..it's too long ago lmao. okay no. maybe falling flat somewhere or saying embarrassing stuff*which i still do btw*
10: Pirates or ninjas? Why?
pirates becos i love johnny depp. haha
11: Have you ever climbed a tree more than twenty feet off the ground?
nope i don't climb trees..i'm usually worried whether the tree can handle my weight lmao.i worry too much
12: Did you like swinging as a child? Do you still get excited when you see a swing set?
yessss. and yesssss omg i would totally love to have a swing somewhere here
13: If you could have any pet in the world, illegal or not, what would you get?
hmm.. i would love a snake.. aren't they the loveliest thing in this world haha
14: What's your most favorite part of your body?
 probably my butt..lol no it's my eyes haha
15: What's your most favorite part of your personality?
my personality? do i even have a personality lol. okay maybe the part where i go crazy when i'm alone lol
16: Madonna or Lady Gaga? Neither? Both? Who cares?
xia junsu anyone? he's more fabulous than both in his latest Tarantallegra MV.go check him out okay.
17: Have you ever watched the Superbowl all the way through?
never watched superbowl in my life before. not much of a sport fan rly.
18: Have you ever watched any major sporting event drunk?
i don't really watch major sports events and i never got drunk before haha
19: What's the most delicious food you've ever eaten in your life?
most delicious? it's so hard to choose! i love all kinds of food haha
20: Margarine or butter? Which did you grow up with?
i did not grow up with both but i make cookies with butter lol
21: Whole, skim, 1%, or 2% milk? (Did you know they make 1 1/2% milk?)
i don't even... haha why would someone make 1 1/2% does it make any difference? i drink low fat milk btw
22: Which continents have you been on?
asia and america. i so want to go to europe and africa!
23: Do you get motion sickness? Any horror stories?
hmm i suppose not.. horror stories? never been in any horror moments before so i don't rly have any stories to share.but i love to listen to horror stories tho. 
24: Backpacks or satchels?
backpacks. you can put everything in it
25: Would you wear a rainbow jacket? A neon yellow sweater? Checkered pants?
yes.no.yes
26: What was your favorite cartoon growing up?
hmm..a lot! hey arnold, arthur, and a cartoon about a vampire called mona..i forgot lemme google it.oh yes mona the vampire and then the rugrats and a bunch of klasky csupo cartoons omg i love them!
27: If you had to have a cow or a pig, which would you take? Why?
pig bcos yolo. lol no. no yolo i live in a county called yolo do you know how it annoys me. err why?bcos cows are too big lol.
28: If you had to look at one city skyline for the rest of your life, which would it be?
city skyline? hmm.. this is hard cos i haven't really seen any skylines live before.. :( 
29: Longest plane ride you've ever been on?
longest plane ride? my flight from singapore to SF.. damn hurt my legs haha
30: The latest you've ever slept?
not sleeping at all? 5am in the morn? 6 am.. idk.
31: Would you buy a sweater covered in kitten pictures? Would you wear it if someone gave it you for free?
nope. well depends who gave it to me... i would wear it just to make a person happy. yes i'm that kind of a person.
32: Do you pick at scabs?
yes i do. i wish someone invented something that can make me stop doing it. i don't want to have scars!
33: Favorite kind of bean? Kidney? Black? Pinto?
red bean and green bean! dessert!!
34: How far can you throw a baseball?
not very far..? but at least further than jessica*if you know what i mean..lol*
35: If you had to move to another country, where would you move?
i would love to try living in a european country for a change haha.
36: Have you ever eaten Ethiopian food? Vietnamese? Korean? Nepalese? How was it?
nope yes yes nope. vietnamese and korean food are okay. typical asian food haha
37: Small, liberal arts school or public university? Why?
public maybe..idk. never been to a liberal arts school before but i think it would be way cool~~
38: A relationship with love or one with sex?
love.hands down. haha. i guess bcos you don't have to be in a relationship to get sex lol.
39: Do you eat enough vegetables?
not rly. i wish i eaten more haha
40: Do you like horror movies? How about thrillers?
i'm forever in a love-hate relationships with these kinds of movies. i need someone to watch it together with me haha. i'll just nanrina if i watch it alone
41: Would you scratch a crotch itch in public?
nope. i'll probably run to a toilet lmao. 
42: Do you swear in front of your parents?
nope i only swear in front of my laptop. mostly bcos i see pics of perfection that makes me wanna cuss. haha baby laptop it's not u i'm cussing at tho.i love you
43: Coolest thing you've ever been for Halloween?
nothing. i've never celebrated halloween before.. i lived in indo for 18 years and indo don't celebrate halloween okay
44: If you could change your natural hair color, would you? To what?
i don't think so.. i love it love it but i would like to dye my hair red like tiffany's current hair love it love it.
45: Do you want to get married? Have kids?
yes yes. 
46: Do you use a reusable water bottle? If not, you should.
yes! and yes you should!! i should make my roommates use it.i hate seeing them buy bottled water all the time can i rip their faces lol. the amount of plastic bottles is incredible i think my mom would get a heart attack
47: City or nature person?
nature.
48: Have you ever used something other than "makeup" as makeup? (Like paint? Markers?)
not rly.. but maybe i did when i was small..like 10--
49: Can you walk well in high heels? Even if you're a guy?
yes i can but probably look like a horse lol.
50: Post 5 awesome things about yourself. BRAG AWAY!
-i'm a very caring person
-i'm rly sensitive to other ppl's feelings, be my friend and you don't have to worry about not having someone that don't understand you
-i can make you fall in love with any kpop group i want you to fall in love with.lol ain't that awesome lolol 
-i can pick up a language very quickly as long as you teach me properly lol took me 4 years being a kpop fangirl to learn how to read korean without much thought lol that's waaaay long but whatever now i understand simple korean convos
-i can do well in everything as long as i'm willing to.. i don't usually fuck things up unless i want to. yes ppl.if i fucked something up for you in the past, i probably did it on purpose. sowweeey~ okay i'm not even sorry i'm just a bitch. lol




so that's all.. ohmygod i stil cannot with exo they are having so much fun in disneyland lmao. plus jjongkey is wearing couple shoes i cannot. omg. all my SMfamily feels. LA.. omg whyyy... i probably need to find more random Q&As so that i can survive this weekend.goddammit SM. i need SMTOWN SF next time lol.


annyeong☀

babbling nonstop~

hi! 我回來了！好久不見 lolol 
今天超想用中文寫博客的～ 所以不會讀中文的寶貝們，對不起啦 哈哈哈
hmmm 那該說什麼好呢？


暑假到了！我終於考完finals了～ 天啊，這兩個星期超痛苦的！一直不停的寫paper，還要讀很多materials。art history害到我快要瘋掉了。幸好我的paper還可以拿到37／50。不然我一定會抓狂！！！
好啦，因為讀我博客的人大多數都不會讀中文，我就用英文寫吧～


yes i just feel like writing in mandarin for a bit earlier.. but still i put a lot of english words in it lol. i still fail at mandarin..i should practice more!!!or maybe go back to taiwan next summer keke~


so..what i wrote in mandarin earlier is basically just reporting my current condition.. i'm officially done with my spring term!yay for me!!! finals week was sooo bad i was so stressed out i almost just lost it.. art history was the worst for me! beside that ridiculous paper, the finals almost just made me give up on studying!!! but i survived!! yesssss~~ i felt so happy on the last day of finals i just didn't care anymore haha.
it was kinda sad that the spring term has ended just like this tho.. mostly bcos i won't meet any of my classmates anymore next term..only if i'm extreeeemely lucky. that means i won't be able to meet that jae anymore..which is a good thing i guess..i won't have to worry about someone spitting in front of me anymore lmao~ but i'm gonna miss that face of his.. the only thing about him that i like haha.
plus i probably won't meet that khj guy anymore..dayum~ last day of finals he was the one who drove the bus to my campus i was mad happy i stared at him like a creeper. no regrets! even if i creeped him out, i would totally regret it if i didn't stare at him. cos who knows when i'm gonna meet him again~ it's not like we even know each other or anything lolol.


i'm a bit /depressed/ right now. cos my babies and kids are here in LA and i'm nowhere near socal right now~ dammit i feel like flying to LA right nowwww~ i want to see my exo babies and SHINee kids~
and talking about my baby SHINee, they are going to be 4 years old in a few days!!! i so need to write a blogpost dedicated to their birthday!!! i can't believe it's already 4 years since i'm in kpop~!!! seeing my SHINee babies grow up so well..i feel like a proud mom lmao. plus SM family has just got themselves a new baby into the family!! 12 little babies in exo! my love for exo is so big i cannot with all of them.. i just couldn't pick a bias!!! but if you put a knife on my throat i'd choose Kris!
i would totally love to intro the whole group here but you guys can do your own research if you're interested..i don't rly want to annoy my readers anymore lolol


i'm still very convinced that exo has some kind of spell that made me fell uncontrollably for them.. they are just the cutest thing ever i really feel like they are babies! well except for kris he's just a bitch-faced duizhang who is too sexy to be seen as a baby lol.
honestly when i first saw kris, i did not like him at all.. i was surprised that a lot of people actually like him when they saw his teaser and i was just "mehh so what".. i guess i shouldn't have done that bcos now i'm just crazy about him! haha
but truly his face is not the type that i'd fall for...i'm just in a constant battle with myself..how can i fall for a face like that.. but..his body tho.. his body is no joke! that i can guarantee you.. his body is soooooo good! i mean his proportions look like he popped out of a comic book..esp the comic called "the wallflower" his proportions is just like the 4 boys in that comic!!! i just love his hands~ so big with long fingers.. the type that will keep your hands warm in winter lol. i have hand fetishes now lmao. yes kris is the leader with crazy body proportions and a bitch face that will melt you when he smiles. his smile is the craziest thing in the world you absolutely cannot spit at his smiling face!hahahhah. i tried to frown at his smile,i really did but it failed horribly lmao.
but,even tho kris has that crazy body proportions, i really like the body of another member.. it's tao, the kungfu panda who actually is just a cutiepie who's also a bag of fail~ haha. tao has the best musculature in exo! thanks to years of practicing wushu i guess.. so guys,if you want a body that girls will go crazy for, practicing wushu would be something you guys should consider in the plan. cos tao's thighs, butt, arms and abdomen is no joke. especially his thighs and butt. i will not sugarcoat this but rly i'm in love with his butt lol~ and i've always love guys' thighs since i don't know when.. i love key's thighs too it's the best thing ever ;p 
sometimes i do wonder what people think about my love for thighs and butts lmao.. sometimes i wonder whether they even know that i love thighs and butts and that sometimes when i see pics my eyes would wander to the crotch first lmao~ i guess i should try to get rid of that habit..what if i met someone and i directly stare at his crotch.. awkward.. but srsly i've done my research..guys who exercise a lot will have really nice butts~ hahahha unless you're just born butt-less..then there's basically nothing i can do hahahha. xiumin also has naise butts omg ide.
i told myself i should let these things stay in tumblr but i just can't aahhh~~someone stop me!






i must say, after liking kpop, nothing really freaks me out much anymore haha~ 
i'd totally love to share this MV which i personally love to bits after watching it for a few times

i will not deny that i was a bit put off by the teaser..but i checked the MV out anyways cos who can contain my curiosity.. first view i was thinking omg what is that!!! but then i just love it anyway hahahha~ the thing that shocked me the most is that the girl in 1:54 is junsu himself!! damn my pride as a girl is hurt so much how can a guy look that pretty! hahahha. a youtuber even commented that it beats gaga! how cool is that~!! hahaha
and talking about gaga, i heard that there's some problems regarding her concert in jakarta.. because she is, and i quote this, "inappropriate" for the public consumption and "satanic". and i'm like really?you think gaga is satanic? and so what if she's satanic..will she like convert indo fans into cult followers or something lolol. is indo really that backwards? /sigh/ why can't you just let her fans enjoy her music??? sometimes i wonder is it an indonesian trait to meddle into other people's business and just do unnecessary stuff even when you have more important things to care about. is it? or am i just stereotyping here haha~ just show gaga some indonesian love okay~ hahaha




i guess that's it for tonight..i'm too sleepy to continue.. i might start blabbering stuff that no one wants to read about..which probably means it's gonna either be reaaally boring, or it's just the ugliest truth about something or someone or myself. 


annyeong! ☀

oh my darling hey you

hello everybodyyyy~ i'm feeling hyper right now i guess i had too much tea~ never knew that tea can make me hyper. hmm~

first of all i shall do the routine apology that i do in every single post of mine.. i'm sorry for not posting for so so so so long~ please accept my apology and this cup of tea~ 

honestly i have no idea what i'm going to write about today.. as usual my post usually starts normally with me apologizing and ends up with me ranting about every single thing that displeases meeeeee~ /sigh/

well not that there's a lot of stuff that displeases me is happening now..maybe one or two but i can still handle it so let's just hope that this high tea can keep me high enough that i won't rant by the end of this beautiful post teehee

maybe i should start talking about some stuffs that's been happening to me in these few weeks? like a short update? so..last week was Davis' PICNIC DAY~ 

so.. what's a picnic day? well it's not really like what i imagined it to be so let me elaborate. it's called picnic day maybe because it started as a day when people get out for a picnic? but it evolved into something else.idk.. but in a nutshell, Davis' picnic day is a yearly event that takes place in the supposedly 'start of spring' i guess.. and what do people do there? well, the day starts with a parade, which i personally loved! whether it's the parade i love or something else about it that i loved, i'll tell you guys in a while /winkwink/ and then there were activities that takes place in the UC Davis campus..some were cool, some were okay, some were... idk..i just don't like it haha! well the whole day is really fun. but, i would personally enjoy it more if it wasn't freaking 90 degrees that day.. in fahrenheit that is.. i can only imagine myself getting slowly roasted or broiled in 90 degrees celsius..yum~ but the only thing i love about the weather that day is that it induced the guys with hot delicious bodies into thinking that it's best that they go topless.. i think i'm very lucky to not find one that's fully naked, the heat was just ugh! sidenote: it's actually not that hot if compared to indo. just meh~ but after 3 months of winter you would imagine the sudden heat to be sooo unbearable~ and i'm still deciding whether i'm supposed to be happy or sad when i got tanned, cos i honestly was starting to get a little bit too yellow for my liking.. not that it's wrong to be yellow, that's what asians are supposed to be..yellow /harharhar/ *srsly do not treat me srsly* 

well there guys also get a lot of treat for the eyes~ cos obviously the girls figured it's time to bring their sundresses out!!and maybe a couple of short shorts.. i myself wore a pair of shorts~ my pretty legs' debut in america baby! and yes in case you wondered sometimes, i was induced into thinking that unshaved legs were creepy since the first day i was here so guess what, i shaved my legs!!! i am so easily influenced but then again when you see every single girls here with smooth legs you'd feel like you're inclined to do that... trust me, i did my research.. and by research i mean staring at girls' legs every single day. i was just basically trying to spot a girl with hairy legs to tell me "jane,it's okay to not shave.." sadly i just couldn't find one.. so sad...... hahahaha but srsly, i really did that.

i must say i didn't really enjoy the day at all. i was basically walking all around campus, which is, at least personally i think, unbelievably big. my college campus seems so small compared to UCD~ dammit i should hurry and transfer to a UC lol. so it was hot as hell*pun intended* and i spent the whole day walking around under the sun.. with only hot and cute topless guys walking around as my consolation, it truly was not that great of a day. i have photos, but mostly of the parade..because of... reasons.. i wish i could elaborate but i just could not find words to explain haha. excuses~ it's because my energy was basically drained at around noon and i was already a hot piece of mess and by hot i don't mean sexy hot but literally temperature hot..damn that sun..i love you! 

i'm starting to rant here haha~

so besides of my adventure on picnic day maybe i talk about a new love visual[?] interest of mine...because truly love is not a word i should use ever so easily, what do i know about love between a man and a woman. not much i guess..haha! *someone stop me before i try to write in a corny way* 

well, he's a very interesting target i must say, cos he shifted from being a visual interest to someone i really really want to be friends with.. i noticed him first when he's driving a bus. and before anyone of you say "WHATT? you're interested in a bus driver? srsly??? jane? jane?" let me tell you something, he's a student  and before you ask how the fuck did i know that, it's because almost all the bus drivers of Davis' Unitrans are students.. it's a UCD bus company, basically creating jobs and convenience for students. nice right? i love unitrans to bits i must say~ i get to see cute guys and girls driving the bus all the time.

and back to the story~ he was driving the bus which i happen to take that night to go to a club meeting, and he reminds me a lot of Kim Hyunjoong with the same shades~

and if you happen to be living in another planet and not know what Kim Hyunjoong is.. here's a picture of him to refresh that brain of yours.. 

well i should warn you not to imagine that guy to be reeaaaallly similar to the pic above..only slightly similar with almost the same shades.. his face without the shades is..okay.i guess. well in my standard he's above average[?] that means his features are okay..his face is clean. by clean i mean, cleanly shaved and not much pimples in sight. and he's slightly tanned, with slight *i'm using the term 'slight' very loosely here* eyebags and dark circles under his eyes and his lips are slightly fleshier than Kim Hyunjoong's..which i personally don't mind, i find it really kissable lol.not that i've kissed a guy in the lips before. ;p and he's a lot more lankier than kim hyunjoong~ and his back is a bit hunched,i wish someone cld help him change that habit~~ haha

so after that first meeting i met him a few days after,on my way to class on wednesday..he was helping his friend who was driving the bus that day.the bus at that hours are notoriously crowded. so he's basically helping to speed things up by herding people into the bus.. i'm using the term herding loosely too..pls i'm not referring that we are sheep. if you know what i mean. ;p i was almost ecstatic to see him cos i just didn't expect to be able to see him again that quick.. and guess what, i met him again on picnic day! he was standing across of me in the parade. am i lucky or what..i mean, the whole campus is that big and i just happen to be standing right across of him~ fuck yeahh~~ and he was wearing a pair of mint colored pants~ i love mint! keke~ well the thing is he was with a girl that day.. dammit..but then again who knows who she is.. i was with a guy the whole day on picnic day too~ my indo classmate lol~ i was sorta responsible for him since i was the one who asked him to check picnic day out haha~ 

and so yeah,back to the main point.. so that guy which i shall refer with the term 'khj' to ease us all, was standing across of me when the parade was going on.. and of course i will not give that precious chance a miss.. i basically took a lot of pics of him.. it wasn't really intentional at first tho..he was standing across of me i couldn't help but include him in the background of my pics. and of course i took a few other close ups as well, i love my camera lol~  so that was it for picnic day~ i met him again on monday when he's playing baseball and i was on my way to the pool to watch my friends play inner tube water polo. i shall tell you inner tube water polo is so fun to watch!!!

and on wednesday, i met him again! it's the point where his position as a visual interest changed into a position as someone i'd love to have as a friend.. so i basically got his schedule figured out.wednesday at around 12.30 he'll be in the silo station where i usually transfer bus to get to my campus.. i thought i'd not be able to meet him that day cos it was 12.25 and i can't seem to spot him anywhere..then suddenly he comes running around and was practically hopping around from one bus to another just shifting the bus around like an energizer bunny! i thought it was hella cute. haha! and then something else happened. the bus that i was on wasn't moving even when it's time for it to leave the station..turns out that the bus was helping me out,letting me see him a lot longer than i was supposed to~ the bus door just won't close.. and guess who comes along hopping trying to help his fellow friend with the bus door~ /i'm so dramatic~/ but he really was skipping around the silo. omg. that was the cutest thing ever haha~ i'm so biased tho! hahahaha~ 

okay so he was helping his friend check the door, walking in and out of the bus i was in and just telling his friend to press any button..and there was this retractable ramp that usually people on wheelchair use, and maybe he thought that it's not retracted properly and thought that it was a good idea to jump up and down on it. literally like a little kid, he jumped up and down in front of the bus in front of all the passengers of the bus. i was trying so hard not to laugh out loud oh my good lord. he's such a cutie! and of course, the bus, knowing that i don't want to part ways with him that soon, still won't let the door close~ so he was running back and forth i don't even know where he went~ haha. after 3 mins that seems like a long yet short time the door finally closes.. i almost said "whaaat??" out loud~hahaha. but then he was outside the door doing a small yay and clapping like a kid cos he was just that happy that the door finally closes haha~ it wa the cutest thing ever~ omg i haven't felt that way looking at a guy for a long time..usually it's like oh wow he's so cool~he looks so good in that, his body is so good, but not he's such a cutieeee~ well with the exception of guys in kpop, which doesn't even count cos i won't even have a chance at all to know them in a personal level lol~i'm not that delusional guys~

so i just cannot i cannot... i really really want to get to know him! such a cheerful character haha~ but i keep getting the feeling like i've seen his face somewhere before tho, not because i think he looks like kim hyunjoong or anything, well in fact i decided that he shall not be compared to him.. but it's just as if i saw his face somewhere else.. hmm~ that's a mystery mystery~ hahahha 

just wish me luck guys~ even though he might already have a girlfriend, i srsly do not mind just being his friend..he's too much of a cutie pie to give a miss~ ;p

omgggg~ i cannot stop picturing him jumping up and down~ 

someone stop me before i murder someone lol~ okay i shld stop it now.. 

and finals is coming aaaah i'm so not readyyyyy TT TT

i can't believe this term is ending!! i can't wait for the end of the year to come tho..i want to go back to indoooo!!! i miss all my crazy friends back there.. i miss all the food!!! 

i miss everything i don't even know what i really miss anymore lol~ 

i guess it's enough for this post..i'm glad it didn't turn out as a rant post yay!

or my readers will have faces like this..

not another rant post!!!

so okay my job is done i shall fill you guys in again if i have anything that's not rant and interesting... 

annyeongggg~~ i shall drink more tea! :D

hi people~
yes i haven't posted anything for a long time i'm so sorry haha.
i've been kinda busy with all my assignments and stuffs and thus i got zero mood to blog cos i'll probably just rant a lot if i did haha.
so why did i decide to blog tonight? cos i'm escaping from my assignments! haha. i am so sick of making papers for my classes~ well it's basically like blogging but i have to talk about things that are not of my interest haha.


okay first of all i'll report about my condition again and all of you readers should pretend that you care.
i survived my second month here and am almost halfway in my third.. yes it's march! time flies. even when you're not having so much fun haha. i must say i have adapted a lot more to the conditions here right now. although i haven't got as much friends as i wish, but i'm surviving haha. college is okay too i guess. i didn't really get into too much trouble in the learning process, i just hope i can say so too for the midterms. >< i'm kinda worried about my art history midterms tho. so much to analyze... i still like physics better, it's more straightforward..haha. i guess i'm still a science kid after all. 


i'm kinda guessing that march is going to be the month i love most up till now because of all the k-pop stuffs that's happening. 
first of all my babies, SHINee, is going to have a comeback this month! YEAY~ after waiting for more than 1 year, they are finally releasing a korean album. it's a dream come true for all shawol.. up till today there are 3 teasers already~ minho's, taemaknae's and onew's.. honestly when minho's teaser went up i could not make myself believe that it's true,i just thought that it's a random troll on tumblr cracking a big joke on shawols.. and i have my reasons to do so. first minho's hair is... idk, not my type[?] is the most polite way to put it haha. and he's topless. well not that it's the first time i saw him topless, but idk, the concept is so different haha. then taem's came out the next day and he was topless too. i saw that pic on the bus and i was gasping for air when i saw it. i guess the person who sat next to me was kinda freaked out haha. i literally wanted to puke cos i was so excited and i could not even squeal inside the bus dammit. i failed miserably at keeping a straight face but at least i didn't make any sound. hahaha. and today when onew's came out i was screaming my face off..partly cos i was excited and mostly cos i was alone in the apartment so no one gives a fuck whether i was screaming or not,well except for my neighbors..maybe.. haha. but they talk loudly in the middle of the night so i guess i was already being quite courteous when i shouted in the afternoon. onew totally looked like a kid.he was not topless in the pic.. okay he maybe topless but he's wrapped in a blanket so it doesn't count.. shawols just went crazy today, mostly cos we all missed onew a lot cos he was missing like what jjong did before.. so when his teaser pic came out looking like he's an angel everyone just went mad hahahha.
and i just love my fandom. shawols are just a bunch of crazy delusional annoying dorks that say crazy funny and stupid stuff all the time but at the end of the day all of us just love the boys so so much.. yes i'm one of them so i'm also crazy delusional and annoying, which i guess most of you already know by now.


so in a nutshell my SHINee boys are making their comeback this month and i'm hella happy~ the end.


another thing that made me really happy is EXO's new MV..i kinda gave up as to when they will be debuting because i guess SM don't really know as well... and now that my babies are having their comeback i just don't care anymore hahaha. but i must say they are of really good quality.. SM is a company which knows how to pick people who are already the "all-in-one package" type. good looks, good vocals, knows how to dance well, maybe know how to act, do martial arts.. talk to animals. lol okay maybe not the last one~ but all of them are good at at least 2-3 things i mentioned above. EXO members are all damn hot and their voices are soooo good i cannot~ haha. my personal fave is a chinese member,yixing.. his stage name is LAY. which reminds me of my fave brand of chips which comes in seaweed flavor but then they don't have seaweed flavor here dammit. i don't know why i like him i'm just attracted to his looks cos obviously i know nothing about his personality..i only know that he's a 91 liner and i have a tendency to be biased at 91 liners.. don't ask me why it's natural attraction. haha~




and guess what readers, i finally found a friend that i can spazz about k-pop with~ i met her in a BUS. i guess i really have to thank God cos i have no other explanation haha. my wish came true. :D i'm so happy that i smiled from cheek to cheek when we found each other on the bus that day~ she's a b2uty and a shawol,blinger to be exact. and her personality just clicked with mine~ i met a fellow fan girl earlier in feb but then she's a v.i.p *bigbang's fan* and we just don't really match.. i don't know but i guess it's true that each fandom has it's own personality. shawols are down right crazy and weird and we spazz at a different level and type from v.i.ps.. i used to be a b2uty too before it got too overwhelming that i can only hold on to one fandom and i chose shawol. or maybe the fandom chose me... *pardon me for being crazy,it's midnight already* so i got along quite well with this new found friend of mine haha~ if everything goes well i might get a few more fangirl friends~ and we can all go watch a concert together yay!


~> and there's something quite interesting going on since i've been here.. so it turns out that a lot of people assume that i'm a korean.. which i'm still deciding whether it is a good thing or not, but then i'm gonna just ask people to guess where i'm from every time i introduce myself haha~ so basically up till now,most people think i'm korean, only 1-2 think i'm japanese and 1-2 that thinks i'm a chinese.. indo got 0 votes cos basically i don't look like an indonesian to them..which is true cos i'm chinese. haha. but it's still kinda fun~~~ i'm gonna see which country does most people assume i'm from by the end of this term..i should go make more friends~~~ :D






i guess that's it for tonight i'm too sleepy to continue~ if i go on and write something else it'll just become a post that makes no sense at all~
and yeah it's my birthday in a few days.. maybe i should get myself new clothes or shoes or smtg new.. i always bought something for myself each year.. and this year is gonna be my last teenage year oh noooooooo~ i can't believe i'm going to be 19 already omg. not so excited to grow older cos it means people will start to expect that i act more mature.... /sigh... 




annyeong~♥