hello readers :) 
i'm back with another post today. hehe
i'm gonna spend 2 nights alone in the apartment cos both my roommates, jen and lisa, went back to their homes.yes they live in other cities here in california.. how i envy them,i want to be able to go home every 2 weeks or so~ ><


i'm feeling a little bit ill now,i think i'm having a mild fever >< i had a headache earlier today when i was preparing lunch..ended up having lunch at 3 cos i got home kinda late >< was hoping to be able to take a nap but no,i just can't sleep no matter how long i laid on the couch~ >< quite annoyed but whatever, at least the headache is gone now~ 


and cos i'm feeling a little bored, so i'm just gonna post something i found on fb a few days ago *i think* well actually,it's not like i have nothing to do, cos i have 2 social science papers that i have to write, but i'm in no mood to write response papers! gahhh it's friday night i want to have fun haha~ *and my idea of fun is writing a blog post?!* haha.


so i got this horoscope thingy from fb.. as i have maybe mentioned before i love horoscopes.but not those that tells you what your lucky number,or how's your luck in love today is blahblahblah.. who believes in that shit anyways hahahha. the ones i love are the ones which talk about traits. or put simply it kinda describes your personality. and please remember i'm doing this for fun, it's not that i believe in it 100%.. i'm not that foolish okay~


so i got this 'article' from this page http://www.facebook.com/pages/愛情不是遊戲/111048682315693 in the album with the title "十二星座解析A___A"
full credits to the owner of that page.

"雙魚是孤獨的，從來不喜歡和別人搶東西
希望在身邊的人都是心甘情願的留下來。
人來人往中，要雙魚對一個人上心不容易
初接觸雙魚的人都被他那種不冷不熱的態度嚇走了。
但真正走進雙魚心裡的人，就會發現雙魚對人好

對於魚兒來說，世界上最重要的東西是感情
一條精神上滿足的魚，可以沒有其他東西，就已經是最幸福的人。

任何感情對於雙魚來說都是重要的
愛情很重要，但不見得會比親情更重要
在雙魚的眼中，感情是單純的，是單獨的。
魚可以原諒對方的一切，只要那個人是真心對他好的。
對魚魚來說，每個人都是特別的

雙魚座容易相信別人，容易被騙。
很在乎朋友親人又常常懶得聯繫，很宅懶得走動。
要不很沉默內斂，要嘛high起來讓人覺得很搞笑。
喜歡很開心地笑，其實很多時候不知道為什麼而開心。
要嘛很潔癖，要嘛就是環境毀滅者。
要嘛超勤快要嘛又小懶蟲一個。
吃軟不吃硬，喜歡裝堅強。

雙魚座的他們是一個很難理解的星座，因為她的性格太多元化。
他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以堅強
可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻氣

說話往往口是心非，你們永遠猜不透他們在想什麼。
不要說他們是在裝，其實這才是真正的雙魚
一個千變萬化的魚"

so yeah the whole thing is in mandarin hahaha~ okay cos i'm a nice person i will translate it for myself.cos this is obviously my horoscope*pisces* if any of you guys want me to translate another horoscope sign,tell me and i'll try to translate it if i have time keke~


雙魚是孤獨的，從來不喜歡和別人搶東西
Pisces are solitary, never fight with others to get what they want
希望在身邊的人都是心甘情願的留下來。
they will hope that the people around them are willing to stay on their own accord
人來人往中，要雙魚對一個人上心不容易
it's hard for a Pisces to set their heart on someone *i'm guessing this means it's hard for them to fall in love?*
初接觸雙魚的人都被他那種不冷不熱的態度嚇走了。
for people who interacts with a Pisces for the first time, a Pisces' withdrawn personality might scare them away.
但真正走進雙魚心裡的人，就會發現雙魚對人好
but for those people who really gets to know a Pisces, will find that a Pisces treats people nicely


對於魚兒來說，世界上最重要的東西是感情
To a Pisces, feelings*or relationships between people* is the most important thing in the world
一條精神上滿足的魚，可以沒有其他東西，就已經是最幸福的人。
a Pisces which is mentally/psychologically content can be without anything else and still be the most blessed/happy person.


任何感情對於雙魚來說都是重要的
To a Pisces, any kind relationships/feelings are important
愛情很重要，但不見得會比親情更重要
to them, love is important, but it may not be more important than kinship
在雙魚的眼中，感情是單純的，是單獨的。
in the eyes of a Pisces, relationships are simple/pure and exclusive
魚可以原諒對方的一切，只要那個人是真心對他好的。
they can forgive their partner's every faults, as long as he/she treats them sincerely
對魚魚來說，每個人都是特別的
to a Pisces, everyone is unique


雙魚座容易相信別人，容易被騙。
Pisces believes in other very easily, thus they are easy to be fooled
很在乎朋友親人又常常懶得聯繫，很宅懶得走動。
they care a lot about their closed ones but rarely keep in contact with them, they are lazy to move
要不很沉默內斂，要嘛high起來讓人覺得很搞笑。
they can either be very introverted or be very 'high' to the point that people find it really amusing/funny
喜歡很開心地笑，其實很多時候不知道為什麼而開心。
they like to laugh heartily, but actually most of the time they don't really know what made them so happy
要嘛很潔癖，要嘛就是環境毀滅者。
they can either be a cleanliness freak or be the ones who 'destroys' their environment
要嘛超勤快要嘛又小懶蟲一個。
they can be very diligent or be a lazy ass
吃軟不吃硬，喜歡裝堅強。
they like soft approaches and hate to be forced, they also like to put up a strong front


雙魚座的他們是一個很難理解的星座，因為她的性格太多元化。
Pisces is a sign which is hard to understand because their personality is too diverse
他可以幽默，可以冷漠，可以柔弱，可以堅強
they can be humorous yet cold and detached, can be delicate yet strong
可以成熟，可以天真，可以精明，可以傻氣
they can be mature yet naive, can be shrewd yet foolish


說話往往口是心非，你們永遠猜不透他們在想什麼。
they tend to not speak up their mind, you can never guess what their thoughts
不要說他們是在裝，其實這才是真正的雙魚
don't assume that they like to pretend to be something they are not, actually that is the true Pisces 
一個千變萬化的魚
a fish that is ever-changing




okay~so this is my fruit of labor lol. okay nope it's just my crappy translation hahaha. i don't know whether all of those is part of my personality, cos obviously i'm not the one to judge haha. but i can say there are a few that i agree on.. it's the part that says a pisces is withdrawn. i can't say that i realise it myself but that's what my cousin always say about me ever since i came here.
so there are times when i'd go to her place for dinner or small gathering and there will be a lot of people there and all of them would be talking about something.. then i would be there sitting and just listening to them talk.. it's not like i don't want to talk to any one of them it's just that i don't know when i should join in the conversation and if i joined in, what should i say. there are times when i feel that i'm unwanted in a conversation and i guess that fear of rejection acts up all the time. and i truly don't like it when people make a joke out of me or point out something that everyone notices but chose to keep quiet about it to avoid embarrassing me. i hate being embarrassed, cos it's gonna make me more socially awkward than i already am. maybe those type of people might assume that it's funny, but i don't really think it's funny. it makes me want to tear your mouth off. but because i don't want to make a further fool of myself i usually just smile it off. 


hahaha and before we know it this post is turning into a rant post. everytime i start writing things in my blog it almost always turns into something like this hahahah~ i think i have some serious issues about insecurities and stuff..might want to get counseling haha~






okay then
annyeong~♡