today is a very important day for me as a fangirl~ haha
as some of you readers might know, *if you've been paying attention to what you've been reading all these time*, that i'm an avid fan of K-Pop and my favorite band is SHINee~
and for those of you who just started reading my blog from this post, hi and welcome to my blog~ :) this blog is sort of like my hidden self so i don't really know what i should do with it..but if you were lucky enough to chance upon my blog do share it but don't tell my parents lol~
okay i'm starting to sway off from my topic~~ ><
so today is SHINee's 4th anniversary~ and together with that is my 4th anniversary in K-Pop as well~!!! didn't know that 4 years would pass so quickly~ so this post will be my love letter and my blessings for my darling SHINee boys who have worked so hard all along to give their best to us shawols!
if someone asked me what SHINee is to me, i'd say SHINee is one way or another something that's really important in my life, and i would not know what my life would be like without them.. well, i'd say that it probably will be boring, or maybe i'd just have achieved much more in my life lol~ i do not want to know how much time i've invested on fangirling for these few years haha~
i don't know, maybe i did a post like this too last year.. i forgot haha~ you know me, goldfish memory haha
well another year has passed and last year was the best year ever for my fangirl life, as some of you might remember, i went to SHINee's concert last September! best time of my fangirl life!!! to see the boys live in front of me, it still feel so unreal to this moment haha~
i will write each member a love letter so here it goes~~ haha
to the lovely,precious, and forever cute tofu leader, Lee Jinki!
leader!!! thank you for smiling that brightly all the time.. your smiles warm my heart all the time!!! even though people may say that you look the worst in SHINee, i will still put you first in my heart haha! i always loved your voice, that soft and sweet voice that even jonghyun can't compare to~ i was really surprised when you performed that opera song at the concert tho, it was the best!!! also your ridiculous and random body gags that always makes my day! also thank you for being healthy all the time~ please take good care of yourself~ i was really worried when you went missing for a few months earlier this year!! but to see your pics with your family, i knew you took time for a rest and made me felt really assured. thank you for being patient with all your ridiculous members, i know sometimes it's gonna be hard to make them listen but i'm sure they all love you jinki! my only hope is for you to keep the group as one as long as you can~ you know that all fans are worried about the 5 year curse, but as long as the leader stays strong i know we all can do it! i love you :)
to the blingbling, ridiculously dorky yet ridiculously good looking and sexy lead vocal, Kim Jonghyun!
ya!!! kim jonghyun!!! you really know how to make fans' heart flutter!! haha~ thank you for being the loveliest dork with the worst temper~ you were my first bias in SHINee thanks to your good looks, you should thank your mom for that okay! haha~ thank you for making a twitter account earlier this year, sharing those ridiculous adlibs and jokes that makes fans shake their head~ and of course those cute selcas!! please learn how to set your puddingcam jonghyun!! haha ask kibum to help~ he would know what to do~ even though you seem like a huge dork i know that you're also a big softie inside..your song proved it to us fans that even though you are the one who likes to make fun of fans you are also the one who loves us most haha~ and yes, rest assured that us shawols will stay with you forever~ and to think of it,even though you have a temper, you were the one who cries the most in SHINee!!! well, you were the one who i cried for the most too!!! because of that incident that caused you to hurt your leg.... even now when i think about it my heart still aches... i know you felt bad that you weren't able to give your best in the first SWC because you can't dance at that time, but please know that it was not your fault, you also gave your dongsaeng, Yixing, a chance to stand on stage on your behalf! that's really precious too!!! /sigh/ i just love you so much kim jonghyun thank you for being alive haha! keep on making weird gags and keep on drawing!! i love your drawings so much i wouldn't mind you drawing my face haha~ you,key and yunho should do a collaboration!! it'll be the best haha~ i love you :)
to the naggy eomma, fashionable diva, pretty and loveable almighty Kim Kibum!
Key! you are the one who's closest to my heart right now!! well, in the form of a ring i'm wearing as a pendant haha~ the reason you're the one who's closest to my heart right now is because you are the one i think of every time i get lost in something and don't know what to do. at those moments i'd always think, what would our Key do? haha. you are the one who took away jonghyun's no.1 place in my bias list because of your almightiness *lol is that even a word* you are the well rounded performer, you can sing, dance, rap, act, nag, do aegyo, well you can be a fashion stylist if you want! i've always loved your straight forward personality, something that i would really love to become someday. please do not think of yourself as ugly, you know that your clothes just brings out the best of your features~ even without all those clothes you are still pretty! you won't know how lockets just go crazy when we see your eyes, high cheekbones, jaws, even your ear! rest assured that your looks aren't inferior to taeminnie's haha~ your wonderful artistic creativity is an object of envy! please stay fabulous as always!! you will forever be one of my role models even though there are times where i think i will never get to your level~haha! thank you for being you~ i love you :)
to the inflexible, athletic, best body, aegyo fail, flaming charisma Choi Minho!
minho ya~~ hahaha. i would like to apologize to you first haha~ i haven't been really fair in sharing my love between the members in SHINee, that i have to admit. you weren't one of my favorites haha~ but i've been trying to love you more and more and more, now i just find you really adorable! haha~ in my eyes, you are the inflexible type, or what people would say 'a block of wood' haha~but i do find that it can be really adorable at times, especially when you become all awkward whenever people do aegyo to you~ at times i wonder why you became a rapper, cause i just adore your voice when you sing~ it's really really deep yet it's really really soft it's just so so sweet~ haha! yes you have the best body in SHINee, well that is until you guys made your Sherlock comeback, cos our jonghyun's body has got reaaaaally muscle-y haha~ he's gonna rob you of your mom-jjang title! but still, when i saw your 8-packs live last September, it was the best~ hahahaha. i still love you okay! :)
to the forever cutest, beautifulest yet want to be manliest, strongest powerful maknae, Lee Taemin!
taeminnie~~ you are the one who changed most throughout these 4 years i can't believe it's you! haha you've improved a lot in your singing now you can even replace jonghyun! haha~ that sweet voice + that sweet voice + the coolest dance moves + the cutest personality = wonderfully cute lee taemin! haha~ now that we're both gonna leave our teenage years soon, i feel like i'm so useless compared to you~~ what to do taeminnie? thank you for being so passionate at what you are doing~ i will not know how much time and effort you put in to every one of your performance but i know your precious and passionate being will make you push yourself to the limit but please take care of yourself, you are too thin for your own good~ please take good care of yourself and keep on being our lovely maknae that will be the one who will keep the hyungs together. i love you :)
and to SHINee as a whole, thank you for these 4 years of laughter and tears you brought to me! i would not want a life without you, my perfect boys!
i know as a fan i am also worried that one day the 5 of you will not be together forever, but my only wish is that i will have a chance to celebrate more anniversaries with you guys.. it can be your 5th, 10th or 20th anniversary and rest assured i'll still be here writing my 'love letters' to you guys.. i don't even care if this whole blog post sound sappy, silly or just plain dumb. it's just my love for my shining boys and nothing anyone say would make a difference~ thank you. thank you for working this hard to give us fans the best. apart from support and love i don't have anything else that i can give to you... i just wish that i can still celebrate SHINee's anniversary till i'm already an ajumma and i'll introduce you guys to my kids too~ i want to be like SHINHWA's fans, to be able to cry while looking at their favorite people in the world perform on their 14th anniversary... i'm not a SHINHWA fan, but when i saw them performing, standing at that place after 14 years of being together, i thought of myself, that someday i'd also be among my shawol friends, looking at the shining boys who turned into shining men~ haha! must be the most wonderful feeling in the world!!!
but now you guys stand as 5 charming guys on May 25th 2012, after 4 years of tears and laughters and love~
saranghae ♥♥♥
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