hi~ i'm back again..
i just re-read what i posted the last time and, people, that was depressing haha.
now i feel bad for making you guys read that...
and i'm thinking about starting to write my year end conclusion thingy by parts. i'm sure i won't be able to finish everything at one go so. yeah.
so, 2012 in a nutshell was a stupid and crazy year. so many first time for everything.
but yeah i survived living without my parents for a year /yay/ ((throws confetti))
well yeah i think i survived well enough although i think i might have broken some part of my body in the process of trying to survive. well mostly internal organs and maybe a few cuts and bruises and burns. im not gonna die yet, so.
this whole year living alone has given me new habits lol. i think i'm becoming more of a cheapskate now lol. i'll be super happy when i get free stuffs, free meals, offers, sales. i mean it's not like i'm not getting enough allowance money from my parent but it's just a thing i developed lol. i'd go to activities that i'm not rly interested in just for the food. i think i'm finally feeling what every college kids go through, i mean when i was in highschool, we'd always talk about college kids sneaking into weddings for free food in indo lol. the things we do for food~
and i finally noticed that my hygiene habits are kinda bad. i need to work on that so bad lol. my room is so messy TT but i think it's still acceptable. i've seen worse.
and 2012 will be the year where i'm drug-free yay~ so i haven't ate any kind of medicine this year~ it's such a big accomplishment cos every year i'd at least fall rly sick for once. like reaaally reaaaally sick. but this year i survived without any medicine. and i hope i won't get sick when i get back to indo. cos i'm sure the sudden change of weather is going to do something to my body TT
well and i'll probably hurt my stomach with all the spicy food in indo ohgod i can't wait to get back and eat all the chili!!!
i'm so gonna get fat by the time i get back to davis...
and talking about first time experiences, i'll tell u people about a depressing yet super embarrassing and dramatic thing that happened on the first month i came here.
so, as some of you readers might already know, my first month here was really rough. basically i had to live with strangers, and had to go everywhere by myself. and when i came here i found out that i was late in registering for classes and that freaked the shit out of me. most classes were full and i was truly panicking so hard cos if i couldn't get my 12 units i might have to go back to indo.
so i commute by bus to campus, whether it is to the davis center or the main campus in davis. so that one day i was trying to get into a class but the prof told all the waitlisted students that we might not have any chance and told us to just leave the class. i was truly devastated at that stage. i mean, it was the first time for me going through this all and all the anxiety put into my body, together with that rejection, i was feeling so bad. and guess what, cos i'm a drama queen, i cried on the bus on my way home.
like srsly. i cried for almost the whole 45 min ride of the bus, i feel like killing my old self for embarrassing myself like that. it was like a scene in a cheesy korean drama omg. i was sitting there and just crying nonstop like the world was ending, and some of the passengers, i think most of them were ppl getting home from work, started to throw me concerned looks. at that moment i couldn't care less of what people think i was just so immersed in feeling sad lol. i still get embarrassed when i think about it now. like srsly jane, you just had to be that dramatic. someone should've casted me as a female lead for their drama. hahaha.
but hey, i survived that semester! haha. i survived summer semester too~
this summer was the first time i encountered a day that was as hot as 40Âșc i thought i was going to die. and first time i experienced seeing the sun when it's already 8pm! it's sooo weird for me. and yeah now the sun sets before 5pm. i always get so disoriented when seasons change, i have no sense of time.
there are a lot of other first times too... but i can't really remember most rn haha~
i'll probably add more later!!!
last 2 weeks of class this semester yay!
i can't wait to just go back home. like home, home. not that apartment in south davis. not my uncle's place in san ramon, nor my aunt's place at irvine. but my home at freaking indonesiaaaaa
gonna go to talk time now and wish me luck for my writing class presentation people! :D
annyeong♡
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