this shall be my last post in 2011~
so usually 'last post of the year' type of posts are filled with thousands of flashbacks and of course a bunch of new year resolutions~ i didn't make a post about it last year cos i was too busy being busy with something else i think..i left my blog on hiatus for months! >< i still feel so bad about it.probably lost readers at that time. :(
but i did make one on 2009..and i think i achieved most of it except for the 'LOSE WEIGHT' part.omg i totally totally did not lose much weight..and guess what,my dad totally bought me a book about diet for me lol. he's been the one who's controlling what i eat for years.i think my mom doesn't even care haha.
this year i dont really think i will make a list of resolutions like i did in 2009..maybe just point out a few role models.and of course the must have 'memory lane'.. every year i have a love hate relationship with the year itself but this year i think i have more love for it than hate..
the things that made me love 2011:
-i graduated from highschool together with a bunch of really really close friends..i studied hard and finally got the score i've always wanted~
-i got to go to Taiwan for 3 months! where i met a lot of new friends,a few has become close friends that i think i will want to have for the rest of my life haha. and of course the new experiences i had there. unforgettable!
-i finally went to my first concert! and it was my fave group! SHINee World Concert SG 10.9.2011,the best day of 2011!!!
-and i was accepted to the college i enrolled in the US.i got my visa and will leave tomorrow. new start for a new year..
i have some friends questioning why i wanted to go to the US so soon..why not go on 5th Jan..i don't know either,it's not like i can't wait to leave,but i just felt that the sooner i got there the faster i can adapt.and it's not like i won't come back to this small island anymore.though it's small and kinda annoying at times,it's still where i spent the early years of my life!where i met a lot of people who became oh so important to me.
also i would like to dedicate this post to a few of my bebes who made me something i can bring before i left.
thank you so very much shery dessy and iwen for your heartfelt presents..it really means a lot that you guys actually spared time to make handmade stuffs for me.
i love those presents a lot,and relax,you guys will have the nicest souvenir when i come back haha!
and yes i have a policy that says,if you don't give me anything before i leave,you won't get anything when i come back. haha *i'm still deciding whether this is a joke or not* so beware ;p
i also had the hardest time of my 18 year life in 2011.the amount of stress i handled this year was so massive that 2011 is also the year i fell ill the most~i'm a strong baby you know,i hardly fall sick~but lately has been down with flu for so many times~
but compared to what i got,i think it's worth it..so 2011 i love you haha!
well,i said there are no resolutions but role models for 2012..so here i go..
my role models are SHINee.i know some of you might think 'oh gosh here goes another fangirl episode.' but no,the things you're about to read are heartfelt feelings of mine.
there was a random post on tumblr that made me decide that SHINee members are people who can be taken as role models.it was a post where i had to choose which members suits the following conditions,and the conditions were,'the member who you like most,the member who you want to be like,the member who is most like you' and so on..it actually took me some time to fill in the blanks to those questions.i was really thinking hard,especially the question about the member that was most alike to me and the one that i want to be like..
my answer to the member who was most alike to me was ONEW~!!
why him? well,even though i'm not completely like him,but the others were too far from my personality haha. i think his Onew Sangtae is something that i have in common with him..we just love to accidentally drop things and fall.
and for the member i want to be like,i answered Key at that time,but i think it's SHINee as a whole~!!
there's a bit of every member that i want to be like..
starting from the most precious leader ONEW..
i want to be down to earth like him, also to have great variety sense..he's basically the most witty talker in SHINee. i want to be witty and funny as well!! i think i'm too 'wooden' lol. i need to learn gags from him haha.
next is the charming main vocal JONGHYUN~~
i want to be relaxed like him, and still be like him when he use every bit of his strength and soul to do the things he love..he's really the type i would like to spend a long time together with. hahaha
then the almighty diva KEY!!!
he's been my role model since i saw him on Maknae Rebellion..he's basically everything i wanted to ever be. blunt at talking, able to speak whatever he want, he's good at almost everything he says he can do so he can be so cocky about it, and of course his daring yet fabulous fashion sense!
after that, flaming charisma MINHO~
i want his competitiveness. to try to win every possible contest there is in this world. i need to be competitive like him,or else i would be left out by everyone else. haha
last but not least, baby maknae TAEMIN!
although sometimes he's just an awkward kid, i want to be like him when he's dancing on stage.he knew what he wants and gave his everything to do his best on stage..and for extra,i would also like to have his face very much haha.he's so pretty!
so my target for 2012 -> to be more and more alike to my favorite idols! :D
and this is like the fangirl side note..
i'm totally trying to rediscover my love for minho..i guess if i was to like a group i have to love them equally..although i'm sure i'll still have more jjongkey pics in my folder..i cant help it they look so good ;p
hmm~i think i shall stop writing here~
running late for a BBQ party with my friends!
wishing all my readers a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
may all of your wishes come true in 2012!
see you guys next year!
annyeong~♡♡♡
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