hey readers... happy thanksgiving.
i still don't really understand the reason behind celebrating thanksgiving. it's the asian in me. 
and yeah i signed up for a retreat and guess what, one of the required items i must bring is a bible. HAHAHA. nope. i don't even have one. i really don't know what i signed up for. like srsly i feel like slapping myself right now. 
but yeah.. i basically signed up cos my aunt and housemate kept on asking me to go. sigh. a big fat sigh for you jane. i should stop trying to please others and put myself in a spot. idk. i don't really know what to expect but......... i can't really find a bright side in this situation.. i think i'm just really tired right now. 

jane. you can do this. 
and yes i still need that motivational letter from someone. 

i've been listening to a song for days now...

i really like this song. my mom really likes him lol. like srsly my mom really really like cute guys. i think i got the genes from her haha. i got a lot of weird genes from my parents lololol.
but yeah this song is really good. i think i just wanted a long long break from kpop lol. 
the song is actually rly sad. and if u watch the mv it's just sadder cos the girl chose to go with another guy who looks worse than anthony im like "bij whyyyyyy" it's the personality i guess? lol. but looking at cute mixed guys, i really want to have mixed kids too lol. but i've never rly been into orang putih so. idk. can't rly have mixed kids with asians cos im asian too.......

and i'm making such slow progress on my paper ohgod i need someone to slap my face every time i procrastinate. sigh. big fat sigh.

but still i'm very excited to go home. i just hope i can get all the classes i want for next semester. the system decided to give me the last date to register im like fuck this shit maaaaaan i need my classes TT people are registering nonstop rn and i'm still waiting for my turn like ugh. i can't go back if i dont have my 12 units like FML. im just waiting for deja vu to happen. ohmy. i'll tell you guys every single thing on my 2012 concluding post or something like that. i'll tell you people the highlight of my 2012~ it was a crazy ride. but yeah turns out the world isn't ending this year LOL. i was actually looking forward to seeing people just let themselves go cos they thought the world was ending. but. i'm disappointed lolol. this is like Y2K? idk i'm too young when Y2K was "happening" lol i was too young to care. 


yeah. it's just a random rant post......... time for bed...


annyeong♡