hi~ i'm back again. i think my "depression" has gone away.
i don't know~ i've been so stressed out for these few days i was crumbling like oatmeal raisin cookies.
and yeah the line i wrote on the top of this page is actually one of my tweet earlier this morning~! haha.
but srsly i dont know how many times people asked me to read their minds just because i told them i'm majoring in psychology. i'm like are you kidding me???? i said psyc for psychology, not psychic~ i don't do telepathy or all those mumbo jumbo stuff. i wish i could but too bad i can't.
i always feel like ripping my hair if someone say something like that to me. i don't know how many percentage of humans in this fucking planet is misunderstood about psychology. and yeah please tell me how i won't get a job because of the number of students studying psyc, let me tell you, it's like that for the majority of majors okay. unless you go to grad school you won't really have any chance to get the jobs related to your major so stop it. i don't need you telling me what i already know okay.
haha i'm starting to rant again~ i'm always ranting like alwaysssss why am i so filled with anger and angst??
i give up on myself. lol no. i can't even give up cos i promised myself i won't
放棄在我字典沒錄入過。 <- that's what exo m said too.. so no giving up.
i'm very disoriented right now actually. i'm.. i don't even know why i'm blogging.
i miss home. 我要回家～～ 回去吃我想吃的東西，什麼都不用做，我要做回我的公主。自從搬出來自己住，什麼都自己做，真想念以前在家當公主的感覺。應該找個男友把我當公主。可是有時會覺得自己不夠資格當個公主，我不夠漂亮！也不會撒嬌。超級木頭的我，怎麼當公主呀？okay i'm starting to rant again~
bonus pic of kris acting unlike himself in china~ [cr: http://krishow.com/]
look at him i don't even know what to say about him. that mofo acting all weird i bet he ate something wrong on chuseok~ lol but yeah that hairstyle is really cute~ fluffy haired kris is like a puppy. if i met someone with that hairstyle i'd probably pat their head or something. i really like fluffy hair~ well the handsome face is a plus point of course but yeah~ that hair looked good on luhan and sehun too~ so fluffy and cute~ but yeah weird kris is weird i don't even know why i like him anymore. well probably his looks but yeah~
if you ask me whether kris is a good hubby and dad material i'd probably say yes based on his interaction with the kids on that one show. the way he looked at guoguo. i don't know. i liked it. the look in his eyes when he was interacting with kids. part intrigued, curious, part thinking that the kid is really cute and want to cuddle him. i don't know haha.
srsly all those bad things i said about kris is just the "denial" fangirl gene acting up~ cos i know i can't have him so yeahhhh~ might as well stop myself from falling for him hahahahahah. but yes. kris is a good guy, all in all. trust me, i'm a psychologist lolol. okay maybe not, don't trust me i haven't even graduated yet so yeah~ hahahha. i'm so misleading!!
i don't know lah, it all depends on what type of guys you like~ i don't rly have a specific type i like. i'm the type that goes 白目 once i fall for someone so yeah. i'll just like everything about that person once i like him/her. so, if you ended up being in the list of the people i don't like, you really need to reconsider your life choices. it's not easy to make me dislike you.
i actually have a few paper to write but i decided to blog anyways. do you know how important you are to me, readers? haha. okay no. i'm just using this to escape my assignments so yeah. i'm an escapist. i bet you know that already lol~
but yeah i had another in class essay for my writing class earlier. it's about defining myself. i wrote like there's no tomorrow yeaaahh~ just wait till i get it back, i'd probably rip my eyes out cos i don't know what i wrote.
i just hope you people would at least give me some kind of feedback...
i removed the link to my blog that was in my fb tho... i feel kinda insecure about people i just know reading my blog. although i returned to blogging thanks to a friend who checked my blog out via the link on my fb.
i don't know. i feel like my fb isn't just only about me anymore. i will get judged by what i put on my fb. that's why i separate my fb and twitter. but i link this blog to my twitter but not vice versa haha. if you could get to my twitter that means you are also given the right to read my blog so voila~ here you are reading the shit i wrote~
and yeah thanks for those who actually reads my blog. i wonder what kind of feelings my blogposts give you tho. i really would love it if you people leave comments. YES I'M BEGGING FOR COMMENTS RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW COS I'M A DESPO BISH LOL no. cos i just want to know what you people think :)
i probably told you a gazillion times before, but yeah, i'm a nice person. maybe a bit bitchy, a bit out of this world and a lot awkward but i love my readers. and also haters, if i have any. you are welcome to leave hate comments. yes you are. but please don't leave death threats. thankyou. my fragile brain will be very unhappy if you leave death threats. you are also allowed to say that i'm stupid or i'm just a crazy fangirl who's actually the biggest bitch on earth. you can also say that i'm a delusional bitch who's ugly as fuck. i don't think i'll mind it that much. just no death threats :) my mental condition has been a bit unstable since the end of last year so. i would be really happy if you don't tell me to kill my self haha.
"#Pisces feel horrible when they know they're wrong. Dont risk pushing them too far they have very delicate tender souls." [cr: @xstrology]
yeah i have a very tender soul. if i actually have one lol
and this is random but for my new year resolution for 2013, i foresee that i'd probably ask for a date lolol. i'm so despo. gimme some love pls lol.
a gift for jjong stans just look at those veins i think it's very sexy keke. i don't know just imagine where the veins lead to lolol. okay. i see some of my readers being creeped out right now so. i'll leave it to you people but yeah don't you just like it??? well i do.
so
annyeong♡
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