young female human talk part 2!

oh hi readers im doing an update at this hour haha im not going crazy nor skipping class~
my anthro class has been cancelled but i was already reaching the campus so fml im at the library rn tho and i brought my laptop so yeahhh at least i have my laptop with me.
i wasn't even planning to bring my laptop but this morning just got a sudden urge to bring it with me haha. i shld go be a psychic, not a psychologist lolol.

so yeah that's my intro to why i'm writing this shit early at 10 am. lolol usually i write late at night~
hmm.. what shld we talk about tho... shall we make this "young female human talk pt.2"??? yes a sequel~
i feel like talking about friendzone and everything in between~ i am so sick of people for using that term all the time i mean. get over it pls lolol~ 
so yeah i've been kinda fed up by this whole thing and recently a friend of mine has got into this whole episode with her crush, and one of my bebe also has this mini episode with hers and both episodes sounds so similar i just felt like talking about it haha. 
disclaimer: to my friend and that bebe of mine, i'm not calling you out or anything about your episode. i love you still, but i just wanted to write about what i think, so, no offense hahahahaha. i wish you all the luck with your episode kekeke.


so the reason i feel like talking about it is cos it somehow seems to me that some people wants to date people but has no intentions of being their friends. i mean, yeah i get how when you get attracted to someone you want to date him/her but what if that person already has someone else in mind, or is already attached? do you just say "oh well, no chance with you so bye bye, i'm not even gonna be your friend anymore" when you are already friends with them and have talked to them and stuff.

okay i think it'll be different if it's just a random crush on a random person you met. and you found out that that person is already attached and you say "okay whatever, bye" it's different cos you haven't actually started anything yet so no strings attached. good bye is good bye. cos you aren't even friends with each other so i guess it's fine if you want to just forget about everything. there's actually nothing to forget too tbh. lol.

but if you are already friends, talked a few times and stuff and at least know each other exists, don't you think it's a bit weird when you found out that the person you're attracted to is already attached, you just don't feel like being their friends anymore? okay i might get that you are heartbroken or something along that but why would u want to stop being their friends as well? it just feels to me like the only motive you got close to that person is just to date him/her. so when there's no chance for you people to be together you just quit everything?
and oh yeah i'm just being miss smartypants rn. so tell me what you people actually think about this. probably cos "i've never been in love before" and those kind of shit. if i was to do that to every crush of mine i'd have very little friends rn. lol. im so sarcastic at this hour ide. 

but srsly if any of you people think i'm just being a stuck up bitch who knows nothing about falling in love and dating and heartbreak by saying all these, just tell me. maybe you can help me change my views..? haha. i doubt it but you can try lol



ohoh btw something great happened last night~~
i actually found mint pants guy's fb!!! pmsl~

^that was literally my face when i found it. cos damn it was kinda unexpected and expected in a way idk how to explain it lolol. but yeah it's not fate, it's a mix of what i call "superior observation skills, good common sense, and a bit truckload of luck" hahaha. i was kinda expecting to find someone from that page and i found him omggg i can't believe my luck~ hahaha
but yeah it's confirmed that my mint pants guy is attached and his gf is a cutiepie~ so it's kinda game over lolol. it was fun tho haha now it's time to look for simon's real name lolol. im sorry but it's just a hobby of mine giving names to random people i met that i'm attracted to. pls dont tell me i'm the only one, cos it's so fun ppl~ it's like a game tbh, "trying to find out more about that person" game. hahahhaha
i'd still want to be friends with mint pants guy tho if i had a chance, he seems like a really chill and fun person, the reason why i was attracted to him in the first place lol.

so that's the end of my episode with mint pants guy~ it was a good one imo. had fun seeing him in random places, wearing those same pants almost all the time lolol. 
i'm going to find simon's real name now it's my next goal lolol~ i cant seem to see the name on his student id the letters are too small >< pls let his name be a simple one lolol dont stump me with super long name on id card i won't be able to see it lol.


and oh i wanted to talk about hyuna too lolol
her new mv is cute and hot as hell at the same time i adore hyuna sfm. i don't get why people kept on hating her~ like okay if you don't like that style don't listen to her or watch her mv then~ srsly people. if you want to listen to hyuna don't expect her to sound like ailee. we all know that hyuna is not the strongest on her vocals. i love hyuna for her stage presence, dance and appearance~ i mean, i have different biases for different things~ and stop calling her a slut okay, and to those saying "but she's only 20/21" so when is the right age? 30? 40?
srsly. i know at times i wished she had another image, like strong and sexy instead of cute and sexy but tbh hyuna does cute and sexy really well~ so just love her or just don't listen to her if you dont like it. 
p.s someone i know called her a trash i was actually kinda offended haha i just didn't expect her to be so harsh with her choice of words haha. at first she was asking me about how the mv is, and my answer was a simple "hmm i think it's what you'd expect from hyuna" which is really ambiguous cos i was trying to see what she'd reply me. and she just kinda laughed abit and said that comment. i was like "wow. hold on. wat?" but just smiled to her lolol. guess now i found another side of her hahahaha. and for many occasions she questioned my love for shinee cos apparently to her "they are so gay" lolol okay. fyi, i like gay stuff so deal with it. and she likes manry groups but manry groups also got otps and 2pm is the manriest group they also do girl group covers hahahahah. so idk i'm just being bitter about it lol. why am i ranting about this in the smallest font ever. cos it's only worth such little attention lol

ah my girl crushes, i'd go gay for hyuna and amber and jia and fei and many more omg~
but don't worry i still like guys de okay hahahaha

just look at her~~~

the last gif omggg~ i'd kill to be able to pull off that look when i'm biting my lip hahahah
i'll probably look like shit if i did that lolol. but yeah just look at her how can you not like her~ omggg



and okay confession of a fangirl
i'm actually kinda unhappy now that almost everyone knows about kpop... idk i kinda want it to stay exclusive for fans who rly like kpop for what kpop is and not those people who only like it just because they think one of the member of a particular group is hot and then diss everyone else... /sigh/ it's one of the reasons why i wasn't particularly happy about psy getting famous so suddenly...
maybe i'm just starting to get too old for this shit. i just hoped that there are more mature fans cos lately it's just been a whirlwind of crazy fans i'm kinda sick of it. but i can't bring myself to quit when there are girls as attractive as hyuna performing ugh~ fml why am i so attracted to pretty things


so rn im waiting for my friend to come so i can go to the toilet without having to bring all my possessions with me omg hahahha~ 
btw i should've known that my anthro lecturer would cancel class cos i had the biggest urge to leave my anthro textbook at the apt to bring my laptop. tsk. i shld learn to read signs from my brain more. 


so yeah that's all for now~ shall talk about more stuff later or someday or yeah. 
btw shoutout for my friend and fellow blogger justi! check his blog out won't you
and another shoutout for my friend who's also really good at music~ check his works out people~~




annyeong♡