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ohgoddddd i cant do this anymore i cant study for my humanities midterm anymore im so sick of it
but i want to ace it too idk mang idk what the fuck is wrong with me i just want to hide in a corner and cry and sleep. i think my period is coming  
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i just want to throw everything into a heap of fire i build from my neighbor's front door
did i tell you how much i fucking hate them????? i mean they were screaming their heads and asses off at 1 am fucking making me so pissed. i havent got angry for months and i mean almost 10 months i havent screamed at a person's face don't tempt me. im just waiting for the right chance for me to get angry. 
it's so hard living outside you have to 看臉色 but u can't do anything about it. fucking hate this. and i cant get mad at people no matter how much i want to get mad... i cant get mad. then i just become so sad and tired. i just want someone to hug me rn. ;__;  i always randomly hug my friends when im with them i just want someone to hug me to sleep. 
idk. im just so. /sigh/ i want to go home. mom i want to go home. ):
i dont want to grow older. getting older sucks so hard. i want to whine like a bitch and cry like a baby. 
i think i need to give my brain 15 minutes to regulate itself back.... 



 kthxbye.

annyeong♡