afternoon feels

"Do you ever love someone so much but like platonically as in you don’t want to be romantic with them but you just want them to always be happy and to make them soup and hug them and cuddle them and kiss them and just make sure nothing bad happens to them ever because there should be a name for that"

yes there should be a name for this kind of love~ that's how much i love my bebes and my 17 kids~~ including every other people and things i love in my life right now.. 

that kind of love where you just want to hug them so hard you might break a bone or two, will always try to make them feel better, protect them from whatever things that might hurt them, and when they're hurt you want to be the first person to be there for them, to hug them and tell them that even if you have no guarantee that things will be significantly better, you'd be there for them, and that you'll make it thru together. 

the love that makes you want to hold their hands wherever you go, have meals together and have long meaningful or meaningless conversations, and by the end of it all both of you just love each other so much you would die if they're gone. 

ugh

all my afternoon feels~

my jonginnie~ look at that silly face~ even lulu can't stand it~ haha.

by the way i know it might be nothing, i'm just caring too much but kim jonghyun's tweets.. is making me a bit worried. he's worrying about his job. why..... kim jonghyun. let the haters hate. you are the bravest idol i know. just keep on doing whatever you feel is right.

p.s: i love that performance you did with taem, "internet wars".. i love you no matter what people say. i love you even if you're gay *tho you're probably not* i just love you that much, plus i didn't love you because of your gender lol. and i didn't love you because i love jjongkey, i love jjongkey because i love you and key so if any one of you change your ships i would still love you much. 

i pretty much have an obsession for the way people move their lips when they speak. and their teeth. and their smile.  some smiles just makes me feel so significantly better about my day. haha. please, when you meet me someday, just smile to me. smile like you've known me all your life. and i'll smile to you in the same manner. 

and besides from that mouth obsession i have a lot of fetishes too~ it's just that. i can't control myself lol.

i don't know~ i have a thing for thighs and butts and maybe crotches but yeah.. also fingers, especially really long and dainty ones like byunbaekyun's or really big hands like kris'.. kris' body proportions are so unrealistic he's a manga character brought to life haha. and smile lines. i think the small wrinkles near some people's eyes makes their smile a lot cuter than it is. keke. 

also hair porn~~ yesss onew is very very very famous for his hair porn and his dubulge onguns. onguns is basically his biceps and triceps. 

ohgod the hairporn and onguns combo~ my ondreeew~~ ohgod. 

he also has a very very very glorious lower body. i can't think straight now. hahahaha.

maybe i should reconsider claiming that loving my biases platonically. i don't know, it's a complicated feel. so does this mean i just don't want to be romantically involved with them but i want to do them? i am very confused. but then again sex ≠ romance so. hmm... i don't know. it is very very confusing and i'm sorry to have made you read this but it's your own choice anyways hurhur. i did not make you read this you made yourself read it~~

ondrew this is all your fault ugh. i shouldn't have browsed the ondrew tag..... hurhur. 

i think that's already too much info for you to process so. BYE~

gift for readersssss especially those who are yuri stansssss

annyeong~♡