hi i'm back with more questions.. it's the pisces in me. we love to keep in touch with our inner self. wait did i say "we"? okay no it's "i' i love to keep in touch with my inner self. i should not generalize things that way~

i have something else in my head but i'll just talk about it after i answer the questions.. maybe by the end of this questionnaire i'd change my mind already. so leggo~~

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

are you asking me whether i want to be in a relationship or do you want me to choose which sex to date? 

2.When did your last hug take place?

in front of my apt door. i hugged my housemate... which is now my ex-housemate /cries/ i'll miss you heaps lisa!

3.Are you a jealous person?
yes. well it depends. if i think that person is share-able i will not be jealous but otherwise yes i am a jealous bish. thankyou.

4.Are you tired right now?
no. physically and mentally sound right now. i am a happy girl.

5.Do you chew on your straws?

yep. i chew on my pencils and pens too.. and sometimes my thumbs. 

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
nope. i'm not a teaser. 

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
nope. 24hours straight is enough. i think i might die staying up 48 hours straight.

8.Do you cry easily?
yes. i can make myself cry very easily as well... sometimes i wonder if i really feel like crying or i just wanted to cry. 

9.What should you be doing right now?
nothing i guess. or studying for my driver's license? /runs away/

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
yes and no depending on the time of the day. but mostly no. i used to be a super heavy sleeper but ever since high school my sleep gets lighter and lighter /creys/

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
i don't know. depends on who i am dating right? i can't say yes alone and keep on hanging when my partner is sick of everything already. so.. i don't know. haha. but in the end i think i must be able to do so. i need to get married to have offsprings don't you think?

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
nope i'm feeling quite happy today actually even tho i was quite pissed earlier. 

13.Do you believe in love?
yep. platonic love. lol. romantic love i don't know. haha should find someone to be romantically involved with before i can decide whether i believe it or not.

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?

the sound of other people laughing. and my /kids/ acting silly. 

15.Who was the last person you talked to?

my roommate jen~

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
i get kicked in the tummy lol. i get butterflies when i read fluffy stuff. my heart races when i see the person i like. :)

17.Will you get married?
i have no idea. i am no fortune teller mind you. if you asked me would i want to get married, i would say probably yes. 

18.When was the last time you smiled?
a few seconds ago~

19.Does anyone like you?
i sure hope my friends and family and bebes like me. 

20.Do you secretly like someone?
i openly love a lot of people. i forgot how to like someone secretly lol. i just tell my bebes all about it.

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
jen. or myself. either one

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

my bebes. my mom. altho i keep things from my mom at times hehe.

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?

not looking forward to assignments. class is starting in a few days /sigh/

24.What ARE you looking forward to?

looking forward to going home in december like yeahhh i need need to go home haha

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
i think you should ask the other person not me. :)

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
i don't know. i won't act like i didn't see them kissing tho i am not the type who would act dumb. i'd probably wait till they're done kissing to smile at them. lol

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
i am not at home already.... moving to another place? maybe if i couldnt find more housemates.

28.Are you a forgiving person?
depends on the matter. but i don't like to hold grudges for too long. it's too tiring.

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
i don't have false friends mind you. is this like a true/false question huh. 

30.Do you fall for people easily?
i fall to the ground easily. i don't fall for people anymore i guess. i just get interested in them. 

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
i don't have an ex so haha. 

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
my lunch.

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
when i was driving? i don't remember it's been monthssss but probably someone at home.

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
1? or 2? why? no reasons.. just felt sleepy and slept.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yes

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
a random kid in an all-you-can-eat restaurant. he's so cute i bet he's gonna grow up looking soooooo good. 

37.Can you live a day without TV?
i've lived for months without TV thankyou

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
i don't remember stuff like those

39.Three names you go by..
jane, 宜芳(my mandarin name), 西瓜姐姐(my nickname which means watermelon sis)

40.Are you currently in a relationship?
with my laptop

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
i don't know hurhur i'm not a fan of romance moviessss

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
hm... i believe that some people has soul-mates but not everyone. some people don't have souls lol

43.What’s your current problem?
i can't quit the k-pop fandom because of my /kids/ even tho i'm already so sick of the whole k-pop fandom as a whole.

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?

shattered and stepped on. well maybe not. i only put my heart to use around the people i really love. and they would never break my heart. hehe

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
cool how people can handle it cos i can't. not that i can't trust my partner but i can't trust myself. 

46.How many kids do you want to have?
2? i think 2 is enough....... but you never know haha

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?

not really, unless i don't really like them in the first place then maybe yes. haha.

okay only 47 Qs today and i finished it at one go~ woots

look at my pretty K babies~

i basically gave up the exo fandom already....... they are the weirdest, most sexually frustrated bunch i've ever seen seriously. but this gif. the gif maker put a lot of thought to it haha. at least s/he arranged them correctly in terms of height. haha. 

my baby gramps is the shortest~ ;p

oh yeah about the other matter in my mind... i don't think i want to write names here......but updated k-pop fans would know who or what i'm talking about. this is only MY OPINION. MINE. so. please. and thank you 

i just can say that he's impolite and extremely unlucky to be caught in the camera while being so impolite. i am sure he's not the only one in that whole entertainment circle that thinks that way but too bad for him he got caught on camera doing an impolite act toward an international fan, which only makes things worse..

"fans" who blindly defend him saying that he might sprain his back or something, srsly now. he could at least be polite about it. have you guys not spare a thought for the girl? they made fun of her oh so publicly, like she's some kind of joke. she's a female human species okay, she has feelings too. i actually would like to applaud her, she played along to the whole situation. some people might have punched him and the mc straight in the face already. or maybe kick them in the crotch. the mc was an asshole too haha. he was just dragging people along with him. 

but to those "fans" who bash him blindly please remember, your own "beloved idol" might be just like him. it's just that they never got caught on camera while doing those actions. even my /kids/ might not be fully innocent. 

i don't know.. lately i feel that the whole showbiz's "jokes" getting unfunnier and unfunnier. it's like, how can you joke about things like that. or maybe i just got more and more sensitive about offensive things? yeah maybe i am the one who can't take the "jokes"

and to the people around me, both male and female human species, please.. i beg of you. do not joke about someone else's body. you don't know how insecure that person feel inside. that person might laugh along with you but you'll never know whether they would cry at home when thinking about your words. you might think it's funny but the "victim" of your jokes might not think so. i am saying this in a viewpoint of someone who has felt hurt by careless "jokes".. i have a big body i always had. i'm 172cm with a lot of weight. ever since i remember i was the biggest girl in the class. even bigger and taller than the boys. i may not be as bulky as i was in junior high but still there are people every now and then that told me i need to lose weight and i need to go on a diet. well maybe i need to, maybe not. i've never for once tried to lose weight for myself. it's always for someone else. it's only been in recent years that i've come to accept my own body and embraced it. yeah i would still envy other girls that have thin legs and small waists but i don't feel so bad about myself anymore. especially coming to US, a country where my body size is not considered really big. sometimes i miss my hometown. i miss how people would sometimes stare when i walk by cos i'm considered really big with my 172cm frame. i can never buy clothes back at home~ haha. indo girls are so petite~~~ every now and then i wonder how it feels like being petite. i've never been petite all my life lol. 

but yeah in a nutshell please respect other people's feelings. then you'll get the respect you want in return. don't wait till you have to learn it the hard way like that unlucky person i mentioned above. it will make you roll downhill. roll. so fast that you wish you could hit the bottom just to make it stop.

by the way kimtaewoo's voice is like chocolate, so rich and creamy. keke. am listening to a gentleman's dignity's OST~ 

this song makes me feel high high~~ haha. nae gibundo high high~♪

i love comparing voices to food i don't know why~~~  kim jonghyun's voice is really airy, it feels weightless instead of thick and creamy. like a mousse. haha. while lee jinki's voice is really sweet and a lot creamier than jjong's even though it's still really soft at times. i love love love his solo perf, nessun dorma. lee jinki never stops amazing me. our precious leader ♥

deep voices like TOP's is like dark chocolate to me. so deep and sexy haha. park chanyeol is like that too.  

oh all those different tasty voices. 

eih. jumping around topics again. time to go~

annyeong~♡

*p.s:the fonts look reaaaally small on my laptop..so.. sorry*