SMTOWNs will be the death of me one day ide.
i think i'm going to die my feeeeelssss...
i will... postpone the whole exo confession post i think.. or i'll have to make it one member at a time to annoy my non-kpop lover readers so that i won't die of hyperventilation while doing everyone at once.
plus. today.... i got shot by words again~ 被打槍了 TT
but i guess that bcos i've anticipated it, i am not that shaken or hurt by those words compared to the times before... well the words meant good i guess but it means something else for me...
cos there are some things that i can never accept no matter how good it is... the word good is after all, very subjective. what's good for you may not be good for me. so.. i just hope that people will never ever force me into something that they think i good. since... it may not be good for me. :)
so... thank you but no thank you.
yeah yeah the old "you don't know what's good for you" i know. i may not know about everything but there are some things that i've known all my life and i can at least judge it for myself..
and. another matter...
i feel that i've let a friend down.. that small favor.. yet i just let my fear take over of everything.
i am sorry. i would have felt a bit better if you were at least a bit angry...
whenever i'm put into situations which i have no control over, i just let the fear take over me. when will i be able to overcome it ><
in short i'm sorry.
oops my cousin is trying to peek into my screen.. it's off limits keke sorry~~~~~ :p
if you can find it yourself than congrats and go ahead read everything but no i wont show you stuff that i haven't done writing.
i'm still at my cousin's place so. shall not write much keke.. shall write more stuff when i'm alone......
and yes. EID MUBARAK TO ALL MY MUSLIM READERS~
wish you guys have fun gathering with all your family and eat lots of good food together :D
that's all ah~
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