well actually not really because of him. i'm just bored haha. i decided to stay away from twitter today... why? i don't know. maybe there's someone i'm trying to avoid. maybe i'm just trying to get my followers to unfollow me. haha. why do i want them to unfollow me? no particular reason actually... i just..... i actually have no legit reason for this lol.
so this is one of those "just because" things i do.
by the way it's one of my bebes' birthday today haha.
yes jessy fransiska. you. yes i have just put your full name in my blog. go google her out people lol. she's taken tho so. sorry boys :D
babe you're finally 19 too~ i'm so happy for you haha. if you're reading this i love you lol. i'll make sure you read it anyways. since it's her birthday let me tell you who she is then...
jessy fransiska. born on august 16th 1993. eldest. just like me keke.
strong willed, always know what she wants. very into tough love *with friends tho* how she acts when she's with her boyfriend i don't know. i don't think i had the chance to witness it yet..... have i? i have the slightest idea... i missed all the fun. tsk. i can't believe it~ but from what i heard they are doing real fine. maybe she'll be the first to marry from our class. who knows~ ;p i'm srsly waiting for a
i'm getting off the topic again lol.
so this bebe of mine.. we've been in the same school since forever but only got reaaaally close to each other... at senior high[?] i think so.. cos we have our own *groups* on junior high i guess.. i seriously don't remember how we even got so close to each other... but it felt like we've known each other forever. haha.
she'll always be some kind of an inspiration for me. always admire how she always knows what she wants and how hardworking she is. we're so different but i'm always comfortable with her. i might not always agree with what she thinks yet i just love hearing her thoughts. she'll always be one of those bebes who i can talk to about almost anything. that's how comfortable i am with her. i miss how we would go to the mall, just the two of us, spending the whole day walking around that small mall. haha. we would then find a corner to sit and observe everyone, or walk into every store looking at clothes. usually i'll be helping her choose some clothes since i could never find clothes that fit me in that damn island. the clothes they sell look so small ide. i still feel indignant about that lol. i'm sorry but i'm a big girl okay. 173cm and xxkg. *i'll let you fill those x with any number you like. if you think i'm 99kg i'll just surrender to you then*
i miss those days ide.
so what shall i wish for this bebe of mine then?
i can feel that she's really happy today tho. haha. i can't believe she's happy that she's getting older /cries/ but then again if you have a lot of people celebrating it for you i guess you'd feel happy haha. i'm just a bit sensitive about age lol. i'm just a bit too afraid of turning 20.
so i wish our jessy fransiska a happy happy happy birthday. i hope you'll have a great time while being 19. wish you good health, don't tire yourself out babe. sometimes i feel that you work too hard, but then again maybe i'm not working hard enough. i'm sure you'll get prettier so i don't have to wish that. should i wish that your relationship will last long? i think it's more appropriate to wish for that on your anniversary.. so skip that. i wish that everything will go smoothly for you in every possible aspect. and that you can get whatever you wish for. haha.
in short, i love you. ♡
hmmm... i still owe my iew bebe the "confession" post keke. shall do it one member at a time haha~ i haven't change my mind about it yet so don't worry *or worry if you hate kpop* i still won't get why you would want to read my blog if you hate kpop tho. so. haha. too bad
i'm done for the night.......or morning.. it's 2:35 am keke
*did not proof read so might not make too much sense and pls forgive all the misspelt words*
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