i have 2 weeks of break before my fall term starts~ nooooeees i need to buy my books now. or maybe next week. and i need to get my driver's license~ i am too fucking lazy to do anything right now someone save me.
my readers.....
i wonder how many of you actually care to read my posts. you guys are all silent readers ide.
only my bebe iwen comments on it srsly. well not in the comment box but on my twitter and it counts cos that means she actually reads my shit haha.
you guyss in the other hand are so silent ide.. i won't put my twitter account here n.o. no. cos i need to draw a clear line. you can go to my blog from my twitter but no one goes to my twitter from this blog. my twitter is more off limits than my blog cos...... hmm. because of reasons. haha. and the forbidden land is my tumblr of course hahahah. my tumblr is just a mess i'm so embarrassed of it cos i never took care of it hahaha. i just made it then left it like that. i feel bad for those who actually followed my tumblr cos it's just stupid. haha.
i dont know maybe a hate comment would be better than no comment at this moment. at least when people write hate comments they read the post before commenting on what they hate. unless they just hate the world then there's nothing i can do about it i guess..
plus i'm so hungry now. i've been eating grapes nonstop since 4pm but i still feel hungry... only ate 1 proper meal today tho >< i'm too lazy to cook please someone cook for me i'll be very nice to you. i will love you long time. home is still the best lahhh~ i want to go home nowww /creys/
i think i ate too much grape tho.. too much sugar in my system i think my body is going crazy. i'm the type of people who gets high with too much sugar. i can't even handle soft drinks anymore. i go crazy if i finish a can of soda myself. i did that at a gathering last time, drank a whole can of soda, ate so much gummy candy and sweet snacks by the end of the night i srsly lost my head i was so touch-y. ide. i did skinship with a guy i just knew. hah. i will not do that again. nu uh. once is enough i shall not embarrass myself further.
i just ruined my first impression oh. idk if he's lucky or unlucky to have met that part of me the first time we met haha.
hmm... now that i'm bored let's go on a daydream together. this is complete nonsense so i kindly suggest you reconsider your actions if you decide to continue reading.
don't you come round and blame me. i told you you don't have to read it..
well i'm just thinking about what i'll do if i have a boyfriend lol. excuse me cos i love to daydream so just let me dream on okay.
well i dont really know what i want to do but wouldn't it be nice to try all those stupid and cheesy things people do on dates haha. i srsly considered asking a random guy friend out just to try things out just so i know how it feels lol.
theme parks are great places for dates i think.. idk. just walking around the theme park trying all the different rides, buying matching accessories, eating yummy food together. taunting each other to go on scary rides, screaming together on roller coasters, i don't mind if my bf screams louder than me haha. people might stare but i'll just scream with him cos he's so adorbs. then when we go to the haunted house i'll cling to him like a koala bear to a tree. imagine him acting like he's not afraid when he's actually really scared. they we scream together in the same high pitched scream hahaha. we'll so not survive it hahaha. we'll use that to make fun of each other till the end of the day.
on lazy days we can just hang out at home. enjoying each other's company. sitting on the couch, cuddling while watching some movies we rented. works better in cold days than in hot days tho haha. if the day is cold you'll have more reason to stick to each other lol. what movies to watch? hmm. not sure. horror movies are good i guess unless he's more squeamish haha but it'll still be cute. movies with sex scenes you might want to avoid unless you want to do it after the movie but yeah. i'm not into things like those it just makes things awkward... haha. of just get rid of the movie altogether. just play some nice music that both of us like. some jazz or easy listening or rnb to get into the lazy mood. maybe sleep on his shoulder or lap or whichever part of his body. then cook dinner together. or make him cook dinner if he's a good cook. then clean the kitchen together after dinner.
other nice cheesy dates includes ice skating, beach dates, picnics, new year's eve parties, festivals and idk what else. i'm not good at stuff like dates i guess. cos i've never been on one before *ooooh*
that's why..friends who always ask me for advice about relationship thingies.... you've been given advice from a person with 0 experience yet you still come back for more. are you sure i'm not the one who's wrecking your relationship.
okay maybe not, i'm not that evil yet
then there's always this problems between boy and girlfriends~~ things like guys forgetting important dates or anniversaries haha.
i personally don't know where my stand is in this situation. i mean yeah it's hard to remember all those dates but please what do you think reminders in calendars are for. that precious technology in that precious phone of yours can aid you in so many ways ide.
what will i do if my bf forgets an important day? hmm.. i don't really know.. it depends on his reasons and by that i mean excuse
and please i have a very low EQ so you better have a very very very good and legit excuse that actually makes sense *or at least pleases me* or prepare to be either given the silent treatment or face my extreme wrath. but i probably won't be able to stay mad for long if you actually asks for forgiveness.... if you ignore me during that small window of time, i'm sorry but honestly, i might change my mind about you.. and it will be the end. ijeneun goodbye goodbye goodbye~
i change my mind too quickly. that's why i can't do long distance relationship either. you have to constantly be in my view to be in my head too... i have such low attention span. i don't advise on cheating either cos i tend to pick things up really easily. if you just had to cheat, do it very very tidily. don't leave clues. just don't. i'm too curious. it applies to my friend's boyfriends too.. if i catch you guys cheating on my bebes i'll cut your dick off. okay maybe not i'll probably just make a really detailed report to your gf.....
ohgod what am i writing right now... it's almost 3 am so. yeah. okay time for jane to meet bed.
but srsly that car owner needs a slap. his/her car alarm has gone off for almost an hour now and apparently he's sleeping too soundly to notice. i bet that alarm has woken up half of the neighborhood ide.
annyeong~♡
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