it's freaking 2:54 am and i can't sleep....
i hate it when my body decides it want to mess up my body clock for me...thank you but i don't appreciate it..... just freaking let me sleep already...
being awake at this hour just messes with my brain.
i'm having the weirdest urge to quit the kpop fandom right now. i am so fed up with everything. but then when i see pics of my boys and babies i just run back to them shamelessly.
why am i so attracted to things that are aesthetically pleasing. thirst and hunger. for things that are visually attractive.
has my view toward the world become twisted. beyond recognition. not knowing what's right or wrong. if there was right and wrong in the first place. where shall i stand. what shall i stand for.
when did i become so cynical. lost all trust towards humanity. are humans just animals now. did i just realize that the world is far from the perfection i pictured it to be.
so much nonsense.....
annyeong~ /creys/
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